How Will You Say Goodbye?

How Will You Say Goodbye?
Comfortable with you


"If I love you, do I also have to obey you? and follow you anywhere? Even if it had to escape from this place?"


"You-you?"


"yes, Mom!" Say Kinan then.


a smile rose from the tip of Rey's lips. He walked back towards the nursery bed Kinan had occupied.


"Are you serious?" Rey stutters in front of Kinan.


But apparently Rey's question did not get an answer from Kinan's mouth, but rather Kinan directly hugged Rey's waist standing in front of him.


"Don't you ever ask me to hope big for you, Mom? and I've done it now!" Said Kinan while still leaning in Rey's flat stomach, her hands coiled possessively.


Rey stroked Kinan's head, an instinct that led him to do just that. Somehow he felt happy and his stomach was like many butterflies flying when he heard Kinan's words. There is a feeling of comfort in this position.


Kinan looked up at Rey's face, Rey stared at her intensely. Suddenly he took off the hug by reflex, making Rey a little surprised. Kinan was ashamed of himself.


"What's wrong?" Ask Rey. He was about to protest because Kinan took off his embrace. Just now Rey hopes the time will stop for a while, so that the comfort he still feels. However, Kinan was in a hurry to remove that link.


Kinan.


"No, nothing!" Kinan smiled, his face met with red and bowed in shame.


Rey clucked and decided to sit in bed, next to Kinan. He wanted to look at Kinan's bowed face, but Kinan seemed to be hiding that face.


"Why be shy?" tease Rey on the woman beside her who is still reluctant to look at Rey's face. Rey smiled at this girl.


"Emm it's okay, I-I got so aggressive. I'm ashamed!" Kinan's face must have been like a boiled crab when admitting this. He threw away his face not wanting to look at Rey who somehow just kept looking for her face so that she could look at him.


Rey deliberately teases Kinan who looks shy, he occasionally follows where Kinan's face is deliberately hidden.


"Hahahaha" Rey's laughter sounded suddenly.


"You're not aggressive. You are just expressing your feelings!" obviously Rey.


Rey reached out, trying to grab Kinan's face that was bowed and covered by hair. Holding Kinan's cheek, and he pointed it so he could look him in the eye.


"Kinan, are you serious about your words? Do you love me and have you wished for me?" Rey's eyes Staring at Kinan's bead eyes, seriously. Rey's hand was still on Kinan's cheek, stroking him at a glance.


"I-i, i. Sorry if my feelings are wrong"


Rey shook her head, that's not what she wanted to hear.


"Serious or not?" Press Rey at the point she wants to hear.


"Well, I take it seriously you say it." Rey took a deep breath.


Silent for a moment, Rey's hand approached Kinan's hair that was still stretched slightly over his face. Rey slipped the hair into Kinan's ear, then held back Kinan's cheeks that were still red.


"Kinan, listen to me! Whatever happens, I promise I won't leave you unless you ask me to leave!" Added Rey again. He was convinced and he was serious about his words.


Rey's hand on Kinan's cheek gradually dropped and returned to her supposed position.


"Mass?"


"Yes?"


"Do I feel wrong?"


Rey shakes.


"Then?"


"Then what?"


Kinan took a deep breath before he finally asked his point.


"How do you feel, sir? I mean, why are you giving me more hope and not taking my feelings into consideration?"


The deg!!!


Rey didn't think that as far as Kinan would ask, she didn't think of the anticipated answer to Kinan's question just now. If asked if Rey wants Kinan? the answer is true. That's all Rey did to minimize her guilt, solely on the basis of responsibility.


But, when asked if he had the same feelings towards Kinan whether not, Rey became confused. Almost a month together, Rey was comfortable. But that doesn't mean Rey loves Kinan, either.


"I'm comfortable with you!" Only that word came out of Rey's mouth to calm Kinan down.


Rey won't lie about love. And he did not want to if he had to talk about pity or pity, and wanted to be responsible. it would hurt Kinan more. Let him be naive for now.


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Seriate...