How Will You Say Goodbye?
Chapter-1 Bonus

Rey

I stared at the face of the woman who was sound asleep in my arms. It was only recently that he fell asleep soundly. Distinct from the first time I knew him, he never slept so well and was this calm. Well, I know it was my mistakes in the past that caused him to be unable to calm even in a state of sleep though.

His breathing seemed regular, and his face looked serious at times. I don't know what he dreamed, hmmm...A smile passed and I stroked her hair gently, so that if she had a nightmare, the dream would soon pass, replaced with the comfort of my elusan in her head. Without wanting to wake her up, I continued to notice her sleeping face that was beginning to calm down. I also smiled back.

I never watched him sleep. Sometimes I purposely tell him to go to bed first or pretend to sleep so that I can watch him go to dreamland. I don't know, there's a weird vibe in every swish of my blood every time I see him asleep. So long before I realized I loved her, and since when, it has been my hobby, watching her fall asleep.

Kinan...whether what kind of fortune befalls me that you should end up in my arms like this?

"Kc...I feel lucky to have you, baby. But do you feel that way too?"

I closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep with him. The situation around the room was already quiet. Kinan who had been asleep since, as well as Kirey who seemed to have been sound in the baby box. Kirey is not a fussy toddler. When the time came, our sweet daughter knew it was time to fall asleep. So that he really won't fuss or wake up in the middle of the night. My daughter will wake up the next day in the morning.

It's late but I can't sleep yet. I closed my eyes a few times. Office work is confusing for me, but that's not what's causing me to have trouble sleeping tonight, but rather I'm thinking about everything that's passed in our household life.

Our marriage is entering its third year and everything feels complete. I must admit that I am very grateful to God for giving me a wife like Kinan and a daughter like Kirey. I happy. Very happy.

I was just thinking about Kirey's future and his feelings. I'm afraid he hates me as much as Kinan did when he found out I was a b-rengs-ek guy. I don't know. Suddenly the feeling crossed my head. I'm afraid my daughter can't accept my behavior in the future. I'm afraid that if he grows up, he knows what his father did.

It all started with my mistake. I used to spend a lot of time playing, hanging out and not thinking about the future. My daily life is always filled with hope and devotion.

Everyday even before graduation arrived, me, Doni and Kevin were the three best-known friends of the VVIP Night Club. We never think about spending, we never think about how to make money. All we thought about was having fun and spending our parents' money which seemed endless.

I, who was a martial arts expert since I was in Junior High, always made a noise if my heart was not happy. Kevin and Doni are like my loyal followers who stand behind me as guards and supporters of my brutal actions.

I was a good kid at first, I never used martial arts for unnecessary things. As in martial arts, we should not use it for haphazard or haphazard things. But, ever since I hurt a girl, I don't seem to care about anyone else. When my feelings are chaotic and someone nudges or glances at me with a displeased look, then be prepared to be my fist.

The girl's name is Mona. I admit, Mona is a beautiful girl. It would be nice if I used to like it. His personality is friendly, smart and his attitude is blending in on everyone. At first I didn't like her, I just saw her as a pathetic girl. Mona is often the victim of violence committed by her own stepfather. Over time, I protected her and was ready to do anything for her. Unfortunately, Mona seemed to be making use of my kindness. Feeling that I have more feelings for him, he does not hesitate to always rely on me.

In the end, I had to be heartbroken because it was not me that he loved but David. I can accept that even though Mona's status at the time was still my boyfriend. But when graduation came, after a few months, I heard Mona accepted David's proposal. I don't know when they've been in touch behind my back.

David is our senate brother on Campus, he also doubles up as an assistant lecturer, making Mona love and love the man from the beginning of his entry into campus - since the ospek campus time. So that our graduation time arrived, David who graduated first had become a Lecturer and successfully opened a Batik business. Mona really with open arms accepted the man's proposal. Something I just learned from Mona's close friends who also told me about their marriage.

So while I was dating her, Mona was also in a relationship with David. His first love.

Huh! How sad the fate of my love at that time, made me sick of love. I was even willing to be trampled on by Mona's stepfather to be her shield. From then on, I just vented my anger with a free life. Fight, get drunk and end up with women for one night.

Everything started to change when Papa interfered in my affairs. Repeatedly entered the police station because of the mess I made, making the middle-aged man ask me to take responsibility for all the money I had used to make a splash. Papa, tell me to work. Makes me sicker, because no matter how hard I work, Mona won't come back to me. That's what I used to think.

Doni is suddenly betrothed and Kevin is suddenly the leader of the company Om Aaron-Papa Kevin. Making the three of us like a child whose life must follow the wishes of our parents without being able to argue.

I decided to leave the house. Mama called several times asking me to go home, but the facilities I had were still able to use. The apartment that was mine even though it was Papa's gift, but it was my place to go home.

We spent the night as usual. The corner of the Club VVIP that we have booked, bears witness to our chaotic actions. Accompanied by selected girls who will spend one night with us. It's never been more than that, 'cause I've never seen the same girl after spending the night with her. I just don't want a meeting that more than once will be a stumbling block in the future and cause the girls who are out of nowhere to feel we have a relationship that is more than One Night..

But unlike usual, that night the three of us were without any girl. I vividly remember the incident that night, Mama who again asked me to go home. I went out to the club to hear Mama say. No matter what my attitude is, Mama is the woman I love the most. In order for Mama not to hear the noise from the party at the Club, I received her call when I was already in the outer area of the Club.

I listened to the persuasion of Mama who asked me to go home, my eyes that looked back and forth suddenly caught a figure lying on the street. That was the first time I saw Kinan-who at that time I didn't know his identity. My eyes squinted sharply when I found out that what lay there was a girl. For some reason, I went back to caring for other girls. In fact, after I was made hurt by Mona's behavior, I promised not to bother and care about any girl anymore. But, the more I got closer to the unconscious girl in the corner of the Club that night, my conscience was at war to help her immediately. Until I also decided to contact Kevin and Doni who are still in the Club VVIP room.

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Bonchap??

Fill Rey's heart again or Kinan's heart?

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