How Will You Say Goodbye?
Special Call

"Ammar has a wife, his name is Vienna. Vienna has died of leukemia. Then Ammar married a girl named Kinanty at the last request of his late wife, about 3 months ago!"

Kevin's explanation continues to ring in Rey's mind. Rey was still holding the phone that had just connected her conversation with Kevin a few minutes ago.

Rey thought hard. Clearly he remembered the incident that night, in which he took Kinan's honor. Rey started counting the time. It happened about two months ago.

"****! that's when I slept with somebody's wife!" Rey ruffled her hair in frustration.

Rey clutched her own head with both hands while continuing to think.

"But, Kinan was at that time-so her husband had never touched her at the beginning of their marriage, to the extent that I was the first-" Rey did not continue his own sentence because he was more upset with the actions he had done.

Rey turned her head up. staring at the sky.

"Argggghhhh.." he wanted to get angry at himself.he hit his own head with his hands.

"Bego lo Rey! bebego!" He said to himself.

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Kinan stared at the curtain of the room, displaying a figure of a man he had indeed expected to attend. Who else if not Rey.

Rey smiled at Kinan. He came in with a box of Ferrero Rocher this afternoon, knowing that a box of chocolates could make a person's mood better.

"Make you." Rey told Kinan as she handed over what she had brought.

"Thank you. You don't have to bother with anything when you visit me!" Said Kinan.

"What's wrong. Doesn't visiting someone have to carry a hand?" Rey almost chuckled.

Kinan smirked his smile at Rey's words.

"Do you really have to?" ask Kinan.

"Huum. If the patient is you it's a must for me to bring my hands!" Rey smiled at her own answer.

Kinan laughed gigglingly at Rey's words, occasionally shaking his head.

"How was your day today?" Ask Rey next. He dragged the only chair beside Kinan's bed for him to sit on.

Kinan seemed to think for a moment before deciding to answer.

"Today I'm good!" He said, tapping his index finger on his own chin, making Rey anxious with his behavior.

Rey cleared her throat to neutralize her thoughts that had been traveling everywhere because of her anxiety at Kinan.

"Goodoo. I'll talk to the hospital so you can get out of here as soon as possible!" find Rey next.

"really? so what about Mas Ammar? he won't agree!" Kinan was worried Rey's plan wouldn't work.

Rey squinted at Kinan this time calling her husband "Mas Ammar" like that. There's a feeling of dislike for Rey.

"When did you call him that?" ask Rey. Of course he didn't accept, for some reason.

"Huh?" Kinan looked at Rey's dislike of the face. Then he realized his words immediately.

"Emm, when he visited me yesterday, he told me to call him that. Because several times I've mistakenly called him 'Father'." Kinan.

"Say, I used to call him 'Mas Ammar'." Say Kinan again.

Rey lowered her head. Why hearing Kinan call Ammar that name feels like a friendly call to Rey.

Rey looked back at Kinan.

"When you call me, how?" asking as if to compare. Of course he doesn't want to lose.

"You? you're Rey!" kinan said innocently while pointing at Rey with his index finger.

Rey was annoyed half-dead, there was no special call for her from Kinan. Even Kinan called him just like most people. Why should he be angry? yes, of course he was angry. Didn't he also want Kinan to call her affectionately. I want it to feel like he bit Kinan's index finger which is now in front of his face like pointing at him.

"Try calling me too!" Rey said in the end. A strange feeling that finally made him express the contents of his mind that he did not accept.

"Mh..Ma-Mas Rey!" kinan said, according to without protest at the end. Kinan looked at Rey with his gentle gaze.

Rey pulled out her smirk.

"Well so! just call it! I think I'm older than you by a few years!" Rey smiled with satisfaction.

Kinan nodded. He said without any protest from his lips.

"If Ammar won't let me out of this hospital, what will Mas Rey do?" ask Kinan later.

Rey stroked his nape when he realized Kinan was not awkward with his new call. Even Rey now felt awkward. Right, it feels called friendly by this woman in front of him.

"I'm taking you out of here!" Rey said seriously.

Kinan was flabbergasted and covered his mouth with his own hands.

"Why? I'm serious!" Rey said with passion.

"I-I'm afraid Mas, after all he's still my husband!"

Rey clucking. He thought Kinan's words had a point, but again Rey did not accept it.

"And you still consider him your husband?" Rey asked seriously.

"I don't know! to be honest, I've been dreaming about the past lately. Especially with Ammar."

"Kinan, do you love him?" the question escaped Rey's lips. Rey herself did not know why she could ask that.

Kinan. He was silent and did not answer. Rey got up from her seat, approaching the bed where Kinan was sitting on. Rey sat on the edge of the bed, staring at Kinan who was still down.

"If you love her, obey her!" Rey said very heavily.

"Even if he tells you to stay, do it!" Rey said again with a sense of despair.

Kinan straightened his head and looked up slightly in order to look into the eyes of this man in front of him who was taller than him.

"I-i'm.."

The cup!

Rey kissed Kinan's thin lips. Kinan was surprised by the lightning kiss. He only realized it but it was gone.

Rey then wants to leave. He was determined that if Kinan was happier and loved Ammar, then all his efforts and perseverance did not need to be continued. Because it's all for free. Again said I don't know. I don't know why Rey wouldn't want Kinan to love that guy.

But, if Kinan doesn't love Ammar. Rey will foolishly snatch the woman from her husband, although Rey is still doubtful of her own feelings, but she already has the determination. And her resolve would be broken if it turned out that this woman loved her husband who had neglected her.

Although Rey does not know whether her feelings for Kinan are love or only guilt, Rey hopes and wants Kinan to love her, so that everything goes easily. About Rey's feelings let it be Rey's business to manage it yourself.

At once Rey felt very selfish, wanted to be loved by Kinan, but he himself did not confirm his feelings.

Step gontai Rey has arrived at the cross-section of the curtain that at once serves as a door.

"If I love you, how would you?" suddenly Kinan's voice rang out and stopped Rey's steps. Rey stopped, just before she flicked the curtains to come out because Kinan's voice sounded so soft in her ears.

Rey looked at Kinan from his current position.

"If I love you, do I also have to obey you? and follow you anywhere? Even if it had to escape from this place?" Keep Kinan again. Kinan looked at Rey with a serious look and as if demanding an answer from Rey's mouth.

"You-you?" Rey was nervous for words.

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