WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Caught

“Iiiihhh ... Where's dad???” I walked back and forth in front of the terrace of the house, from the morning Anwar was not at home, even though it was a holiday.

“Say you want to go for a walk, but why go anyway?? Where not saying goodbye again, yes ampuunn make keja aja dia“ I keep grumbling, while pacing.

“Bu, the food is ready“ Bi Lastri came from inside the house telling me.

“Ah, yes bi, thanks ya“ I replied with a smile on bi Lastri, from dawn bi Lastri had prepared a lot of food, for my picnic lunch and Anwar.

“In the Lake at this hour very hot hunt, Anwar where the hell??” with annoyance I continued to grumble, I don't know, since I was pregnant I became more happy to nag, sometimes I realized my mistake, and apologized to the victim of my frustration, which, of course, was Anwar, my best husband.

Ttttiiidd!!!!

The sound of the car horn shocked me, it was seen Anwar opened the car door, then went down with a crackle, typical of the mini market. Maybe he just got home shopping.

“Daddy, where from?? I'm waiting for you from earlier, go why didn't I say anyway?” I'm pouting.

“Don't be angry, I just came home from buying milk for you, your milk has run out, right??” ask her while brandishing a crackle bag, with a flat face.

“O yes?” I smiled, but Anwar did not return my smile, his face was so sad, but somehow.

“Why you?” I stroked her face gently, while looking at her.

“Nothing“ he replied, while removing my hand from his face, then passed into the house.

I followed him from behind, with my heart filled with curiosity.

“An, you why the hell?” instantly there was pain in my heart over Anwar's treatment, this sensitive soul was so infuriating.

“I'm fine, Bi the food is ready yet?!” Anwar yelled at Bi Lastri who was in the kitchen. For the first time, I saw him screaming, looking so frustrated, while I just fell silent. Dare not speak, nor ask again.

“I yes sir, already“ Bi Lastri replied in a hurry, maybe he was also surprised by Anwar's shout.

“Let's all in the car, I'm leaving now!!“ firmly Anwar while passing out, headed for the car, while I followed him again from behind.

I entered the car, with a sense of unease, What about Anwar's change of attitude?? My heart keeps raging.

“Udah all yet Bi??!” Anwar yelled again, making me stunned.

“Su already pak“ Bi Lastri nervous.

Without warning Anwar immediately drove his car, with his face filled with anger.

Silence, that's what happened, and I also chose to be quiet, speaking will be wrong in this position.

Many times, I heard Anwar sigh, and then shuffle his hair in frustration. I'm getting confused, but I let it go, Anwar has a taste of his own, later after arriving at the lake, I'll ask him.

Upon arrival at the Lake, Anwar led me to sit on a chair, which was shaded by a shady tree, overlooking the lake.

“An, that matnya“ innocently and without any thought, I showed the provisions and mats we brought, but Anwar as if he did not hear me, continued to lead me, and sat me in that chair.

He sat down, covering his face with his hands. I'm getting confused.

“An, you why??” ask me gently, trying to get rid of that awkward feeling.

“I was just from hospital“ she replied, still covering her face with her hands.

“You sick An?? What pain?? Why didn't you tell me??” I was worried, I touched his forehead. But Anwar immediately held my hand tightly, then looked at me with tears in his eyes. Yes ... Anwar crying.

“Why didn't you tell me from the beginning Jan?” tanyanya while sobbing.

The deg!!!

“Ma you mean??” I asked, I knew Anwar must have known the secret about my pregnancy.

“Anwar, forgive me, but can't you just support me?? I just want my son born“ I'm starting to sob.

“One in nine thousand Jan, that's his level of safety, you don't be naive!“ anwar's voice sounded trembling.

“Sorry, but I don't want to kill my son“ my tears break.

“This child, can kill you Jan, or maybe you two won't survive“ Anwarpun crying, his tears getting on the cheeks.

“Ti no, I'm sure, I can, we're fine“ I answered stammered.

“You, can think logically Jan?? How can you be okay??” Anwar looked at.

“Evict him, immediately do the operation!!” anwar.

“Ti no An, I beg you, don't do that to us“ I'm getting hysterical.

“You think, this is an easy choice for me?? I have to choose between you and our child, it's not easy, but trust me Jan, you have to live, you can still get pregnant again later“ Anwar persuaded me.

“I love my son so much“ I'm sobbing, imagining, the child I fought so desperately for, with pain almost every night, should just disappear. It's not fair to me.

“No parent who does not love his child” Anwar looks increasingly frustrated.

“An, I beg you, don't do that, I promise, we'll be fine, I beg An“ I keep on caving, hope Anwar will understand my wish.

“No Jan, I will schedule an operation soon for you!!“ anwar Sentak.

“Anwar I beg you, do not kill my son“ I kneel, plead with him.

“Jan, understand, I love you so much, I will go crazy if you go again, all this time, I always understand you, can't this time, you understand me?” Anwar grabbed my shoulder, then lifted me up to sit back down.

“An, if you still want to kill this child, then I will leave your life“ I threatened finally.

“No Jan, don't be so“ Anwar's voice vibrates, enatah holds back the anger, enath holds back the pain in his chest.

“I beg you, support me, once again An, just this once again“ I keep caving.

Anwar was silent, he seemed to think hard, crashing the best decision he had to take.

“Alright, I will support you, promise me, if you guys will still be fine“ Anwar hugged me with a sense of haru.

“Thank you, for your every sacrifice, your struggle, your affection, and the abundance of your love“ Anwar sobbed back, hugging me tightly.

“I don't know, what mistakes I've made in the past, why bad destiny, always shadowing me“ I'm really frustrated with this situation.

“Sssshhh .. don't talk like that, Istighfar Jan, we can't choose which destiny we want, he said, all destiny was in the line of God long before we were born on this earth“ Anwar wiped my tears with his thumb, looked at me and then showered me with a soft kiss, a kiss of gratitude, from a husband to a wife, a tender kiss from the taste of a father who awaits the presence of his son.

“I love you“ Anwar whispered in my ear.

“I love you too“ I replied to her whisper in the accompanying sobbing. Unable if this peace, will soon be over, unable if suddenly I have to lose a husband as good as Anwar.

But, Anwar belongs to God, I cannot carry it with my love, all that comes from God, will return to God.

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Yes, the author sucked, the author followed sob when this part sniffed, the author,

Seconds to End, I better make Anjani die, or I make Anjani safe and happy, huh??hui....

Author confused gaeessss.....