WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Destinies

The journey of human life is not always as expected, sometimes a human must pass the steep road after some time enjoying the sloping road. His days are colorful, sometimes happy but at times he is approached with sadness, sorrow and grief, this is the habit of life. No one can escape this reality.

Among the many sorrows that afflict humans is the condition in which a person gets something that he does not expect. Many people who try to achieve something that looks good, he desperately get it and sacrifice whatever he has for the realization of the dream. But without realizing it is not in accordance with what is expected. When this happens, not a few people blame others, not even Allah, the Lord who knows what is best for His servants, does not escape blame.

Tok ... tok ...

I knocked on the door at home,

"Assalamu'alaikum mother ..." With trembling hands I kept knocking on the door in front of me, between the coldness of my heart and the cold of the rain that fluttered my whole body combined into one. I'm tired so tired.

Czech ...

The door is open

"Loh Jani?? why you, son?? you don't work?? why are you trying - ujanan?? let's go in first son" Mother was so shocked to see my condition now, my appearance is now so random - randomized, my body soaked, while carrying a large enough bag, which is filled with my goods. My mother led me into the house, and sat me in a chair.

"You sit down first, I take a towel and make warm tea for you yes" Mother went to leave me alone in the living room, the rain still did not subside, the occasional lightning still continues to strike - the picture. All the shadows of the voice of Novi ma'am who was yelling at me kept ringing in my ear. Beat the lightning noise out there.  I leaned my back against the chair, and closed my eyes. I cannot accept this fact, as if I want to avoid my destiny now.

"Son, this is a drink first, the warm tea" Mother came to give me the warm tea. I picked it up and drank it with a blank look, without me noticing my mother kept wiping my body with a towel so painstakingly. I just kept quiet. My tears were no longer dripping I just kept looking in all directions with a blank look.

"Anjani, let's tell Mom, why are you son?? why do you keep quiet??" Ask mom again, stroking my hair.

"Mother, Anjani was fired from the office" I replied, which made Mother round her eyes perfectly.

"What???!!!!! Why did you get fired, son?? What did you make wrong??" Ask mom with all her worries.

"Anjani was slandered by Mom, Jani was slandered by corruption of office money, for the sake of God's mother, Jani never did it" My voice began to rise, I explained the reason I was fired from the office, but strangely my tears are now even difficult to drip, only a feeling of tightness and weight lodged in my chest. Mom hugged me tight.

"One day, such an event will happen mother, soul mate, death, sustenance, already written by God in the far reaches of mahfudz long before we were born into this world, it's just that maybe the way that makes Jani shocked and feel unprepared to face all this mother, God willing Jani can get through all this" I smiled while looking at her attached mother. I tried to calm my mother's heart, I didn't want to see a sad mother drag on.

"Of course you can get through all this, you're Jani's mother's son," Mom kept hugging me, and cried, I replied to her arms, but I couldn't cry. Maybe because my tears are over.

***

Since that incident, I have decided to stay home, become unemployed, and enjoy the time I have lost.

However, even though I became an unemployed person, but I can still somewhat calmly live my life as an unemployed person. Wh why?? Because I have enough savings to support my life for a while.

During work, little by little I set aside the rest of my salary to buy a piece of land, which I now contract to the farmers, paid for annually, I also save a little by little my money, and keep it in some small business - the smallness of my friend, and the cake shop that was previously managed by my mother was mine, because I owned the capital.

I started helping my mother make cakes and trade cakes made by my mother, both offline, and online, in addition to my activities, I can also add experience and yes the results of the cake trade can also add to my income coffers. All of this is my source of income now. Now that I can feel the results of my own efforts, I can feel the results of me saving half to death first.

Remember there is a saying that says "Assemble - raft upstream, swim - swim to the edge" Now I can enjoy the results of my struggle. In between my saturation, now that I started to contact my friends first, I started to contact Aliya and Rani, people I consider to be my best friends, which I had forgotten thanks to my busy work, I rarely responded to the relationship that they tried to build on the reason I was very busy working, because I also often had to work overtime at that time, too, I started visiting places I wanted to visit. I began to be able to visit family events that I could not attend before.

I really enjoy my time now. I tried to forget all the bitter things that had happened to me before, I was so grateful, and happy.

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