How Will You Say Goodbye?
SEASON II - Help you

Joana does not think, what Ammar really needs until the man recklessly walks up to her on the side of the Sofa. Seeing her grimace in pain Joana became unbearable.

"You're moving too much, what do you really need?" joana asked, looking at Ammar.

But Ammar's next answer managed to make Joana gawk.

"It's late in the afternoon, it's time for me to cleanse my body. Can you help me clean up?"

In her heart, Joana cursed herself. This morning, he himself was not willing if until Ammar was helped by a female nurse to clean up. Joana would be happy to be involved in taking care of Ammar, but why now is she too embarrassed to help Ammar do it?

"Jo, can? Mama came home because the children were not there to take care of them after school" said Ammar again.

Joana dissolves in silence without being able to make her voice.

"Shaka and Lesya need lunch and other things, so I told Mama to go home. Sorry if I end up having to trouble you."

"Em, no. I don't feel bothered."

"Thank you, Jo."

"Hmmm.."

"Then, how? Can you-"

"Where should I start?" cut Joana nervous.

Ammar chuckled small. "What enthusiasm?" goda.

Joana threw a glance in the other direction. "No!" expostulation. "I'll ask the nurse for the equipment first." Joana passed from before Ammar with a beating heart.

Not until ten minutes, the woman had returned with equipment for Ammar to clean up. He helped Ammar to sit in a wheelchair - to make it easier for Ammar not to move much.

Arriving in the bathroom, Ammar saw Joana's face that was red.

"I'll clean myself up, Jo!" ammar said at the end.

"No-no, I-I'll help you" said the woman.

Ammar shrugged and he asked Joana to get him a brush and toothpaste, after which Ammar could certainly continue on his own.

Finished with this, Ammar returned to his voice.

"I can do it myself, I know you're too shy for this, Jo" said Ammar softly but still heard from Joana.

"Come out, I can" said the man again.

Joana came out of the bathroom feeling half relieved and half unbearable.

After a few minutes, Joana did not hear any more sound from the bathroom. Suddenly he became worried.

"Ammar, can you?"

Only the murmur of Ammar was not clear.

"Ammar, do you need help?" ask Joana again.

Joana did not hear Ammar's reply. The woman opened the bathroom door that was not locked.

"Gosh my god." Joana was surprised, she reflexively closed as well as slammed the bathroom door with a slight force. What he had just seen embarrassed him to death. Vaguely Ammar rang out from the bathroom, inexplicably Joana felt Ammar's voice mocking him.

Joana walked up to her feet until she reached the sofa. He threw his bokoong there with a feeling of annoyance mixed with shame. He was clinging and his lips were slipping.

"Basic bawdy!" he spoke and heard again the loud voice of Ammar laughing at him.

"Jo, help me.." cried Ammar from the bathroom.

"No want! You just put your pants on!" joana replied indifferently. His lips remained pouting as the shadows he had seen in the bathroom filled his head.

"Hahaha, I didn't know you were going in. I'm just cleaning up the lower body." Kill Ammar as he continues to chuckle loudly.

Hearing no word from Joana, Ammar stopped his laughter.

"Please help me clean my back, Jo. I can't do it" said Ammar.

"Clean yourself! Or I'll just call the nurse." said Joana indifferently.

They were still communicating from a few meters away and Ammar was still in the bathroom whose door he had opened again.

"Geez, is this my fault? I didn't intentionally show it!" Ammar chuckles. "Come, Jo! stay here." Ammar said while showing his back.

Joana clucked, she tried to give in and approached Ammar with still a little upset, Ammar had put his pants back on. Joana takes the washlap that Ammar told her. Washlap was already he held, but seeing Ammar's body that lenggang chest made him hesitate again. A nervous feeling returned to cover him.

"Take me your patient. Do not think no-no." said Ammar disperse daydream Joana who had stood behind him.

"Think of the no-no, heh! What's that supposed?" elak Joana sok - cuek.

"Don't think shit!" ammar answered, chuckling little.

Joana fizzed to hear Ammar's words. Obviously the perverted Ammar just now. But come to think of it not as perverted, is Ammar really cleaning himself?

Finally feeling nervous, Joana starts rubbing Ammar's open back with a washlap. His hand trembled because he could not consider Ammar an ordinary patient, however Ammar and he had an affinity for each other. Moreover, this was Joana's first experience holding the open back of an adult man. Moreover, Joana is not a general doctor who usually sees the body of his patient. He's not used to it!

Joana was silent but her hands continued to work on the back of Ammar's body.

While Ammar, touched by Joana made his heart hammer, the capillaries in his body may have enlarged, his blood somehow felt great rustling.

"Jo, so you won't be ashamed anymore. How about we get married?" ask Ammar seriously.

"Huh?"

Ammar chuckles, he enjoys Joana's shock and the activities Joana does. As a normal man, this activity is enough to make his passion go up. It is different if the person doing it is someone else. But this is done by Joana who is her lover. Moreover, Joana rubbed her open back very gently.

"I want to marry you" said Ammar again, he closed his eyes enjoying Joana's touch back there.

Joana fell silent, a second later she threw the washlap into the lap of Ammar who was sitting rather rough.

"It's done!" joana said as she wanted to step out of the bathroom.

Ammar frowned at him. Before Joana actually left, she pulled the woman's wrist.

"Why?" ask Ammar. He was surprised to see Joana, did he not invite Joana to get married why also now this woman looks angry?

"You asked why?" Joana looked at Ammar. Ammar nodded his head.

"You proposed to me in the hospital bathroom?" Joana rolled her eyes lazily. "That's right!" continued.

Ammar immediately realized what he had done. He patted his own head.

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"Have you had dinner?" ammar asked Joana, who looked back a lot silent.

"Had." answered the woman briefly.

"You why? What are you thinking?" ammar asked softly as he looked at Joana who was sitting on the side of his bed.

Joana shakes. "none. Rest, it's night." said Joana dodging.

"Hmmm.."

There was no more conversation between the two of them. Joana walks to the sofa, she will sleep there while accompanying Ammar in the ward tonight.

"I'm sorry if my way is wrong, but I'm serious about my words that I want to marry you" Ammar said suddenly, making Joana reflexively stop her steps. Joana turned her head towards Ammar and Joana smiled at a glance. I don't know what Joana's thinking right now.

"I'm not romantic, Jo! I thought I was no longer fit to do such things, but applying in a Hospital bathroom was also even more inappropriate" Ammar said, staring at the ceiling. "I'll think of the right way after I recover" he continued.

Joana felt her body freeze on the spot, she could not move and her voice was almost blocked she could not get out. What he feared is happening now.

Afraid? Yeah, Joana was afraid that Ammar would ask about marriage again. It is not that he does not want to be serious in his relationship with Ammar, but he has not dared to express Ammar's intentions to his family. By accepting Ammar's proposal, he inevitably had to open the real status of Ammar in front of his family. That's what he was most afraid of, because all this time it was that he kept his family shut.

Yes, Joana is too afraid to be honest with her family and that honesty will end with rejection that will hurt her heart and also her man's heart.

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