How Will You Say Goodbye?
Hysteric

Ammar has arrived at home carrying Kinan who is still silent like a confused person.

Ammar was shocked to hear the man named Rey tell about Kinan who almost got hit by a train.

At first Ammar was angry because he thought again Kinan was trying to end his life.

He looked at Kinan with a guilty feeling. I don't know why that feeling snuck into his veins. Maybe because of the conversation he had with the psychiatrist.

Previously, Ammar had brought Kinan to see a Psychiatrist to ask what Kinan had experienced to this extent.

"Your wife has hysterical amnesia, sir!" The explanation of the woman who was a psychiatrist made Ammar's heart melt.

"meaning?"

"Amnesia accompanied by depression and excessive shock. Hysteria is often associated with people who are overly emotional. In layman's terms, hysteria is often used to describe behavior that appears excessive and uncontrollable. Extremely excessive shock. Hysteria symptoms such as Frustration, extreme anxiety, crying, tantrums and so on. In the case of Kinanty's mother, he also seemed to forget many things around him."

Ammar. He was confused and felt compassion for Kinan.

"Will it be severe and last a long time?"

"It's not certain how long sir! There will come a time when Kinan's mother will remember herself. But, he still had to undergo treatment that might help recover him from his excessive depression."

Ammar nodded in understanding.

"Can I tell sir, what happened before Kinanty's mother like now? This is to help me understand what my patients are feeling."

"I just want to know the cause sir. Maybe you know what happened to Mom, because I can't ask her because Kinanty's mother doesn't remember anything right now!"

Ammar also told the psychiatrist in general that Kinan previously knew of his condition that was pregnant. But, Kinan was shocked and seemed to reject that condition.

The woman focused on listening to Ammar, occasionally writing everything her patients experienced on a piece of paper.

"Sorry sir, I would like to know more. Why would Kinan's mother refuse her pregnancy?"

"Maybe because the child was not the child we expected! Kinan admitted to having been abused some time ago. And I-" Ammar's speech came to a halt.

"You don't accept that condition?" Guess the woman.

Ammar nodded with a sense of regret in his presence.

"I would probably accept it if it was reality. But I doubt if Kinan experienced that, I think Kinan just gave me an excuse to understand his actions!"

"Have you confirmed that the abuse was not true? That's why you doubt Kinan's mother's confession?"

Ammar shook his head weakly.

"Sir, it looks like Kinan's mother has quite a severe depression. He harbored many feelings and maybe because of his father's attitude to him he also became afraid to reveal the truth!" The woman spoke as if she was in Kinan's current position.

"I know, I was just surprised to find Kinan's condition at the time difficult for me to believe. Do whatever is best for Kinan. I want to atone for my guilt for her!"

"It is better not to judge him or stay away from him. Ask him to talk, listen to his complaints, if necessary invite him to therapy so that I can help deal with his condition."

The woman then prescribed some medication. And set up a meeting schedule for Kinan therapy.

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"Why should I call her husband? I should've taken him to a psychiatrist myself. Let's know why!" Rey said as she ruffled her hair.

It seems that Rey has not accepted because she does not know what the next condition of Kinan is like.

Rey regrets her decision to call Ammar to inform him of Kinan's whereabouts.

Somehow he felt he wanted to know what the situation of the girl next would be like.

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"Where are you? Never go out again!" Kevin exclaimed as he entered Rey's room without excuse.

Rey looked at her best friend. Ignored it. Then looked at the ceiling of the room, returning to his own thoughts.

"Think what the hell lo? Fast old lo ntar!" Cetus Kevin again while lying next to Rey.

"Where? Did you win the project tender in Bandung?"

"Ck! If you want to discuss the work. Hunt you home!"

Kevin rolled his eyes puffing at Rey's reply.

"This is if the business is always badmood lo! I am just ngingetin doang. Don't get bokap lo nguber-nguber lo kayak chicks!" Kevin smiled a mocking smile.

...Plukkkp!...

Rey threw a pillow over her head into Kevin's face. Kevin also looked grimace.

"It's really about following Doni to Overseas!" Lick Rey.

"Lo why? Still thinking about the problem?" Kevin sitting.

Rey shrugged her shoulders.

"My advice, you just focus on the project and your work! That's if you still want to live well!"

Rey nodded slowly.

******

Kinan was digesting and observing his presence in the unfamiliar Ammar home. Last night he passed dinner, until this morning his stomach was hungry.

Before long the door of Kinan's room was knocked from the outside. Kinan opened it and found Ammar in front of the door.

"Kinan, let's eat first!"

"Sorry sir, would you like to ask?" Kinan said hesitantly.

Ammar nodded despite feeling uneasy with the name 'Pak' uttered by Kinan.

"Where am I really? And who are you? I-I-I'm sorry I forgot!" Said Kinan bowed and in a hesitant tone.

Ammar's face seemed pias hearing Kinan's words. From yesterday Kinan was silent without a word. He did not answer Ammar's question in the slightest, but today he spoke and the words from his mouth even made Ammar's feelings raging.

"I am your husband. So you don't call me 'Sir'!"

"Su-husband?" Kinan was confused.

Ammar nodded as he invited Kinan to breakfast together at the dinner table.

Latifa who saw Kinan could not bear to immediately reprimand him because from last night she did not meet with Kinan after Ammar returned from the hospital alone and instead looked for Kinan's whereabouts at home.

"Where have you been? Is your hobby disappearing and going everywhere?" Ketus Latifa when she saw Kinan who was still eating at the table.

Kinan looked at Latifa in confusion. He wanted to make a sound, but Ammar immediately cut in to speak first.

"For all that is in this house. Everything and not excepted! Kinan is currently ill. I'm asking you not to burden him so much and don't mind him too much!" Ammar.

"And again, I don't want to see Kinan doing ART work in this house! Because Kinan is pregnant." Follow Ammar again while glancing at Latifa.

Hearing that Latifa was wide-eyed. He was not sure of Ammar's words.

"you mean? She pregnant? Mama's not sure it's your son, Ammar!" Latifa said in a high tone.

"Enough ma!" Ammar told Latifa. He stood up from his seat. Latifa's words are true. But Ammar did not want to say in front of Latifa that Kinan was pregnant with another boy who Ammar did not know who the man was.

Ammar left the dining table. But his steps stopped for a moment.

Ammar looked at the dining table again.

"Remember all my words! If anyone breaks, then it will deal with me!" Ammar said firmly while leaving the dining room.

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