How Will You Say Goodbye?
Chapter-2 Bonus

Rey

I grabbed the body of the girl I didn't know her name at the time, she felt light in my arms. Her body was tiny and her face was not dull to look at. He was unconscious and very helpless, making me very careful when I laid him on my lap along the way.

The car driven by Kevin was now heading to my Apartment, after we had a small argument about where this girl was going.

When I got there, I took her out of the car, with Doni and Kevin coming to my apartment. My eyes remained focused on the girl in my arms. Somehow in his condition that did not move, able to bring out the attraction in my view at that time.

I was drunk, but not drunk. I can memorize this girl's face in just a few minutes of meeting. I laid her on the only bed there. My intention was to get off her side and wash my face in the bathroom sink. Unfortunately, again I was hypnotized by the attraction of the girl I really wanted to help.

Poor girl, your face is so innocent....

The smell of her hair was on my sense of smell. Make my hand stretched out to slip the strands into her ear. My touch even made her skin red. I can no longer smell the more intoxicating aroma. Then without me being able to control it, I've landed a kiss and a small bite on her ear lobe.

God, I can't do this, I should've helped her. But the devil seemed to mock my actions that only arrived there. Suddenly Gai-rah, Lust-su and my instincts are at war. But of course my long-buried instinct of kindness over the past few years will be defeated by the nafs and gai-rahs that have dominated me since I became Reyland now.

Satan who always followed me finally laughed happily, when I could no longer patch up the feelings that had become. I began to shake the tiny body, the scent of his body again as if supporting my actions, encouraging me to do more. Several times I smiled slantedly at my actions which were drenched in a vague sense of drunkenness.

When I hit and it was hard. I cursed myself who just realized that the girl I was wearing was still a holy girl. But my desires have been changed, I break through with raging feelings. Between gai-rah and guilt. I promise I won't repeat any more. This is the first and last, and this is because I can't avoid it anymore.

After my first break. I feel satisfied and angry at myself. Quickly I covered the girl's innocent body and then I looked at her face in the dim light of the room due to the lighting of the sleeping lights on the nightstand. Without feeling, Iku. Amhirnya fell asleep beside him.

I woke up and started to recover from my drunkenness. I saw the clock that was past midnight. I guess I only slept for an hour next to her and I realized this girl was still sleeping next to me. I looked at her regular breathing and there was a sense of relief, that she was still alive.

Although I promised not to do it again, but my body could not lie because suddenly my gai-rah rose again. I'm hooked. Holy jeez!! Quickly I moved to get away and pick up all my own clothes.

I felt like I wanted to punch myself in the face, guilt creeping back into my head. I looked at that innocent face again, she was weak and I shouldn't have treated her like this. How good I am. Even I was able to do it with an unconscious girl. Absent in my mind what this girl was consuming, she lost consciousness completely and did not know what I had done to her body that made me addicted.

I looked down there, there was a little red stain on the bed sheet as a result of my actions. I feel guilty again. I wear the origin of my clothes. I headed for the bathroom, at least a cold shower would help dampen my revived desires.

I returned to the room fully dressed. I looked at the girl again, I looked at her face for the umpteenth time. I suddenly felt angry, who was it that got him wasted behind the club and what really happened to him?

Several times I paced around in the room, what should I do now? Do I have to get him out of my apartment so he doesn't know what's going on? But, if I do that. Where do I put my body? If I were careless then it would be even more dangerous for her. I don't think if later the one who found him was a young man like me too. Or even someone worse. My mind went awry and I ended up just leaving her in the Apartmen. I'll come back later and intend to negotiate with this girl. Yeah, I'll come back later when he's conscious.

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Although I don't want to be responsible if he asks me to marry him. Yes, there is no special relationship between us, where maybe I want to marry him just because of a one-night relationship. I don't know him, do I? She'll end up just like the other girls I spent one night with. But for her I give her a special exception, since she's a virgin girl I don't have an agreement with to do 'One night', I'll compensate her pretty fantastically. I have my own savings that I saved thanks to Mama's proposal since I was in school. I'll give it to the girl as my apology. Yeah so much better-I thought.

But all I can do is set it in my brain. Because, when I went in and looked for her in the room, the girl was no more. Not leaving a message or anything. The only thing he left behind was a blood patch on my bed sheet. Ah, Shit! He has gone. How could he just leave? Why isn't he waiting for me? At the very least, does she not want to know what happened to her last night until she ended up in my Apartment?

I suddenly felt dizzy for a moment. What if he reports this to the police? I'm used to dealing with cops. But the case about women never felt. Yes this can't happen.

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The night came and I went back to the Club to see Kevin and Doni who had been there before. Tell me a little bit and they cut me off. They even said I was like a 'child yesterday afternoon' who had just faced a girl.

They don't know if this girl is any different!

When I said that last night's girl was a virgin. Doni and Kevin suddenly pias. They know that what I'm doing is harassment, even rape. They came to judge me without giving me a solution. Makes my head break more. They suddenly scared me. Ah, I'm wrong not to wear 'safety'. If it turns out that girl is pregnant as they say, how?

Now my fear is no longer about the lawsuits, but about the girl carrying my son. Is it possible that she could conceive even if only once did I? I left Doni and Kevin unceasingly judging me tonight.

I put my head in the car seat. I sat behind the wheel, without getting drunk. I really don't taste anything right now. I took the phone out of the pocket of the jeans I was wearing, and I started to find out if a woman could get pregnant if I only did it once?

And that answer really made me laugh. Women who are fertile or in fertile period, will still get pregnant if fertilized even if only once. And certainly it will happen if the fertilizers are healthy men. And that man is me. And I'm healthy of course!

Huh! Is the girl fertile? In fertile time? Hahaha I don't know.

I beat up the car's steering wheel as a form of frustration. I have to find that girl. If she's pregnant, it's my son, isn't it? I was the first man to look after him.

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So is that it, Rey? The author doesn't think the same as you. You're looking for Kinan it turns out. Why not find Author just let me explain everything.if Kinan is pregnant after the incident...

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