How Will You Say Goodbye?
SEASON II - Conscious

Ammar realized from his critical period, his eyes blinked and then swept across the room he now occupied. The room was dominated by white, the distinctive aroma of the Hospital was out in his sense of smell. As his eyes caught a figure he recognized, his lips were unable to hold back his curiosity.

"Ma..a-I'm everywhere?" asked Ammar in a stifled voice. He wanted to ascertain his position, was it in line with his estimation?

Latifa realized from her daydreams, she had just thought about the fate of her only child who again had to end up in the hospital bed.

"Ah, Ammar. Let Mama call the doctor first." Latifa pressed a button not far from Ammar's side to make her point - calling the Doctor.

Ammar breathed a heavy sigh. "That means I'm in the hospital?" tanyakanya.

Latifa nodded.

Ammar began to remember what happened yesterday, now he understands what happened to him. Suddenly he felt pain all over his body and about running his chest cavity. He grimaced when he wanted to get up to change his position to sit.

"Arkk.." ringis Ammar holding the part of his chest that had been wrapped in bandages.

Latifa was a little panicked. "Geez Ammar! Don't move much first. Your wounds have not healed!" Latifa prevented Ammar from changing his position and helped Ammar lie down again.

Surat's worry now clearly visible on his handsome face. He thought about the fate of his son and his girlfriend.

"Ma, how are Shaka and Joana?"

"Shaka and Jo-"

Not to mention Latifa replied, the arrival of the Doctor made their chatter come to a sudden halt.

The doctor also examined Ammar's condition, from the start of vital organs, blood pressure and wounds that are now in the body parts of the man.

"Mother Ammar is past his critical period. His blood pressure is good. But the body temperature is a bit high."

The doctor caught a glimpse of the nurse beside him who recorded the condition of Ammar's body, then he continued to speak. "Thank God her body received all the treatment so well that her recovery was gradual quickly."

"Now we are concerned for the healing of wounds in the internal organs, I will provide pain relief and hopefully the sewn wound dries quickly." continued the Doctor.

After giving advice and advice related to the health and recovery of Ammar's body condition, the doctor and nurse resigned.

"Ma, Shaka and Joana. Are they okay?"

"Shaka was at Kinan's house with Lesya, she was fine" Latifa replied.

"Thank God.." Ammar breathed a sigh of relief. "Then Joana?" tanyakanya.

"Joana's in the next room, she-"

Ammar cut off her words when she found out that Joana was also being treated at the same Hospital. "Huh? Joana's okay, right? Is he hurt? Was he stabbed like me? I want to see it, Ma." lick Ammar.

"Ammar, relax.."

"How can I calm down, Ma. I can't calm down if Joana gets hurt" Ammar said in frustration. He doesn't remember anything after he was stabbed by Xander yesterday so he figured out what happened to Joana after the stabbing.

The sound of an open door made the two men turn to the same direction where the door of Ammar's room was located.

"Getter.."

"Joe.."

Joana's eyes glazed over, for the first time in her life she felt relieved to see someone's condition. The woman moved quickly and rushed to Ammar's side.

"You're sober? What's that sick? It must hurt a lot.. Your chest? How's chest? I heard your internal organs are also injured." Joana cupped both Ammar's cheeks lying down. He directed Ammar's eyes to look into his eyes. The woman was completely unaware of what she was doing. Since yesterday, his mind has only been filled with Ammar and wants Ammar to be fine.

While Ammar, he was surprised to see the reaction of Joana who just this time seemed excessive to ask the situation. On the one hand Ammar understood Joana's fear, only he did not expect that Joana looked very worried about him like this. The corner of her lips curled at Joana's frightened look. That means Joana really loves him.

Latifa gave a smile seeing the interaction of two human children in front of her, then he cleared his throat to melt the atmosphere because he saw Ammar who was also amazed by Joana's question and it seems Ammar could not answer all those questions because it was too late in Joana's behavior.

A couple who had just been in the relationship also realized when they heard Latifa cleared her throat. Immediately Joana released both hands that had cupped Ammar's cheeks.

"Ammar just asked how you are, Jo," Latifa said. "And Ammar, now you see for yourself if Joana's okay." he continued.

Joana nodded, her face flushed red from embarrassment due to her own behavior just a moment ago. While Ammar was silent, he himself had long never felt worried like before by a woman.

The situation becomes quiet and awkward, especially the relationship between the two is not too long. Latifa took the initiative to leave the room. Give space and time for the two to talk to each other.

"Joana from yesterday repeatedly came here to make sure you are, Mar. But you weren't aware before, so Mama better get out first. You guys talk.." Latifa passed by after saying her sentence.

Ammar and Joana looked at each other.

"Why is your condition?" joana asked a little nervously.

"I'm sober." slurried Ammar with a slight smile.

Joana thunts. "I know that too. I mean how's the wound?"

"The doctor's word is just waiting for the stitches to dry and is focusing on healing the wounds in the internal organs."

"I-what can, emm.." Joana hesitates to continue her sentence.

"Why? You want to see the wound?" guess Ammar and Joana nodded.

"Look at it, but open it yourself-" Tempta Ammar looked at her chest wrapped in patient clothes.

"Why silence? He said he'd like to see the wound?" Ammar continues to tease Joana when Joana is really curious now.

"Please open!" joana said trying to make his speech sound flat when he himself was embarrassed by the sentence.

"Can't, Jo. I moved a little bit already feeling pain." Ammar said.

"I don't have to look at it anymore." Joana pouted, crossed her chest and sat down next to Ammar's bed.

Ammar smiled again at Joana's behavior. He knew Joana was curious about the wound on her body but the curiosity to prank the woman still surrounded her.

"You sure?" ammar Goda again.

Joana nodded.

"Well, I'll open it myself so you can see it" Ammar moved and ready to unbutton his shirt but Joana's hand stopped him.

"Don't move much." prevent Joana.

"But you want to see it."

Joana shakes. "Later on." argue it with a reddened face.

"Alright, you'll see it when I'm healed." said Ammar who makes Joana blushing.

Joana shook her head many times and Ammar chuckled a little. "Why so embarrassed? Don't you want to?"

"No." Joana threw away her gaze, Ammar's attitude was so ridiculous that even being sick could still tease her.

"Why? Afraid if you've seen so want to hold." taunted Ammar and made Joana glare at him.

"It's still sick already perverted." Joana clucked, while Ammar giggled amusedly at her.

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Joana's been allowed home today because the wound on her body wasn't too severe. He only suffered minor injuries as a result of Xander's treatment of him. Joana waits for the arrival of Doni and Sinta who will pick her up.

"Jo, how are you?" doni asked so until Joana's nursery room.

"I'm doing fine. I'm sorry to interrupt your vacation." Joana glanced at Sinta with a look of disdain.

"Don't say that, Jo! The holidays can be repeated but your circumstances really worry us." Sinta stroked Joana's back.

"Thanks, Sin." Joana hugged Sinta to relieve her feelings.

"Kinan and Desi..?" Sinta is looking for the whereabouts of her other two best friends.

"They came home early this morning. Biasaalah, her name is also a wife." Joana said with a smile and Sinta nodded in understanding.

"I trouble a lot of people" Joana said again.

"No! we're all family." said Doni.

"doll, Jo... What about Ammar?" ask Sinta.

"He was conscious, I met him." Joana down.

"That's it Jo, don't blame yourself anymore. Rey says you keep feeling guilty about this." Doni is trying to strengthen Joana.

"I've only been in a relationship for a while with him and I've given him bad luck." Lirih Joana's.

Sinta patted the back of Joana's hand. "Don't say that, every relationship has its own problems. All of that is a test to strengthen your relationship" said Sinta softly and embraced by Doni. They remembered the past, their relationship also did not escape the severe test that even made the two parted for quite a long time due to misunderstanding.

"I know, but still.." Joana really feels guilty for what happened to Ammar and Shaka.

"If she's sincere with you, she won't blame you." Doni said.

"He didn't blame me once, he even made me smile today when he was in pain, it made me feel even more guilty." Joana Lirih.

Doni sighed. "You're serious about your relationship?" tanyakanya.

Joana fell silent, her mind raging back.

"If you and she are serious, get married, Jo!" Sinta's chirps, making Joana and doni simultaneously look at the woman with a flabbergasted look.

"Why?" Sinta looked at the two in confusion. "I suggest the best. With this incident, I can confirm that Ammar is sincere with you, Jo! Now you're the only one who answers, are you really serious about dealing with her?" continued.

Joana remained silent.

Doni looked at Joana, "You're thinking of your Mommy and Daddy's blessing, aren't you?" tanyakanya. "I'm not sure they will approve of Ammar, let alone his status." continued Doni bowed.

Joana breathed a heavy sigh.

"Oh, face it. I'm sure in a few hours they will arrive in Indonesia. You and Ammar just need to be sure of how you feel. Then face it together." The word Doni that Sinta subscribes to.

...Seriate......