WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Confession 2

" A a I .. I ..." Sintia was still stammering, her eyes still showing she was fondling the right words to give an answer to my every question.

"yes, what am I??? " At last I started to get angry at him.

"Yes, this is my new boyfriend, his name is Jacky" Sintia tried to distract me, by introducing the man next to her, who from that moment was only paying attention to our debate.

"Hay .. I'm Jacky" said the skinny man, whom I predict his age must be under Sintia.

"Yes I'm Anjani," I had to accept his nod and greeting,

"So why??" Not wanting to be fooled, I went back to the main topic of my question, I turned my face back to Sintia, who looked a little shaky.

"Anjani, I was forced to do all this" Finally Sintia opened her voice, she stopped her speech trying to hold back her crying, I just kept quiet and listened.

"I was forced to embezzle company money, a few months ago, my father was following the village chief election, Dad had to campaign here and there, which cost a lot of money, but Dad was not elected village chief, he said, while Dad's debt must remain in pay, now Dad fell ill Anjani, and as a child I was forced to bear the burden of Dad," explained Sintia at length, he began to sob and his tears fell.

I sighed, how grateful I am to God who is still guiding me to stay in a safe place, how great is the test God has given me, to this day I am still in a good corridor. I have said thank you dozens of times for what God has given me.

"Sintia, there are still many ways to be able to help your father, you can apply for a loan to the office," My voice began to weaken, I felt sympathetic to the situation that Sintia experienced, Sintia, I know what it feels like to have to bear the burden of my parents.

"I'm Khilaf Anjani, I want to solve all the chaos of my life quickly, I'm sick of having to face all these problems, how god is never fair for my life Anjani" Sintia continued to say half-cry, as if she wanted to vent what had been a burden in her heart all this time.

"God is fair and just, If we are to realize it, how much God has given you all you need, if you can be a little patient again, maybe God will give you another solution that is far more honorable for you," I tried to speak very softly, I realized that now Sintia is being controlled by emotions.

"When you can't see God giving you eyes, when you can't feel God giving you hands, when you can't hear, God gives you ears, When you can't walk God gives you feet, when you can't think God gave you a brain, God gave you perfect intellect and physiqueso why do you have to be in a dirty way??" I continue to say, I express my regret for Sintia's bad decision. Honestly, I also felt annoyed at the decision of Sintia which made my burden also increase.

"No, God is never fair, all these trials are only given to me," Sintia still continues to rummage, fortunately in this tent stall, deserted visitors, so not too many people pay attention to us, he said, it's just that there was Jacky who from earlier lowered his head, as if he was digesting what became the problem of his lover.

"Istighfar Sintia, if your thoughts about God are like that, then Allah will behave like that to you, God's attitude depends on the prejudices of his servants, if you think bad then something bad will also happen to you, positive thingkinglah Sintia, you are a scholar, you must understand what you have to do for your life, do not let emotions rule you, do not let emotions control you, this drink first" I said, while offering Sintia a drink.

"I hate this Anjani," Sintia's voice began to weaken after she downed a glass of drink given by me.

"Then, what about this one?" I asked back while pointing with my chin at the man Sintia's boyfriend admitted. Afterwards Sintia was much calmer.

"That, ah .. I also hate Faisal, he betrayed me" explained Sintia, who obviously confused me.

"meaning??? isn't he nice to you?? didn't Faisal ever ask you to get married??" I asked while remembering, honestly my heart rippled, considering my relationship and Faisal can now be said to be rather close, more precisely Faisal who kept approaching me.

"No Anjani, he's a very bad guy, he always justifies everything so that his desire for women can be fulfilled, he's an Anjani playboy, his girlfriend is everywhere, he's a lot of girlfriends, and again his parents did not agree Faisal related to me" explained Sintia again, who succeeded in making me agape.

"What time??" on the sidelines of my astonishment, I still asked Sintia. I thought I had made the right decision, by rejecting Faisal earlier.

"Anjani, since when did you become a kepo on people's affairs, instead of you always not caring about people's affairs?? especially now that I have long broken up with Faisal" Sintia's question successfully made me aware of all the thoughts that raged in my head.

"Ah yes, it's okay, just want to know aja he ... " I answered.

"Emh .. oh yes, how now if we take pictures first, maybe we will not meet Anjani for a long time" invited Sintia while directly repairing ourselves and immediately pose.

"Oh yes," And we were immediately selfie ria, after satisfied selfie finally Sintia decided to go home first with her lover, and I decided to eat chicken soto, and I decided to eat chicken soto, which was almost cold because I was busy intimidating Sintia.

kriiiinnggg .. kriiiiinngggg ...

I heard my phone keep ringing, while I was enjoying my meal,

I took my phone, it was Faisal who called me, why else would he??

I decided to ignore his call,

Kriiiinnngggg .. kriiiinnnggg .

My phone keeps ringing. Half annoyed, I picked up the phone from Faisal,

"Hallo asslamua'laikum ... What's wrong???" Honestly I was very upset at the man over there, the shadow of Sintia's speech, the writing of Sintia's diary, and what I've seen from their courtship style kept spinning in my head, and now that he's trying to get close to me, he really wants to play me.

"Anjani, help me .. I was in a terrible accident," Faisal's voice across the street sounded raucous, like he was enduring pain.

"Whataaa????, in which area??? You okay??" I answered Faisal's phone half screaming in shock, somehow I felt worried and guilty, because he had left my boarding house in a state of disappointment because of my decision.

"Yes, I'm going there right now, Faisal's waiting for ya" Somehow but I feel like seeing Faisal right away. As fast as lightning I ordered ojol, and went straight to the place Faisal had chained me to.

Upon arrival at the location where Faisal had an accident, I gaped, at the instant my heart ached but somehow, I saw Faisal lying on the side of the road, his leg on his knee was badly injured, and inexplicably, I saw Faisal, blood poured out even I believe he would be difficult to walk, his hands and elbows are also a lot of scratches in and bleed a lot that makes me sick.

I got down from ojol and paid for it, I walked over to Faisal and crouched down, I wanted to touch his wound, but I realized he was not my muhrim, and around Faisal there were many men who could do it, and I realized that,

"Mas Faisal why??" I asked, for some reason but my heart ached to see him helpless,

"I'm fine" she replied, smilingly enduring her pain,

"We go to the hospital now yes, let the wound heal, I take a taxi online now," I bidarku while taking a cellphone from the pocket of the pants I use, he said,

"Anjani, I just want you" Faisal's reply made me shake my head,

"I don't have time to joke mas, now we go to the hospital first, your motorbike let people take it to the workshop, I'll try to take care of it" I said to shake off Faisal's hand trying to grab my hand,

Faisal smiled, then ducked "You care about me Jani???"

I was shocked, what's with me?? obviously I know what kind of man Faisal is, but why do I care so much about him??? God, do not stop protecting me.

"Udah, don't talk too much first mas, soon the taxi will come" I replied dismissing all my heart's confessions.

Faisal smiled full of mystery, so I had a hard time deciphering.

Upon arrival at the hospital, Faisal was immediately treated by a doctor, there were several wounds that had to be sewn, Faisal was treated quickly by a doctor, a few hours later Faisal was already lying in the patient's room, he said, Doctors decided to have Faisal on the hospital for the next two days, given his serious injuries.

I waited for him, I was confused who to contact, because I had no family contacts, or Faisal's friends.

Time has shown very late in the afternoon, even soon it will be maghrib, I am getting confused, while Faisal is still unconscious due to the effects of drugs.

I decided to go to the mushala, and perform the Maghrib prayer first, then I will return to Faisal's room after he realized.

Almost 7 p.m., Faisal just regained consciousness,

"Anger ... " Faisal called me in a hoarse voice,

"yes, why ??" I got up from my seat and walked over to Faisal" Mas Faisal would what?wanna drink??" Bargain, though,

"I think you're gone, I don't want anything, I want you to be Jani" Faisal blinked one eye at me,

I was shocked, why is this human, in this way there is still a moment to seduce me.

"Mas Faisal has contacted the family??? you know, I'm going home, I'm working tomorrow, and it's night now" I don't want to talk to Faisal anymore, I don't want to talk to him,

"Aren't you going to take me??" The whine is "I don't have a Jani family, you will soon be my family" Oh God ... Faisal ... My heart was upset at him.

"Where's Faisal's family?" I'm starting to get impatient, though,

"Dad and mother I have been separated from Jani for a long time, so I decided not to go with anyone, I decided to live alone, but soon I will live with you heee" in the middle of the story that managed to make me gawk, Faisal still had a naughty smile.

So, now that I get it, Faisal and I, we have the same heartache, I now understand why Faisal has such bad manners, some broken home teenagers vent their loneliness and frustration on negative things, for example Faisal he so avenged his pain through women, Faisal likes to play tricks on women. Once again I am grateful for God's will towards me which gives me the opportunity not to fall into a negative world.

And for some reason, now that I feel sympathy for Faisal, I know the pain he's been suffering all this time.

Tok ... tok ...

Amidst the conversation between me and Faisal, I heard the sound of the door of the room where Faisal was in the care of someone knocking,

I turned to the door "Come in, sorry who??"

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