How Will You Say Goodbye?

How Will You Say Goodbye?
Apology


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"When are we getting married?" Doni looked into the clear eyes of Sinta who was also staring at him.


"I-I don't want to talk about that. Y-yeah, I don't think that's important." A faint smile tried to be displayed by the girl, as if to be alright.


"Ck. doesn't matter what you say? So my wasted time looking for you everywhere doesn't matter either?" Doni shook his head, feeling inexhaustible with Sinta's reply.


Sinta fell silent, she did not know what else to answer. He was at a loss for words and he really hadn't prepared an answer to Doni's question. Plus actually he was not ready to have to meet Doni today and this close.


"Come, Sin. Do you really think I'm not that important? You want to run away until when? When do you think I'm guilty?"


"I explained that time, didn't I? I'm totally innocent here. My attitude is like that but that doesn't mean I'm a bad man." Doni hit the steering wheel slowly in front of him as a form of disappointment.


"Good men aren't the ones who like to play with women." Answer Sinta in a flat tone.


"What's? I played with the woman you said?" Doni smiled in anguish. "Tell me which woman am I playing with? All this time I've only been friends with them and if anyone ends up in my bed it's just a one-night affair that will end in the morning. That's because the woman also agreed and not because of coercion. Where's wrong?" Doni muttered but still the speech was heard Sinta.


"The women you play with aren't the women you sleep with! I also know it happens out of mutual will. But, if you consider me your fiancee, then why are you able to do that even though our status is already engaged? The woman you played with was obviously me." Sinta stared intently at Doni.


"I thought that with me gone, you could come to your senses, but you're getting worse!" He continued, wanting to get out of a car that has not moved since.


"Wait, Sin!" Doni held Sinta's hand which pressed the lever to open the car door.


"What's? You want to treat me like your girlfriends? Do you think I want to end up in your bed like them? Then wake up tomorrow with a different status?"


Doni bowed, he let out a short sigh. However, talking to Sinta should be with common sense. If he is also emotional then everything will get worse.


"Listen, even though our status is engaged. Don't equate me with your girlfriends!" Add Sinta.


"Yes I understand. I never forced you, did I?"


Sinta raised both of her shoulders indifferently. Again, he wanted to get out of the car. He was a little disappointed because until this moment Doni has not also said an apology, even though only an apology that he wanted to hear from the man from the past. But why is it so hard for Doni to admit a mistake and just say sorry? How high is the true self-esteem of a woman-conquering Doni - whom he knows.


"I'm sorry. Can we start all over?" As if hearing the girl's heart scream, Doni's words managed to stop the movement of Sinta's legs who wanted to go down the car. Sinta looked at Doni who was focused on looking straight ahead.


"Did I hear wrong?" Sinta closed her mouth and closed the car door.


"I'm sorry.I know my behavior is sometimes outrageous." Doni's voice sounded soft. This time he had better lower his level of self-esteem in front of this girl who had run away from him.


Perhaps today was the answer that Sinta had been waiting for. Almost a year he left Doni because he could not see his fiancee's behavior. They've never dated before, though, but Sinta was quite hurt to catch Doni who was his fiancee went with his female friends and when blamed Doni did not want to admit the mistake instead he considered it trivial and natural. Sinta just demanded an apology from Doni but he never got it from before.


It was Sinta's departure that made Doni realize, that he had more sense towards the girl and this time he was willing to say sorry. Maybe he was guilty, maybe his behavior was unacceptable to Sinta and maybe this is the first time he had to change the habit.


"I want us to have a good relationship. My apologies might be able to start that good relationship?" Doni said seriously.


"Why?"


"What's the reason?"


"Why are you just now saying sorry? Had you spoken it sooner, maybe I wouldn't have had to go too far and for too long." Suddenly Sinta sobbed, she spent a lot of time, money and feelings waiting for an apology from Doni.


"Are you really just waiting for me to say sorry?" The thick eyebrows of the man were linked to each other. He's astonished.


Sinta nodded while wiping off her own tears.


"Shh.. Don't cry already. I'm sorry if I made you wait a long time for my apology. I'm sorry. Excuse me.... I thought I meant nothing to you all this time." Doni embraces Sinta and tries to calm the girl down. Now the word sorry is repeatedly thrown from his mouth.


"I've lowered my self-esteem. I'd like to get used stuff like you. Though I am a Doctor who should take good care of myself so as not to be exposed to the disease *******. But for your sake, I have to wait in torment and it's a long time. You may think that all this time you didn't mean anything in my eyes." Sinta blabbed while beating Doni's chest.


Doni chuckles. Especially hearing Sinta's remarks about used goods that insinuate Doni. Doni was so stupid to make Sinta leave all this time, but if only from the beginning he immediately said an apology, maybe the girl would forgive him and they did not need to part for so long.


"Well after this I'll ask our family to come back here and we'll get married soon. How's it?"


Sinta did not reply with words but Doni felt the girl nodding in her arms. He developed a smile, not expecting Sinta to actually melt quickly and the most unexpected was that the girl was also waiting for him all this time. Does this mean he doesn't clap one hand?


"Do you really want to marry me?" Doni took Sinta's face and cupped her with both hands.


"Do I still need to answer? I'm not sure if you want to get married. Can you live with just one woman?" Sinta said in a dismissive tone.


"For you, I'll try to do it."


...Tok tok!...


The sound of a knock on the windshield blew it all away. Doni growled in the heart. Who's disturbing the fun tonight.


"Sir, can his car be moved a little? The car in the back is going to pass!" The man's words made Doni's eyes widen. Not because of his request, but because what Doni is facing now is a Kevin who is teasing him.


"Bangkeee!" Doni pointed his fist at Kevin and was greeted with the boy's naughtiness.


"Sorry, brother! Seriously, my car is going out. Not coming home?" Kevin chirps relaxed while riding in the driver's seat in his own car.


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A few months later, Rey painstakingly packed Kinan's belongings into a bag. Kinan had repeatedly prevented it but the man remained chuckling in order to prepare all the necessities of giving birth to his wife later with his own hands.


"Mas, it's all for Sister Isna to prepare it." Pinta Kinan to Rey who was sitting cross-legged while covering their baby clothes. Mbak Isna is a Household Assistant who in recent months was hired to clean up and accompany Kinan in their new home.


"I want to prepare it myself." It was always the answer that Kinan received from his husband's mouth. Rey is always enthusiastic when it comes to things related to the baby in Kinan.


"Darling, do you think our daughter is a girl or a boy?" Ask Rey.


"I don't know, Mom. We'll see him later if he's born." Kinan stroked his bulging stomach. "Do you want a boy or a girl?" Ask Kinan later.


"anything. What matters is that my son will be here...." Rey said by showing ten fingers to Kinan.


Kinan gulped with great difficulty. "Seriously you? That's right, Mas!" Kinan rolled his eyeballs.


"Seriously lah! I don't want my son to be like me. Lonesome. I have no brother. It's just that it's not good, honey."


"Yes but not ten, too, dear." Answer Kinan gently. He sat down next to Rey, on a floor that was just carpeted.


"I want ten. I'll try and make it." Rey looked at his wife with a hungry look.


"But!" Kinan directly hit Rey's arm knowing her husband's mischievous thoughts.


"Geez.." Rey chuckled, suddenly her eyes looking at his wife's feet were beginning to swell.


"Darling, try to straighten his legs. Let me go get a pijitin!" Rey helped to position Kinan so that his wife felt comfortable. Then he massaged Kinan's calves and legs.


"Dear, sorry. Because of carrying my son your legs become swollen. You must be tired and it must hurt." Rey muttered as she massaged slowly. Indeed, he was concerned to see his wife's feet and would not show a sad look, because Kinan would be angry. But still he can't.


"Darling, this is okay. It doesn't hurt either. Even my feet are so funny." Said Kinan while smiling brightly. She enjoyed her pregnancy. "Oh yeah baby, tomorrow we're gonna have to come to Kevin and Desi's wedding." Kinan immediately turned her husband's attention so as not to look sad again.


"Hm..Tomorrow we'll get the driver, yeah! Let me focus on taking care of you." Answer Rey.


"OK on good." Answer Kinan quickly.


They are late in the discussion about the wedding of Kevin and Desi which will be held tomorrow at one of the famous hotels in their city.


"I'm ready for a special gift for them." Rey said with a smile full of intent.


"What's that?" Kinan caught Rey's strange look.


"There is."


"Don't be weird, Mas!" Guess Kinan.


Rey chuckles because his plan that has not been running has been read by the Wife.


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