WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Meaning of friendship

Until my first high school graduation will be here soon. I'm still consistent with all my champions.

I was well known in society, thanks to my intelligence. My sister also blessed because, she also became known to many people who have known me well, as well as in school, the teachers recognize Beautiful with the shadow of my name. Because it is beautiful to go to school, at the school where I had my education first. Everyone always told my sister, "Well that her sister Anjani yah??".

Now my sister's name is identical to mine. I am proud to make my family happy. Even with the little things that I have really worked hard to get through.

Until the school graduation I was waiting for arrived, actually I was confused about going to continue school to which High School, I was afraid Mother could not finance our education. Mother is just an ordinary worker, whose salary is quite small, which is just for the cost of living we are already profitable if enough.

But, Mother always had a strong determination, for any business, Mother worked hard, banged bones, day and night just to finance our lives. I really idolized Mom, even though in the midst of her slump, Mom could shake off all the hatred in her heart against Dad.

Although sometimes I was the target of his anger, but I was never disappointed, I just kept the spirit of learning, in the hope that I could continue to make Mom happy, and not waste all the hard work Mother.

One day, I aspire to be the backbone of my family, I want to replace every pain that I feel, what a strange mind.

If most children aspire to be teachers, doctors, presidents and so on, then I just want to make Mother and Beautiful sit beautiful, and I will bear all the burdens in my family.

Until in the end I almost graduated from my education, with all the pain in adolescence, I passed my life. Again I missed the most important thing in some people's lives.

If some teenagers can walk with their friends after school, then not with me, some teenagers can also take the time to date, to share, doing a lot of activities outside school hours according to their wishes, supported by their parents, but again not with me, why??? you guys must know the answer.

Thanks to Mother's hard upbringing, I grew up to be a quiet human being, inclined to shut down, because I always thought everyone was a traitor, so my personality was very closed.

I don't have many friends, just a few people who I consider as friends, maybe only two people, I consider them friends not because they come from a distinguished family, not because they are the sons of high officials, not because they understand me so well. But because I know, they never talk about the other person behind that person.

Besides because no one wants to accompany me because of my family background, I also do not like friendship, I do not like to talk stale, I also do not like to be disturbed, I also do not like being disturbed, I really don't like it when they force their will on me, on the grounds of friendship.

For all I know, there are many people who consider themselves to be friends, but why when we trust them, have poured out everything we feel, but why?? not infrequently they even expose all our ugliness, just because they are not like us.

They always want to know about our problems, not because they care so much, but because they just want to know, and maybe someday our disgrace that they know could be made into a weapon that will kill ourselves.

I really don't know the real qualifications to be a good friend of someone, because I myself don't know what a good friend means.

Because now what's in my head, just want to quickly graduate college, get a good job, have a high salary, and make my mother and sister happy according to my version.

Right now my world just keeps turning around Mom, but it's better isn't it?? can it continue like that???

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