How Will You Say Goodbye?
Mama

Rey enters the house that has been a silent witness growing back from childhood.

"Rey, are you home? where's it from, son?" The voice of a beautiful woman who was no longer young greeted Rey's arrival at the house.

Rey approached the woman who was sitting on the sofa while holding a magazine.

"I have business before ma." replied Rey politely and quietly.

"Weekend has a lot of business too? hmmm.. It's definitely not a job, is it?" Find the woman who is Rey's own mother.

"Ma..." Rey understood the full question from her mother.

Mama Rey smiled.

"Rey, your age is enough to have a serious relationship with a woman. Do you want to keep playing around out there?"

"Ck! Ma... It feels like just yesterday I was following up to join Papa's company, and now you're asking me to obey for something else?" Rey wants to defy her mother's words that she knows will lead to nowhere.

"No..! it's not so dear, mama just doesn't want you to fall into sin all the time!" The Turkish woman.

"I mean mama?" Rey didn't seem to understand.

"You don't think mom knows what you're doing out there!" Mama Rey still smiled as if she knew her son's 'As Card.

"Udahlah ma, I'm lazy to discuss this!"

"Rey, you're an adult already worthy of a household. Your age is well enough! marry me!"

deg...

Rey already thought the direction of her mother's conversation would end here. Rey was silent and would not answer her mother's words again. Afraid if he answers will even lead to resistance that will hurt his mother's heart. He loved and respected that woman.

Rey stepped about to go to her room, leaving her mother who was still waiting for her answer.

"Where'd Rey go? Do you need to find a wife to get married!" Said mama Rey again.

Rey looked. It doesn't make sense. The age where everyone has the right to make a choice, but his mother was willing to choose a wife for him. Rey instantly remembers the girl who later filled her days, Kinanty. Rey isn't sure if she loves this girl or not. But Rey has the determination to take responsibility for Kinan. Isn't that responsibility to marry her someday?

"No need, ma. I have my own choice!" Rey said at the end when she remembered Kinan.

"Woa...The handsome mama's son already has a lover that he's serious about, really?" Mama Rey's tone seemed enthusiastic.

Rey smiled at him.

"Mom don't need to find the information, I'll introduce you to Mama!"

Mama Rey looked at her son with a look of disbelief.

"Seriously? you're that sure you're with her until you introduce her to mama?" he looked at his son in disbelief. Slightly excited to the point of uniting his fingers formed a hopeful grasp.

Rey nodded, then moved. Mama Rey clapped her hands in excitement. He is happy that his son already has a girl that he will take to a serious level. And mama Rey is so proud that her only child has changed.

"i'll have a daughter-in-law!" he said he was enthusiastic about himself.

*****

Slowly he thought about his life which now feels very strange due to his own actions.

Why when he wants to be serious and mature life, instead he must be charged by a sense of responsibility towards the girl he does not know at all. It was the guilt that initially led her to enter Kinan's life. He should feel 'foolish' for the actions he has done. Same as it already is.

It wasn't the one two women he hurt, but just because Kinan wasn't the woman he was 'as usual' toying with, that made him fall to his own detriment.

Rey rubbed her face, she was thinking of the girl. When Rey first found him behind the nightclub. The first time Rey saw Kinan's naturally beautiful face that was unlike any other woman who had too much polished make-up. Kinan's different. She was beautiful without that makeup. Kinan, who was in a state of unconsciousness, was able to attract Rey like a magnetic pull.

Although Rey was drunk at the time, but actually she remembered and there was still consciousness in her. Rey remembers everything. And he made sure that he did so with a more dominant consciousness than his drunkenness. Instantly, he felt himself very biad*p. At that time, he wanted to avoid blaming himself.

"I didn't know he was still a Virgin!" he murmured, wanting to refute his wrong actions.

If only Kinan was like most girls he slept with, maybe he did not feel this way. Kinan was still a saint, and Rey was the first to touch him.

And stupidly, Rey did without safety when usually he is not as careless.

Rey immediately sat down to realize he was indeed br*ngsek had damaged Kinan. There was no need for any more reason in him to be evasive. He is indeed biad*p like his other heart.

Rey suddenly thought quickly.

"If she was still virgin then, was her husband angry because when he married Kinan, he knew that Kinan was no longer holy? that's why the man seems indifferent to Kinan now?" Rey Mumbled. He's massaging his temple.

Rey's phone rang, he took it straight out of his pants pocket and answered a call that turned out to be from Kevin.

"Hmm?"

"...."

"do you know what info?"

"...."

"don't explain that one, that one you'll sort out the info on paper later! you know me about the house now, sneak!"

"....."

"Seriously lo, Nyet?"

"...."

"yes, I'll tell you what's going on! yaudah, thank you very much, Nyet!"

Rey suddenly heard Kevin's explanation from across the phone. Kevin explains Rey's curiosity about a man named Ammar Sadin. Kevin had already found out the background of the man and the matters concerning him, including his household as per Rey's request yesterday.

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Seriate...