How Will You Say Goodbye?

How Will You Say Goodbye?
Falsehood


Kinan let go of Rey's hand which was holding her hand. Rey looked at Kinan with a hard to interpret gaze.


Rey shook her head at Kinan as a signal so that Kinan would not have to listen to Ammar's boasting.


"Do you have any evidence that Mas Rey raped me, Mas?" Ask Kinan to Ammar.


"Evidence? I don't have any evidence because all the evidence I'm looking for is gone somewhere. But I'm sure he's the one, Ki!" Ammar replied.


Kinan smiled slightly, while Rey still did not understand what Kinan meant to ask Ammar. Didn't Kinan already clearly know that Rey was the culprit?


"Why can you be so sure if you don't have proof, Mom?" Kinan kept smiling looking at Ammar, he was calm and there was no emotion there. Ammar hopes Kinan believes his words and is angry with Rey.


"Because suddenly she appeared in your life and in our household!" Ammar said sure.


Kinan shook his head slowly, then he looked at Mona who was fixated on seeing all these events.


"If you've got nothing to do here, you better go home!" Kinan's words turned to Mona. He kicked Mona out because he could no longer hide his dislike for her. Mona thaws and is embarrassed to keep eavesdropping and standing there. He got into the car and pursed his lips.


After Mona leaves, Kinan walks closer to Ammar, making Rey surprised and afraid that Kinan will falter and change his mind.


"I've remembered everything that happened to me back then." Kinan said to Ammar and Rey heard it.


"really? Then is it true that he did it?" Ask Ammar semringah. Kinan returned Ammar's smile with an intentional smile.


"I can help you get him in jail, Kinan!" Ammar said in spirit.


"Can that be?" Ask Kinan in an exaggerated tone. He gave great hope to Ammar and clearly Ammar was happy with Kinan's current response. It was like he had a chance to get back together with Kinan.


"Of course you can't!" Kinan answered his own question while lying before Ammar. Ammar frowned in surprise because he did not understand Kinan's intentions. And so is Rey.


"He's not going to jail, Mom! Because after I remember, I was drunk. I'm guilty too. We do it on the basis of mutual desire." The whisper of Kinan is slow, right in Ammar's ear. Ammar's face suddenly pias.


Rey noticed Ammar's face, as she did not hear what Kinan whispered to the man.


"What did you tell him, Kinan? If you want to sue me for jail right now, I'm resigned as long as you never go back to him." Inner Rey.


Ammar fell silent and Kinan immediately kept his distance from the man.


"You didn't tell me that first?" Ask Ammar lethargicly. He's not excited anymore. Rey becomes suspicious of what Kinan actually told Ammar earlier.


"Yes, because I don't remember anything. And I've only known in the last few months that Shirly dumped me behind the Night Club after putting something in my food." Kinan was calm.


Ammar looked down, maybe he was embarrassed if Shirly's actions also had something to do with his own mother's actions.


"But I've remembered everything now, Mom. And I'm sorry if it hurt me at the time. I'm in an unconscious state." Say Kinan again.


"What are you talking to him about?" Rey whispers to Kinan and Kinan just smilingly staring at the confused Rey.


"So it wasn't Rey's fault, but it was both of them?" Inner Ammar spoke after digesting everything that happened.


Ammar looked back at Kinan after being bowed for a few minutes.


"So what's your decision, Ki?" Ask Ammar in the lowest voice.


"My decision?" Kinan looked at Ammar then looked at the silent Rey. "Of course I'm getting married to Mas Rey. I'm carrying her child. I'm sure you know it now!" Answer Kinan in a pompous tone. Rey shook her head softly as she was surprised to see Kinan who could boast about it in front of Ammar. Rey did not expect that Kinan could behave like that. But Rey is happy now to hear the decision Kinan gave.


"All right." Ammar replied as he stepped back to his car parked outside the gate.


"I'm sorry, Kinan. If you've been bad all this time. And forgive my mother's mistake." Ammar turned towards Kinan and Rey. Kinan nodded and immediately turned alone towards the entrance of the house. Rey only realized he was left by Kinan after Kinan stepped a little away from his position, then he entered the house.


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The moon shines brightly tonight, the night wind blows softly. The calm atmosphere was felt Rey who was now sitting on the veranda behind her house. He was busy doing the work he had left a while ago just to go to London.


In the room makes it saturated, from noon he was struggling in front of the laptop, making him dizzy because he had to look at the flat screen for almost half a day.


"Bag.." Kinan's voice stopped Rey's activities for a moment. He looked at Kinan who approached while carrying a tray filled with drinks.


"What did you bring?" Ask Rey softly. And Kinan served coffee on the table in front of Rey. "Drink the coffee, Mas!" Kinan replied, asking Rey to drink her coffee. Rey smiled a smile and a second later he sipped the coffee slowly.


"It's late, why haven't you slept?" Rey asked Kinan who was sitting not far from his position.


Kinan. "I can't sleep, but I'm sleepy!" Answer Kinan honestly.


Rey closes her laptop, gets up and gets closer to Kinan, and sits next to him. "Why? Is there something you're thinking?" Rey asked as she stared fixedly at Kinan.


"Ngapain thinks of me. I'm here, next to you!" Rey replied as she pinched both of Kinan's cheeks with her anxiety.


"God..." Kinan reflexively hit Rey's hands slowly so that he took off the pinch, Rey laughed crisply.


"Mas, I don't like Mona still coming here because I'm still expecting you!" Kinan said honestly.


"Oh, so you're thinking Mona's not me?" Rey Ejek. "You jealous?" Temptation Rey again that makes the face of Kinan reddened.


"It's not that!" Kinan has a chest. Suddenly he was groggy seen Rey with this close distance.


"Continue?"


"Yes, I feel unfair, Mom. You have an ex-boyfriend, and more. While I never dated at all. It's not fair!"


Rey chuckles at Kinan's statement. "It's funny too if you're jealous." Inner Rey chuckled.


"Yes, so you want to have an ex-boyfriend? let's be like me?" Rey asked jokingly but Kinan nodded instead. Rey glared at Kinan and Kinan's laughing reflex.


"You don't get weird, Ki! I do have an ex-boyfriend. But you also have an ex-husband.." Rey nodded with her own words. Kinan thought for a moment then nodded in agreement with Rey's statement.


"Yes, too, Mom. If I want to have an ex-boyfriend like you, you don't want to have an ex-wife, just like me!" Kinan again pursed his lips, Rey laughed curledly looking and hearing Kinan's words.


"How come you're laughing? I'm serious, Mas!" Kinan. Rey even held her stomach sanking feeling funny over all Kinan's sayings.


"You're funny!" Rey answered honestly and Kinan even more scowled.


"Yes, yeah...Sorry I let go of his laugh." Rey replied while pulling Kinan into her embrace.


"Well, I'm going to sleep!" Answer Kinan cuek. He wanted to move, but Rey pulled his hand quickly. The unprepared Kinan sat in the young man's lap.


"Bag.." Kinan felt awkward in this position.


"Now I ask you something serious!" Rey. His face turned serious and his laughter was gone inaudible.


"What?" Kinan stared in any direction as he did not dare to look into Rey's hazel eyes. He was still nervous when faced with this young man.


"What did you say to Ammar, until he pulled back as regularly as before?" Rey asked, trying to get Kinan to look at her. Rey cupped Kinan's face so that the woman's head did not move anywhere and just focused on staring at him.


Kinan. "Nothing." Kinan replied lying and Rey clucked at him.


"What, Ki?"


"Nothing."


"If you don't want to say..." Rey paused her speech and even stroked Kinan's cheek with her fingers. Kinan was fighting because of Rey. He wanted to get up from that position but Rey restrained Kinan's waist with her other hand.


"Bag.." Kinan wanted to protest, because now Rey's fingers even play her lips with anxiety.


"Eathere said.." Rey said in a loud voice.


"E-ehh yes. I said but let's go first." Kinan took Rey's hand that wrapped around her waist and let go slowly and Rey complied.


"I told Mas Ammar that I...." Kinan got up slowly and stood up while showing a neat row of his teeth. "I'm going to sleep." Kinan said quickly and he half ran to avoid Rey.


"Kinan!" Rey calls Kinan to demand his answer.


Kinan continued to walk quickly to his room because he did not want to tell Rey what he had told Ammar this afternoon.


"Ki..."


Kinan did not care that Rey called out to him repeatedly in a soft voice. He just kept walking.


Rey restored her hair, Kinan was detached from her and she did not get any answers. But he chuckled as well remembering Kinan's attitude earlier. "Just look at you!" Inner Rey continued to feel funny with Kinan's ridiculous behavior.


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