How Will You Say Goodbye?

How Will You Say Goodbye?
SEASON II - Help


Ammar arrives at Joana's practice, he circulates the view. The place looks quiet. Joana's personal assistant looks confused and draws Ammar's attention to ask.


"Excuse me Miss, I'd like to see Doctor Joana. Can it?" Ammar asked the young woman standing in front of Joana's closed room.


"Sorry sir, isn't your check schedule Wednesday?" The woman replied as if recognizing her interlocutor.


"Em, yeah. I'm here to pick up what's left of me. Looks like yesterday I left a briefcase and important files in Doctor Joana's room." Reply Ammar.


The woman nodded, then she took out a briefcase from inside her desk drawer - which she thought was the item intended by Ammar.


"Is this stuff you mean? Yesterday I found it while cleaning Doctor Joana's desk."


"Yes, that's mine." Ammar grabbed the bag while smiling in a knot. "Thank you for the help, miss..? Ammar looked at the young lady as if asking.


"I'm Sasa, Sir." Answer me reverence.


"Thank you, Sasa. Oh yeah, is the practice closed today?" Furthermore Ammar asked because he saw a quiet situation.


Sasa seemed to shake quickly. "Doctor Jo hasn't come yet, it should have come from half an hour ago. I even canceled the first patient's meeting because none of my messages were answered by Doctor Jo." The light of Sasa who looked lethargic and hesitant.


"What's wrong? Did something happen?" It seems that Ammar read the doubt on Sasa's face.


"It's nothing sir, I just feel worried about Doctor Joana, she's not usually like this. He's always on time and even if he's late, he'll tell me by text message." Sasa re-pinked his own fingers, he began to fidget and it did not escape the eyes of Ammar.


"Maybe Dr. Joana's having a sudden need, or there might be a roadblock on the way." Ammar replied trying to calm Sasa down. Sasa nodded to Ammar but there remained doubt in his heart. "I'll excuse you." Said Ammar later.


"Ng.wait a minute, sir." Sasa prevented Ammar's move from ever moving.


"Yes?" Ammar looked back.


"May I ask your help, sir? I'm afraid something happened to Doctor Joana. I don't feel good, ever since-"


"Why? Since what?" Ammar frowned in wonder.


"Then yesterday afternoon, it-it was there a patient who was.hmm a strange patient yesterday." Sasa fused his index fingers together while lowering his gaze.


"Any?" Ammar was more astonished, his feelings became infected with anxiety from Sasa.


"Yes, the patient seemed very rude and frightened Doctor Jo. Looks like that patient also had a bad relationship with Dr. Jo. Doctor Jo is also surprised by his arrival though-"


Ammar understood the situation immediately. He did not want to interfere further with Joana's problem but he was suddenly anxious like Sasa when he heard the treatment of the patient who said Sasa was rude. "Do you know where Joana lives?"


"I only know Doctor Jo lives in the Apartment but I don't know in which Apartment." Answer Sasa.


Ammar took his cell phone and called someone across the street.


"Hallo, Rey?"


...*...


Joana increasingly felt bad things would immediately attack her right now. How not, currently Joana is in a half-lying position on the sofa while Xander hides it. Xander's sturdy and powerful arms were on both sides of his body. His face grinned towards Joana with intent.


"Please let me go, our relationship is over, Xander." Joana said firmly, trying to control herself. He was afraid if the wrong attitude then Xander will increasingly master the situation.


"What's finished? I thought you were my lover forever." Answer Xander. His one hand was now stretched out to flick a stranded strand of Joana's hair covering part of his face.


"It's just in your mind." Resist Joana, covering her fear when feeling the breath of Xander who is now very close and feels warm to her skin.


Xander smiled obliquely, he stared at the look in Joana's eyes which he thought was very calm facing him. "You're very good at controlling yourself." He said, his hand was now stroking Joana's cheek.


Then at once, at the same time he gripped Joana's cheeks with one grip. "You forgot? Your dream of becoming a psychiatrist was to cure me. Then do it Jo! Prove it!" Xander said fiery.


"I know, it was my dream first. But you're endangering me." Joana replied full of emotion and it also invited Xander's emotions back overflowing. It seems Joana took the wrong stance this time. Xander's face changed.


"I'm not harming you, Jo! I did all this because I love you. You mean so much to me!"


"You're wrong! Your actions can kill me at any time. Maybe I could've withstood all your treatment but now I can't." Answer Joana.


"Why, Jo? Why?"


"Because I don't love you anymore." Joana answered honestly. He wants Xander to realize the truth if their relationship ended years ago.


A few years ago, Xander injured Joana and caused Joana to end up in the Hospital. That was the beginning of Joana's parents' wrath to find out if her daughter is always used as an outlet by Xander. At that time Joana's father threw Xander into prison. Since then they never meet again and Joana slowly begins to learn to forget Xander even though she used to love Xander and is determined to help Xander to heal. But, Joana realizes that her feelings are only a concern for Xander's Psychic and mental state that has abnormalities, not feelings of love, right!


"You lied!" Xander got up from his position while jerking his hand that was gripping Joana's cheek. He couldn't have accepted that Joana didn't love him. Joana stroked her cheek that was painful due to Xander's treatment earlier.


Xander shook his head quickly, his disbelief reappearing. "You lied, Jo! You love me and you will heal me. That's why I never really took therapy from my family-appointed psychiatrist. It's because I just want you to help me heal!" Further. Xander rampages. He slammed all the things in front of him. The sound of tantrums and the barnag-goods that Xander helped to merge into one.


Joana took the opportunity to shuffle away from Xander's position. He almost reached the exit but Xander's long footsteps quickly reached his body. Xander forcibly pulls Joana's body until the clothes Joana is wearing are torn apart due to her very strong pull.


Srekk!!


"Xander!!" Pekik Joana found her clothes torn. Xander flinched and lifted Joana's body. He was really angry to know the fact that Joana no longer loved him, but he never had a grudge against Joana related to his entry into prison. He was also in jail for a few months and was transferred to a rehabilitation center. Even in rehab, he only attended psychiatric therapy, he was never really serious to recover. Xander really wants to demand Joana's promise with a cure thanks to the girl's help.


"Xander let me go!" Pinta Joana as Xander returns to bring her body to the sofa.


"You must be taught a lesson! You dare to fight me! You're mine! It will forever be!" Xander shouted right in Joana's ear.


"I don't want to! Unhand me!" Joana thrashed, but her efforts were in vain.


Xander throws Joana's body onto the couch. "You wait here, you must be punished!" He said while walking in the other direction.


Joana's view followed the departure of Xander not so far away. Xander returned with a rope. Joana swallowed her saliva with great difficulty. He knew that Xander would definitely tie his body now, for him to have. Joana's breath grew more and more hunting as Xander's steps drew closer to her. His hands flailed to the side of the sofa where there was a small table located.


Xander grinned back at Joana. "Do you know what I'm going to do?" He smiled in anguish.


Joana fell silent as her hand got what she needed. His eyes continued to watch Xander who was moving slowly unroll the rope he was carrying. When Xander's hand touched his leg to bend the rope there, something Xander never expected happened.


Arakkkkkk!!!!


Xander glanced at Joana who was looking at him with a horrified look. Xander's hand held onto his aching head and bled out blood. Joana ran towards the door right then and there.


"Stop you vain girl! How dare you!" Xander said as he grimaced in pain as his head was hit with all his might by Joana using Ashtray, shards of Ashtray scattered on the floor.


Joana reached for the exit, she looked at Xander with a thin grin as if mocking the man. Joana pointed her middle finger towards Xander. And Xander looked at him with a very angry look. Joana doesn't care, she's out of Apartment Xander's room.


Joana keeps running, she forgets her suitcase that is still left in Apartment Xander. Joana patted her own forehead as a result of her carelessness. But now his life is worth more than anything in that suitcase. He continued running, stopping to return to his own apartment room. He opted out of the apartment building, but he realized that some of his clothes had been torn.


"What do I have to do now?" Joana muttered alone while running towards the elevator.


Joana presses the elevator button, she wants to get out as soon as possible to save herself. But it feels like a long time.


The elevator next to Joana sounded clanking and stopped right on the floor that Joana was now stepping on.


Joana stared at the figure who had not come out from inside the elevator, along with the figure who was also staring at her with an astonished look.


"Joe..."


"Ammar.help me!" Joana stormed into the elevator that still has Ammar in it.


...Seriate......