How Will You Say Goodbye?
Honeymoon

Bora Bora, Polynesia, France. 

The scorching sun welcomed the arrival of the newlywed couple, after a few days of completing the stages and requirements to fly to this island, Rey and Kinan are now here. Where they will spend their honeymoon time.

Bora Bora Island,

Bora Bora is a colony island across the French sea and is located in the Pacific Ocean, which is a tourist attraction with clear waters and surrounded by mountains, so many couples who choose to honeymoon there.

The weather was quite clear when Rey and Kinan got off the private boat.

Rey glanced at his wife who looked astonished at the sight before their eyes.

"You happy?" Ask Rey.

Kinan nodded as he made his face worse on the chest of her husband's field. Rey clung tightly to Kinan's shoulder, holding his wife deeper into his arms.

They are guided by a tour guide, who will help them while on the island.

"Please enjoy your rest. If anything is needed or you want to go around please call me again." Alex said, tour guide.

"OKAY. Thank you." Thank you." Rey replied with a smile as she walked into the room that had been shown by the employee who worked at the Resort a few minutes earlier.

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Room with a tropical feel but elegant. The window directly facing the sea. That was the room they currently occupied.

After entering the room, Kinan immediately laid his body on the bed. "Ah, comfortable." He murmured as he spread his hands and feet. He was on his back and swiped both feet into the bed.

"Darling, if you're tired, take a break. We still have plenty of time here." Rey said slowly.

Rey is busy with her stuff. Put it in the corner of the room.

"Prepare the energy to serve me all night." Tempt Rey while chuckling. He hoped Kinan would answer his temptation with a yes answer.

Silent, Rey did not hear the answer from his wife's mouth, even just a lazy hiss from Kinan's lips he did not get.

Rey turned to the bed, where she saw the wife who had fallen asleep and even forgot to release her flatshoes. Kinan's feet hang at the end of the bed with the position of the shoes he still wears.

Rey nodded slowly and walked over

"Is my voice like a song that can put you to sleep?" Rey asked Kinan slowly, slowly releasing the flatshoes from his wife's feet. Then Rey went around the bed and moved next to his sleeping wife. He confirmed Kinan's position by slightly lifting Kinan's body slowly for fear of waking his wife.

Rey looked at Kinan's sleeping face, gently stroked the top of the woman's head with affection, and her lips landed on the wife's forehead.

Rey walks towards the bathroom, she will take a shower before deciding to go to sleep.

After taking a shower, Rey got into her bed. The man would rest for a while before continuing their activities today. He looked at Kinan who seemed to be still asleep but now in a curled up position. Rey was lying next to his wife's back.

"Bag.." Kinan's voice made Rey re-open her eyes which she had just closed.

"Huum?"

"Are you happy to marry me?" Ask Kinan. The question made Rey a little surprised and decided to sit on the bed. He scratched his nape for a while before deciding to answer Kinan.

"Why are you asking me that?" Ask Rey softly. He stared at Kinan's completely unmoving body from his position, still turning his back to Rey.

"I'm..."

"I'm happy, honey."

"I'm afraid I'll have to let you down."

Rey touched Kinan's shoulder and stroked it slowly. "Are you not sure about me?"

Kinan rose from his position. "Mas, I'm sure of you but I'm not sure of myself if I can make you happy." Kinan. He looked into Hazel Rey's eyes, who was also staring at him.

Rey took a breath while breathing it out slowly.

"Listen to me, I will make you happy. You keep being yourself, I've been happy and enough with it."

Kinan.

"Why? You're having nightmares again?" Ask Rey. Because since his marriage, he still often heard Kinan muttering in his sleep due to his nightmares. And before going to bed, Rey was sure she and Kinan had never discussed this.

"I'm scared, Mom." The words came from her tiny lips.

"Fearful?"

"Well.."

"You still don't want to tell me your dreams lately?"

"I'm..."

Rey raised his wife's chin with her index finger, she stared fixedly at the owner of the face. "Whatever you think, let's find a way out together. Am I not your husband?"

Kinan blinked his eyes once, just after that without ever expecting Rey to kiss his lips so deeply and for quite a while. Their lips meet each other, touching and giving each other strange sparks in each of their owners.

"I know you're dreaming about your past again right?" Rey asked with a slanted smile. "I don't know what really happened between you and Ammar in the past, Ki. And I don't want to know." Further.

"Bag.." Kinan was speechless, as he was not sure Rey heard his muttering sleep to where and what it was like.

"But what I want to know is why do you keep dreaming about your past? Do you still have feelings for that guy?" Rey looks to be massaging her temples.

Kinan shook quickly.

"I'm afraid I can't make you happy because I've failed in my household in the past. I never make Mas Ammar happy, I'm afraid to repeat the same thing with you."

"You know, it's all because he's the stupid one. He's not looking after you!" Rey's voice rose an octave. "I'm not stupid like him. I'll take care of you and make you happy!" Further.

Kinan nodded weakly. "I don't know why the dream always comes. The dream when Mas Ammar found me in the bathroom and his face turned violent." Suddenly his tears flowed from imagining the wrathful face of Ammar at that moment. Very horrifying, it left a deep trauma on his inner being.

"What?" Rey gasped at that, she wiped Kinan's tears away quickly.

"I don't know why his cruel face always swirled around in my head, Mas. That's the one thing that scares me. I'm afraid you'll see me with that face too."

Rey shakes. "What actually happened back then?" Rey asked, getting curious.

Kinan began to tell Rey, it was too late for Rey to know about this. Considering he was only focusing on himself which left a deep trauma to Kinan, but it was not only him who left the trauma. Ammar also so, even the trauma about Ammar still attached to the heart of Kinan until now.

"Why then when you're with me you're not afraid? Anyway I'm the one-" Rey's words came to a halt.

"Maybe it was because I didn't see your face when you did, Mas." Answer Kinan. "Although on our first night, I was a little scared and dared not close my eyes." Further.

"I'll talk to Joana about this. Let him continue his therapy with you again." Rey.

"What if Joana's back in London?"

"No! If necessary, I'll ask him to stay here until you're completely healed."

Rey stroked Kinan's cheek. He was determined in himself that if he would not do as Ammar did with Kinan, even if Kinan made a mistake, Rey promised herself that he would ask that kindly. A lesson Rey took from Kinan's past.

"Now, you answer me!" Rey cupped his wife's cheeks.

"Hm"

"Do you still have feelings for that guy?" Rey didn't mention Ammar by name.

Kinan smiled at Rey. A smile full of intent. "Do I have to answer?" Ask Kinan.

"Must and must!"

"I am a lucky woman, because I was able to marry the man I first loved in my life."

"meaning?"

"You are that man, Mommy."

"Me?" Rey looked confused while pointing at herself.

"Hm"

The man who was difficult to conquer, suddenly blushed. Her face was red when she found out that she was the first man that Kinan loved.

"So I-"

"Actually I fell in love with you at our first meeting on the Railroad." Said Kinan, but a second later he silenced his own mouth, it turned out he was flabbergasted.

"What?"

Kinan shook quickly.

"Tell me again what did you say, honey?"

Kinan kept shaking his head while shutting his mouth. Rey is anxious because she wants Kinan to repeat the love statement again. Rey tickled his wife's body until Kinan laughed so hard.

"Quick say it again."

"For instance, my mother." Kinan replied while holding back an amused and laughter.

Rey stopped her activity and stared intensely at Kinan.

"So I wanted to sleep, but you made my sleepiness go away, now you have to take responsibility, honey!" Rey.

"What responsibility?"

"Take me tired, put me to bed." Rey replied with a full smile.

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