How Will You Say Goodbye?
Recognition

Rey is rushing in her car, she wants to see Kinan immediately. There's no time left, before Kinan changes his mind to meet her, it's good for Rey to admit all her mistakes now. Anyway, Rey felt like she missed the girl.

The white Hummer H3 was going very fast, Rey didn't want to miss this. He was already determined to come clean to Kinan today. Arriving in front of the towering building, Rey threw her car keys at security, so that the car was parked to the basement by the security.

Rey stepped in through the main lobby, hurriedly dragging her steps up the elevator and towards the 23rd floor. Somehow time seemed to be slow to get to that floor.

Ting'

The elevator clinks, Rey has reached her destination. He turned the direction to go to his residence which he believed had been visited by Kinan alone. Rey hesitates to press her own apartment password, because again she believes Kinan is already in there. Rey wants to knock on the door, to appreciate Kinan. However, Rey is afraid that Kinan will find out that Rey has learned of Kinan's arrival and whereabouts in her Apartment. Finally, with a heavy heart, Rey pressed the numbers and entered as if unaware of Kinan's presence there.

-

Kinan was stunned by the scenery in front of him, the man he was waiting for and wanted to meet today finally came even though they had not previously made an appointment with each other.

Rey looked straight at Kinan. The woman who was a few months back always filled her mind. The woman who inexplicably missed her presence. Their eyes met as if locked onto each other, forming a straight line if aligned. No one starts to make a sound, just dissolves in that view. I don't know what's on each of them.

"Kinan's.." Rey's voice dominated first. It held the vibration that suddenly appeared in the frequency of his voice.

Kinan who had originally stared intensely at the man's face, now began to lower his gaze. He seemed unable to look at the man's face in front of him. Rey approached trying to cut a considerable distance between them.

"Kinan, where have you been?" Rey asks him to try to make small talk even though he knows where Kinan is going. He was disgusted by his own words.

"I-I want to ask you something!" shoot Kinan directly at his point.

"Ask, and I will answer as I can!"

"Be-promise to answer honestly!" the voice felt vibrating. Rey nodded. The woman's face began to blush. Rey is getting closer to Kinan. But Kinan reflexes backwards to get away. He began to take care of himself. Terrified.

"Was, is-" Kinan could not continue his question, he wanted to ask 'is that man you?' But he was powerless, his tears had already flowed one drop at a time soaking his smooth cheeks.

"Ask Kinan!" Rey convinces Kinan to ask her again. Rey wanted to see how far Kinan remembered everything from the woman's own point of view.

Kinan shook his head, it was like thinking and a second later it made another sound.

"No, I won't ask you anything! You're the one who has to make a confession without question from me!" Kinan stared at the man. Rey nodded in understanding. One sentence, the man with the eagle eyes and those thick eyebrows, he was handsome! Ah, Kinan brushed off the praise that suddenly flashed across his head, wanting to focus on the sentence he had just thrown.

"Well, if you want a confession!" Answer Rey then. Rey took a deep breath and slowly exhaled.

Rey walked again, slowly getting closer to where Kinan was standing, Kinan also reflexively kept retreating to keep his distance with the man in front of him. Somehow the alarm in him seemed to ask him to stay away.

Rey stopped stepping when Kinan could no longer retreat because his body had already touched the wall.

Rey opened her mouth to make a sound.

"Ki, if you want to ask who the baj*ngan guy who ruined your life is.."

Rey paused her speech to catch her breath, as if to set the rhythm of her lighted heart.

"That man, is the same man you have in front of you right now!" Finally Rey expressed and admitted it in front of Kinan.

Kinan silenced his mouth with his own palm. His eyes implied shock and his tears were increasingly pouring out. The white face flushed instantly.

"I, I'm the br*ngs*k guy, Ki!" Rey suddenly sat weakly before Kinan who was still standing because he regretted all his actions before Kinan.

Kinan sobbed, he had expected this but why did it feel too tight when he heard the honesty from this man's mouth. Why should he be angry and pity at the same time see Rey resting on her own knee in front of Kinan. Kinan was at a loss for words, he wanted to get angry and scold Rey right now. But, why did his mouth seem to be unable to make a sound.

"Stop! oh, don't touch me!" firmly Kinan while dodging.

"Ki..?"

"Stand up, you don't deserve my forgiveness. You ruined my life. Everybody!" Kinan did not look at Rey's face again. The tears did not stop. And for some reason he even cried over this man, disappointed. Why should he be disappointed in Rey? Has Kinan held that man up too much all this time? to the point that he wasn't sure if Rey could do all that to him.

Kinan rushed towards the exit, he wanted to leave this cursed place immediately.

"Kinan, what do I have to do to make you forgive me?" Rey's voice stopped Kinan who was about to turn the door knob.

Kinan turned around, caught a glimpse of Rey and tried to smile.

"I'll forgive you if you feel the same pain as me. Can you?" Kinan looked at Rey with a look of disdain.

"Say what could hurt you?" Ask Kinan again.

"Kinan, I-I"

"Nothing is it? Because a baj*ngan guy like you doesn't know what a wound means!" Kinan turned around and immediately walked out of the room, bringing with him a deep heartache.

Rey doesn't stay quiet, she chases Kinan out.

"You're wrong to think I don't understand the meaning of hurt!" again Rey's voice stopped Kinan's hasty steps.

"I'll do anything to get sorry from you!" Just keep Rey on again.

"Then, please get hurt! and never see me again!" Kinan replied without looking at Rey who was standing behind him.

"I can't if I don't see you, Kinan.aku-" Rey's words stopped because Kinan had already gotten into the elevator. He immediately slipped into the same elevator and there were only two of them in it.

Silent.

"I'll take responsibility for everything I do, Ki!"

Kinan snorted, now he looked at Rey with a hateful gaze.

"I'll marry you!"

Plaque!! Kinan slaps Rey before he finally exits the elevator which has stopped and opened. He just left Rey. Rey held her hot cheek from Kinan's slap, claiming to be weak in front of the woman. He can't catch Kinan anymore. Rey would give Kinan some time to have the woman think over his words.

.

.

.

.

.

Seriate...