WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Go home 2

Arriving in front of the house, I stopped my steps, I circulated the view, the small garden that I had been caring for so far, looked chaotic, beautiful flowers that had been very dear to me became withered, dry, dry, and almost died, a small fish pond in the middle of the park was no less chaotic, the fish died floating.

“Ck, have you not kept my favorite things An?” muttered.

“Honey, soon, you will meet your father, are you happy??” I asked while stroking my stomach which was still flat.

Tok ... tok ...

I knocked on the door, there was no sign of life there, was Anwar leaving for the office???.

Tok ... tok ...

I knocked back on the door, though,

Krriegett ... Door's open

“Anjani!! this you?? Really??” a woman suddenly slammed into my arms.

“Ma mah“ I stammered, when I saw Mamah Anita crying in my arms.

“Where have you been Jan?? You know everyone is very anxious, and worried, we look for you everywhere“ Mamah Anita keeps asking me, while I just smile looking at her, there is guilt in my heart, because I don't go home soon, I've made my mother-in-law very worried.

“Sorry Mom, I ..” I fell silent, I don't know if I should start explaining where I was from.

“It's okay, let's go to“ as if understanding my point, mamah Anita pulled my hand to enter the house.

I returned to my eyes, my favorite flower vase, the soffa I bought with Anwar, the paintings, and everything in this house, why it looks so chaotic, all is out of place. I walked in my mother-in-law's footsteps.

“Mamah,“ I'm speechless.

“Iya, why Jan?? You want something??” tanyakanya.

“Anwar?” my many.

“Anwar, in the room, you want to see your husband again, right Jan??” tanya Mamah hesitated, well .. Maybe Mamah already knows my problem.

“Sure Mamah“ I replied with a smile.

“Thank you dear, because you still want to meet your husband who has failed you, whatever your decision Mamah will support“ Mamah Anita shed her tears, I know, anxiety is enveloping her heart.

“Sure Mamah, Anwar is still my husband, I have to meet him“ replied, while stroking mama's shoulder, trying to strengthen her heart.

Mamah nodded, then let me into the room, where Anwar was.

Kkrriiyeett ...

Slowly, I opened the door, I saw the state of my room, not much different from the outside, everything was chaotic.

“Ck, it turns out you are completely useless, what use is your money, if to clean the house you can not“ my murmur, do not feel tears fall on my cheeks, I can't feel tears falling on my cheeks, when I saw a man lying on the bed, covered with a blanket to the chest, “Do you hurt???” heart asked.

Slowly, I approached him “An...” I called him, but my voice was choked, I don't know what to say, he's still not awake, is he not aware of my presence??.

“Anwar,” I touched his face, the face that has always been decorated with smiles, where did that face go??.

I saw, slowly he opened his eyes, then blinked, as if he could not believe the sight he was seeing.

“A anjani?? Really?? This yourself?? Am I hallucinating again??” he asked while touching my cheek, his hand feeling warm.

“This is me“ I touched his hand wrapped in bandages.

‘Are you hurt?? Why are your hands on bandages?’ my heart asked again.

“A anjani??? This is really you???” ask again to make sure.

“Hmht“ I replied with a nod, my tears falling down my cheeks, getting louder. All the raging in my heart.

“No, this must be wrong“ He shook his head many times.

‘What all this time, you always hallucinated meeting me??’

“You why go???” her tears had spilled, I tried to wipe her with my fingers.

“Maaf“ replied.

“I beg you, do not go again, I will kneel before you, I apologize for all the mistakes I have made, but do not go again, I beg you!!“ he shouted, so he was.

“You do not need to kneel, I have forgiven you“ I replied, holding his hand, the hand that has always helped me.

“Iya, you are right, this is Anjaniku, Anjaniku is back,“ Anwar hugs me tightly, while crying roaring.

“I'll definitely be back Anwar“'s father whispered to me in his ear, after his crying subsided.

As Anwar stared, he fell silent, then looked at me full of question marks, trying to digest my whisper earlier, I understood he might not understand, why I called him ‘Daddy’. I smiled then clasped his hand, and stuck it on my stomach.

“I'm pregnant, your child“ whispered.

“Hmmhh .. I am pregnant Anwar“ I confirm my confession.

“Really?? Am I going to be a father??” ask him with sparkling eyes.

“Yes, are you happy??” my many.

“Very, and more than that, seeing you come back to me, knowing you've forgiven all my mistakes only I've been incredibly happy, and now, you're taking her too?? It's really a miracle for my life“ instantly her sad face turned into a very cheerful one.

“Thanks for everything“ back he hugged me tightly.

“Sama-sama“ I replied while replying to his embrace, miss this, so outrageous.

“Awah Anwar?” my broom in the middle of our arms.

“What dear??” He lifted his head to look at me.

“How many days do you not shower??” I asked suddenly, who just realized there was a pungent smell from Anwar's body.

“Emmhh“ She's scratching her head, maybe confused, I don't know how long she hasn't had a shower.

“What as long as I'm not there you never shower??” I just don't believe it, hoping my guess isn't right.

“Maybe“ replied while keeping his mouth shut.

I shook my head, “Are you sad when I'm not around??” my many.

“Don't ask that Jan, I suffered so much when you went“ he replied as he lowered his head, the happy hue that had been radiated back faded.

“Then, why did you make me go?” my many.

“I could, could make you go, past it, I'm sorry Jan“ again Anwar said the same thing.

“I've forgiven you, promise An, never repeat the past again, from now on, we have to improve, because we now want to have children, we have to be good figures for our children later“.

“I promise, I will be a husband, and a good father to you, and for our children later“ his eyes again sparkle.

“I know, you're a good husband An, I hope this won't happen again“.

“I'll try Jan“ We re hugged unwind.

Afterwards, we chatted, telling her what had happened during our separation.

“Jan?”

“hhmmhh?”

“Tell me, all this time what happened to you??”.

“Many things have happened to me“

“What are you?”

“Do you want to know?? My son and I fight against death??".

“Of course, all this time I kept looking for you, but why can't you be found?? Where are you hiding?? Post the accident??”.

“I am somewhere peaceful, peaceful, and fun”.

“So, all this time you guys have fun, while I'm here suffering a lot“.

“Ck, how can a new person wake up from a coma, say have fun?? I'm just happy to stay in that place".

“Really??? Do we have to move there so you can live happily there forever??”.

“Lebay“

“But I missed you“

“I also“

“Really??”

“Hmhh, my son also misses you“

“Kita“

“Yes, our son".

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