WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
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She said, I was the woman she loved the most, she said I was the perfect woman to be her companion, she said I was the woman she should marry, she said I was the only woman who always reigned in her heart, but in fact she had let me down, scarred me deeply, I was really disappointed in her.

But, suddenly, all our togetherness came back and forth in my head, I had done many things for him, and he had done many things for me as well.

I, not a woman who is good at cooking, especially Indonesian cuisine, although I am a native Indonesian, but cooking Indonesian cuisine, I really am not an expert, but for the sake of my husband, I am willing to spend all day struggling in the kitchen, he said, flipping through recipe books, or watching tutorials on youtube, just to please her.

I also don't know why most men love football, we often argue just because of that, but for you, Anwar, I have secretly memorized the names of football players who are difficult to mention, I have also memorized the rules of the ball game that is quite complicated.

Although we often argue, but every time we finish arguing, Anwar will say, “I'm sorry Jan, don't be angry anymore, I love you so much“ I really miss those words, I really miss those words, Anwar will first say ‘Maaf’ because he knows, I am not a person who can easily say ‘I'm sorry’ or ‘I love you’.

“I don't want us to fight anymore, I don't want to see you get hurt, I don't want to see you cry, I just want you to be happy“ those words, always keep me moved.

Even if the world, once thought of you as insane, but in my eyes, you are the most precious person, because you have fought for me, ever loved me, sacrificed many things for me, you are the most precious person, then I may have to be so, I also have to be loyal, have to support you, and accompany you until later. No matter what people think of you. That's not important at all.

I don't know, when we start falling in love, when our hearts start to be touched, when we can't live with each other, but what I can't forget, is how the first time we meet, greet each other, and secretly hope each other if we are a mate.

You always do not care, even though I am not a perfect woman, I lack a lot, as long as I am Anjani, then you will still love me. Well .. maybe I should.

Instantly, I felt that if all the flaws and mistakes of Anwar in the past, it became very insignificant. Are we not living walking ahead??.

In the past, I always gave a second chance to everyone who had hurt me, this time, I would also give my husband a second chance, because now, besides me there is also my son who needs the figure of Father. I don't want my story to be repeated by my son, missing his father in silence. No, I want my son to get complete affection from both his parents. Well .. I decided, I'm going home.

“Mother Retno, Mr. Giman and Randi, I have decided, today I will go home“ I said to them, who was enjoying his morning at the bale bale house.

“Alhamdulillah“ say thankfulness heard echoing from their lips.

“Mother Retno, thank you so much for taking very good care of Anjani, sorry to bother“ I brought myself closer to Retno's body.

“Mother is very happy, can take care of nak Anjani, as long as we are married, we have not been trusted to have children, with the nak Anjani and nak Randi, Mom became feeling like she had a child“ Bu Retno looked down, her crying broke.

“Mother, Ibu Retno do not be sad yes, Jani promised later will come again here“ bejukku.

“Iya,“ replied ma'am Retno, while continuing to wipe her tears with the back of her hand.

“Mother, later if there is time Jani also want to bring Jani family here, can??” I look at him while smiling.

“Of course, I will be very happy, if son Jani, still want to visit here“ he replied with sparkling eyes.

“Mother, thank you so much for helping Jani, Mom is like a wingless angel to Jani, I've been willing to take very good care of Jani and Jani's son here, once again thank you very much bu“ I hugged the body of Ms. Retno tightly, really I am very happy to live here, in this place I have learned many things, about sincerity, togetherness, and simplicity.

“Sama nak“ he replied, while returning my embrace was no less tight, while Mr. Giman and Randi just stared at us full of days.

“Jan, do I need to drive you??” bargain Randi, while approaching me who is getting ready.

“Alright, sorry, this is all I can do for you Jan“ Randi bowed, why are his words so hard to interpret.

“It's okay, everything you do is more than enough, thank you very much, because all this time, you've been very kind to help me and my son“ I smiled, gave him a glance, then looked down.

“I'm happy, can help you“ he replied.

“Sometimes, you have to play at my house, I will be very happy, if we can still establish your friendship well“.

“Emh, yes I will try Jan“ he replied as he looked at me, that look .. ah. I don't know.

“Once again thank you very much Ran, for all your help“ once again, I express my gratitude to Randi, who has been an intermediary for my life.

“Iya, Jan together, yes already, let's go“ Randi went ahead of me.

I followed him from behind.

After saying goodbye to Ms. Retno and Mr. Giman, with all the drama, I finally left for the terminal, I got on the same bus when I fell into a cliff.

The deg!

My heart was pounding, as I sat in the passenger seat, the shadow of death was again present in my head. Randi waved his hand, as the bus drove me away.

“Goodbye, and thank you Randi“.

Along the way, I closed my eyes, not because I was sleepy, but because I was afraid, it happened again, ah.

For the first time, I didn't like sitting by the window. Sucks.

After a few hours of travel, I finally arrived at a bus stop, the same stop, where I set foot on a bus that led me to the fatal accident.

I stood up, then got off this bus, I took my foot to the park not far from Anwar's office, like the first time I was leaving, for a moment I sat in this chair.

Now I decided to go back.

“How are you doing Anwar??? I came ...”

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This part, is a part full of struggle, why??? because after the author took thousands of words, the text suddenly disappeared, and could not be reversed. Finally the author retyped, with a slightly different word to the original plan, uuuggghhhh.......

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