How Will You Say Goodbye?
Bucin

Morning dawned, showing a panoramic view of the sun that began to rise in the east. Cold air hit the earth, and dew soaked the growing leaves. Everyone is ready to do the activity on this sunny morning.

"Kinan, I'm going to work. You okay here alone?" Desi looked at Kinan who was sitting in front of her. The woman simply nodded to answer Desi.

"Okay, finish your breakfast!" Desi sipped a glass of water from her glass.

"Des, why did you tell Mas Ammar I was here?" Ask Kinan.

Desi was silent not directly answering.

"Kinan, no matter how husband you are. I just gave him the news no other means."

"Des, I know you don't mean anything. I just wanted to calm myself down and have too many thoughts in my head!"

Desi grabbed Kinan's hand and grasped it.

"Kinan, I'm sorry if I was wrong. But I think you should discuss this with Mas Ammar. Let's get to when you dodge it and cover it up!"

Kinan fell silent, everything Desi said was the truth. He can't keep hiding and avoiding Ammar. Kinan had to take action for his own life.

"Kinan, let go of whatever is weighing on you!" Desi looked at Kinan with a worried look.

"All right, I'm leaving. Don't forget to lock the door!" Desi got up from her seat, picked up her briefcase and stepped out of the house.

After Desi's departure, Kinan was still silent in his position. He stroked his stomach while sobbing. However, he now realized that the baby he contained was not Ammar's child. Kinan cried imagining what had happened to his life.

"Mas Rey, has your kindness been a form of responsibility towards me?" Kinan muttered to himself.

"Are you the one who took everything from my life? I never even knew what it was to be happy before I knew you, but if it's true, why is it as if you're the one who gave me the injury." Kinan sobbed alone.

Already from last night he could not even sleep well, he clearly knew Ammar was coming to Desi's house. And he decided not to see her. Kinan also heard Ammar and Desi talk last night.

"But, if I go back with Mas Ammar, it won't change anything! I'm still hurt." Inner Kinan spoke.

Kinan moved, filling his stomach was a silliness in the present day. He went to the bathroom and vomited what had entered his stomach. The morning sickness tormented his mind. But no more painful than his own life.

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Kevin enters Rey's apartment after the door is opened by the man. Kevin looked at the astonished look on Rey's crumpled face.

"Belom whatever Kunyuk has changed his name to Bucin!" Kevin ejeked when he saw the dark circles around Rey's eyes. Rey can't sleep all night, there's only Kinan, Kinan and Kinan on her head.

"B*cot!"

"Yes yes, but from my b*cot this is you will get information!" Kevin grinned.

"Gue knew where Kinan was!"

Rey was aghast, her body advancing to get closer to Kevin.

"Where?" Ask Rey enthusiastically.

"He's at his friend's house, well it just so happens that his friend works at my place!"

"That theme's a story to you?"

"Yes, don't b*go! Why did his friend tell me? You have to remember my eyes are everywhere!" Kevin smacked his own chest with pride.

Rey flicked her shoulders. It dawned on him that Kevin must have asked his men to find Kinan. And again, Kevin has the power to do that. Rey would be the same if she wanted to obey her Papa's orders. The city will be very small and within his grasp if Rey really intends to enter the dive and sacrifice herself like Kevin. Unfortunately, Rey is not interested. Rey still wants to rebel her cold man's father. Rey isn't Kevin willing to give up his freedom for power. Rey will have her own power without her Papa's help. That was Rey's thinking all along.

Rey looks at Kevin, somehow he feels lucky because Kevin has that power and Kevin is a friend who helps him. Although Kevin must serve Winstar Corp.-, Kevin's family company, but Kevin just calm-quiet living it. Because of that, Kevin is inversely proportional to Rey.

"Lo want to see Kinan?" Kevin's voice shattered Rey's thoughts instantly.

Rey nodded weakly. He is not ready to meet Kinan now, he wants to make sure if Kinan has not remembered his past. However, he himself was confused inexplicably he was too cowardly if Kinan really already knew everything.

"Coward lo Nyuk!" Kevin stood up and wanted to leave Rey with his own thoughts. Being lazy tells Rey about Kinan's whereabouts.

"Lo kasi know me if you're ready to meet him. Destroyed my mood see you like gini isss!" Kevin grumbled to himself.

Rey was still bowed but Kevin patted her on the shoulder while giving her words resembling advice.

"Lo may be bucin but Lo don't be b*go, Nyuk!" Said Kevin as he stepped towards the door and exited Apartment Rey.

Rey wiped her tears, she smiled bitterly. Rey didn't expect someone like her to cry at a time like this. Rey now realizes that Kinan is one of her current weaknesses.

"Gue could lose Kinan if I avoid him for too long!" Rey's mind was at war with her own thinking after examining Kevin's words. It is true that he now refuses to be 'b*go'.

Anyway, if Rey decides to keep hiding and cover up the truth. Sooner or later, everything will be broken. It's like a time bomb ready to explode at any moment. Although later Kinan still does not remember the dark time, but the bomb at any time must have exploded also when Kinan remembered and knew everything. Not today, definitely tomorrow or anytime. Rey must be prepared for whatever the risks, including the loss of Kinan and what Rey fears the most is Kinan's hatred for him.

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