How Will You Say Goodbye?
Wait around

*POV. CONNANTS

Right now, I was waiting anxiously in front of an ER room of a Private Hospital. Walking around to reduce my anxiety. I'm looking forward to the door to the ER room being opened, so that I know Mas Rey's condition after the accident a few hours ago.

"How's the doctor doing?" I asked the doctor who had just come out of the room.

"He had a broken bone in his left hand. The rest of the time, all conditions are stable. We wait for the patient to wake up!" Answer the man's doctor.

I nodded while saying thank you.

"Em, wait for the doctor! Can I see how he is?"

"Of course, after the patient is transferred to the ward. Oh yeah, are you his family?"

"No, I brought him here!"

"Alright, the Hospital will contact his family through the identity found at the scene!" the doctor said it made me only able to nod a sign of understanding. The doctor walked away after retreating.

After a few minutes, the body of Mas Rey who was still unconscious was moved to the hospital room. I of course followed the nurses to find out more about where Mas Rey would be treated.

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I was sitting next to the bed where Mas Rey was lying, I had been waiting for her to wake up for almost half an hour, but somehow she had not yet woken up. I looked at his unconscious face. His face was very shady in my view. How perfectly God created my Inner-physical being.

Although his left hand was wrapped in an elastic cloth due to a broken bone, but it did not reduce the perfection of this figure in my eyes. If only I had not known all the truth, it would have been his figure who remained in my heart. He was my first love, even though he wasn't the first man I had in my life. Ah, my mind feels miserable. Kandas already love it, like the loss of my confidence since my chastity has been snatched away without my knowledge. And the one who took it away was the one who had also seized my heart. And he's in front of me now.

Buana seems to be playing with the feelings of this weak creature. How not, I fell in love with the person I thought hurt me the most. I who incidentally very guarding myself even avoid being in love with men, have to face disaster after I married. Very lyrical.

And worse yet, without me knowing it I fell too deeply into the figure of the man lying in front of me. The same guy I hate.

A drop by a drop of my tears shed, I also do not know why because of mosesabab I can cry it. Either because the feeling of disappointment is still gaping, or because of his helpless condition in front of the eyes. I don't know, it feels like everything is mixed into one.

I want to leave Mas Rey's nursery. I thought, there is no point in me being here because the roar in the chest is still very tight to imagine his contempt for this body. Before he realizes my presence it's good to resign.

"Are you Kinanty?" I was stunned to hear the soft voice of a woman before me. His appearance is very fashionable and still beautiful at his age who is not young anymore.

I smiled kindly, my lips curved beautifully because the aura of the woman before me was very positive when looking at this face.

"Yes, Madam. Do you know me?" I tried to ask the woman. He nodded, his face shining at me.

"I'm Zehra Denizer, Rey's mother." He said introduce himself. He raised his friendly smile. Makes me remember the smile of my mother.

Due to a habit I had been through for many years, I spontaneously took the woman's hand from her position, saluting and kissing her reverently. When I looked up again, I saw Madam Zehra's face looked like it was shocked.

"You made me gobsmack!" His words were honest with a carefree tone.

"What is it that just being so special to her?" I murmured in my heart.

As if he could read my mind, he continued.

"It's been a long time that the back of this hand has nothing to feel like you're doing!" He said while sitting on the sofa in the VVIP room.

I looked down, not knowing what else to say. I also did not expect to deal with a person like the esteemed Lady Zehra. In terms of his appearance and attitude, I can judge that he is really from the top. I almost never imagined being able to talk to a person of his class in person like this.

"Rey's not conscious yet?" Ask in the lowest tone. I could see he was so worried but somehow tried to cover up his worries.

I'm shaking. Again, he seemed to be able to read my situation and thoughts.

"Kinan, to be honest, I'm really worried about Rey, but since you're the one who's keeping her here, she's a little quiet. The doctor also conveyed his condition by phone earlier." Clearly in a tone that was so familiar to me. I was a little surprised she called herself 'mama' in front of me.

"Em, since the Madam is already here, I'll just go home. Excuse me..."

"Wait... What did you call? The madam? No! Kinan, I'm Rey's mother. You can call mama too, just like Rey called me!" He looked at me with a hopeful look.

"You're so quiet!" The woman laughed at the end of her sentence.

"Try Kinan! call me mama!" Her request.

"Huh?" Suddenly I was confused at his ridiculous request.

"Come on!" he said with an unreduced smile.

"I-iya ma, Kinan go home first!" At last, that's all I can say. He also smiled happily. Yes, I saw him smiling happily.

But it seems like the universe didn't let me get out of this room, because I was just a step away. Mas Rey's voice called my name with a tremble.

"Kinan..." His voice sounded soft. I don't know since when he realized, is it possible that he also heard my conversation with his mother earlier?

I didn't want to turn around because I was afraid that my fortress would collapse when I saw his face again.

"Kinan..." Again he called me with a soft voice, making me want to not have to turn towards the bed.

"Hmm?" that's all I can say. No longer know what to say. Mrs Zehra was seen making her smile seeing me and her son now face to face. It seems he did not want to welcome his son who had just realized, or rather he first knew the situation of his son who was aware, until he stopped asking again and instead let Mas Rey call me. It means that from then on this man has been aware and heard our conversation. But I'm the only one who doesn't realize it in this room.

"Kinan, thank you!" Mas Rey's voice sounded heavy and hoarse. I nodded and decided to go home again.

Mas Rey grimaced a few times when feeling pain in some parts of her body, making me become frustrated myself if you leave it alone. Unbearable. Ah, my stronghold seems less powerful and alert.

Suddenly Mrs Zehra said goodbye to come out for a while, saying her phone was left in the car. I cursed myself to let her go so far that it was only me and Mas Rey in this ward.

I saw Mas Rey smiling faintly at the passing of her mother. I understand that there has just been a conspiracy between mother and child. They deliberately let this happen.

"Ki, you remember no, it felt like just yesterday I was visiting you in the nursery.." she looked at me glued.

"But look now! Now I'm the one who's lying in the hospital bed and you're the one who came to visit." Connect again.

"Ki, you are now so quiet, unwilling to speak your heart again like back then!" Mas Rey stared at the ceiling of the room, as if imagining something had happened.

"I'm home!" That's all I can say to avoid talking about it.

"Yes, go home!" Speak calmly.

I turned towards the exit.

"I know you haven't forgiven me. But can we be friends now?" Ask when this hand touches the door handle.

I was silent for a moment, this time completely permeating his sentence. For some reason his words made this heart throb bitterly. Is it because he wants to make friends with me? Didn't he say he wanted to marry me? Why do I wish for more? I also refused him to take responsibility. Why am I now 'plain-plan' because the sentence invites friends. Why does it feel so bad to just be friends?

"Kinan?" His voice roused me from daydreams.

"You want to be friends with me?" He asked again with a cry he could not stand. For whatever reason, I could hear her crying. I really want to keep my mouth shut so I don't talk about friendship anymore.

"At least, that way I can take care of you, even remotely!"

My tears had to pour out again, why was it so painful to hear his request. Why did this heart suddenly feel sliced with his sentence. Why does this all have to happen to us? why can't I just forget everything he did, forgive him and run into his arms? Wh why?

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