How Will You Say Goodbye?
New friend

Kinan blinked his eyes as he regained consciousness from his long sleep. Time was slow for Kinan who was in a room in the RSJ.

A female nurse came to bring Kinan breakfast and asked him for Kinan's needs so patiently. Kinan asked the nurse to help him take a shower and clean up.

The nurse was quite shocked to see Kinan's condition seemed to be fine, unlike most patients who were admitted to this mental hospital. Kinan looked more realistic and like a normal person.

Kinan could even clean himself up and was ready with the change of clothes the nurse provided. Surely stick with his patient's clean uniform for him to wear.

"Sorry mbak, mbak seems healthy. hmm in other words, it doesn't seem worth being here?" said the young nurse voicing her curious inner content.

"Maybe I really need treatment here first, sister. " Say Kinan calmly.

"uh? Ma-sorry I don't think I understand what I mean. eh, uh sorry mbak I shouldn't ask anything outside of my profession!" The nurse was a little hesitant because it turned out that Kinan also understood the meaning of his words.

The nurse never thought about why Kinan could be put here by his family. The Psychic Kinan seemed to be disturbed. But it's more of a healthy person. Treatment should be enough and should not be treated here, according to the nurse.

"Nothing sister, can we be friends?" Kinan asked expectantly to the young sister in front of him. Kinan felt alone and had no friends in the hospital. He looked around but seemed all at busy with each other's seeming selves with a rather severe condition compared to Kinan.

"Of course, Ma'am" replied the woman sumringah.

"Kin." Kinan reached out to introduce himself to the female nurse.

"Say them my name is Kinan." Continued Kinan again still waiting for the nurse who seemed to not expect that the patient in front of this 'fresh' to be able to invite him to get acquainted.

"I Sinta" The young woman who seemed to be the same age as Kinan immediately welcomed Kinan's helping hand and shook it. They smiled happily because they were friends.

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Without feeling that it had been three days Kinan had been treated, he felt that the days had changed for so long. The activity here is so-so. Sometimes he visited the doctor and did therapy such as question and answer to restore his memory.

Do not forget the condition of Kinan who is also pregnant, the condition makes him often nauseous and vomiting. Of course it was natural to experience considering she was indeed in a young pregnant state.

The doctor, who was aware of Kinan's condition, told him the truth that Kinan was pregnant. Sometimes it shakes up the psychic Kinan. Making him hysterically angry then silent and staring blankly back. The new pregnancy he knew that was the initial cause he became like this some time ago.

But, of course Kinan did not know that that was the initial cause of him experiencing psychic disorders. Kinan is a strong woman and when she regains consciousness, she will return to her normal life. However, when the doctor told him again about his contents he became a different person. Hysterical, moody and not saying a word.

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Kinan was sitting in the garden, eating his lunch accompanied by Sister Sinta. Several times the nurse wanted to bribe him but he refused because he felt he could be alone.

Sinta was a little anxious to see Kinan who was just stirring up food without him eating.

"Kinan, the food is eaten dong!" Pinta Sinta's.

Kinan just kept quiet and did not answer. His eyes were blank, staring somewhere. Sinta who knew that Kinan was in a bad condition, immediately shut up. Sinta knows if Kinan now remembers about the content.

"Kinan, I'd like to ask you as a friend. Why...are you hit with your pregnancy?" Ask Sinta carefully, trying to keep Kinan talking so that he can also know Kinan's true feelings. Hadn't they been friends now, maybe Kinan had started to remember his past and wanted to tell Sinta, so that Sinta also knew the condition of Kinan's health development.

Kinan remained silent without even looking at Sinta. His hands still hold the spoon and occasionally squeeze the spoon onto the plate containing rice and side dishes.

Not far from them sitting down, Rey listened to their conversation. More precisely hearing the question Sinta always answered quietly by Kinan. Sinta's question lets Rey know that Kinan is devastated by her pregnancy.

Rey becomes aware, that indeed the pregnancy is not wanted by Kinan. The proof, Kinan to get sick like this is the result of his pregnancy.

Rey approaches Sinta and Kinan, who are sitting in the hospital's garden seat. Sinta realizes Rey's presence.

"Let me!" pinta Rey to Sinta. Sinta who understood, nodded then left Kinan and Rey both.

Kinan was still staring blankly in front of him, unaware of Rey's presence sitting next to him.

"Hey?"

Kinan looked up to hear that voice. Rey's voice seemed to awaken him from a long daydream.

"I'm sorry" Rey said guiltily. And somehow catch Kinan's wish for his presence.

Kinan leaned his head to the side, over Rey's shoulder. Rey was surprised and slightly stunned by Kinan's attitude.

"I'm waiting for you to come!" Kinan. His gaze stared at the open sky.

"Sorry, I've got a job out of town for a few days." Said Rey who began to get used to the spoiled work of Kinan.

"Hmm" was just that word coming out of Kinan's mouth.

Rey sees the plate still in Kinan's hand. He takes over the plate, making Kinan hold his head up and turn to look at Rey.

"Eat ya!" Said Rey as her hand thrust a spoonful of food for her to feed Kinan. Kinan looked at Rey with an inexplicable look. Then, according to him, he opened his mouth to eat. Once it continues until the food is plateed is finished unceasingly.

After eating, Rey offered the medicine to Kinan. The medicine was on a tray near where they sat. Again Kinan became obedient and ate the medicine with joy.

"Gu-gue wants it to be the same!" Rey hesitates to say what is in her head.

Kinan turned his head and looked at the two hazel beads in Rey's eyes.

"What?" Ask Kinan seriously.

"Lo...pregnant?"

Kinan looked down and then nodded. "The doctor said so!" said it.

Kinan replies to Rey and remembers her pregnancy, but she is not 'frustrated' as usual when she remembers it. He consciously said it in front of Rey, somehow he could open with Rey. Usually, if you touch it, Kinan immediately hysterical or silent a thousand languages as if harboring feelings.

Hearing Kinan's words, Rey rubbed her face rough. Controlling yourself not to curse yourself. But, he wanted to make sure first that Kinan conceived was his son or not.

"Lo pregnant your husband's son?" rey's words were out of control. Because he was confused as to how to ask Kinan. That question suddenly made Kinan's gaze on her change. Kinan did not understand Rey's question.

"meaning?"

"Emm sorry, I mean.I mean, if you're pregnant with your husband's child, why would he want to enter his pregnant wife here?" Rey herself was confused to ask Kinan about the one that stuck in her heart but somehow how to ask. Kinan's condition doesn't remember anything. Plus, Rey's question is sensitive.

"Somehow, he never even showed up after he left me here, maybe he didn't want me or even this kid" Kinan replied as he stroked his stomach.

Rey was surprised by Kinan's statement. Ammar never visited Kinan. How could that man not have responsibility for this woman he claimed to be his wife.

Rey looked at Kinan who was holding his stomach. Somehow the scene made Rey a little calm and wanted to join stroking the flat stomach. His heart was turbulent.

"Can I?" Rey asks Kinan who is also looking at her and tries to understand the direction of Rey's question. Kinan looked at Rey who was staring at Kinan's hand caressing the stomach.

"Eh?" Kinan was surprised when Rey's hand had reflexively touched her queen's stomach. But once touched, Rey tried to pull back that palm.

Kinan spontaneously held Rey's hand, he held Rey's hand and directed it to stroke her stomach a little longer.

Rey wanted time to stop for a moment now. This was my first experience for Rey. It is not a matter of holding a woman's flat stomach, it is common for her. But this caresses the belly of a woman who is pregnant.

"It looks like I need this more than medicine" Kinan said suddenly waking Rey up from her out-of-this-world thoughts.

Rey begins to think that stroking Kinan's stomach is very comfortable, and whatever happens. Whether this is his son or not, Rey will still be in charge of Kinan. Rey has ruined Kinan and also, doesn't Ammar seem to want Kinan no more and seems to lose responsibility? Rey begins to think about finding a position in Kinan's life.

"Well, this responsibility will move on to me from now on!" Inner Rey.

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