How Will You Say Goodbye?
Men and Bouquets of flowers

Before he actually left, Rey left the bouquet of flowers to Sinta so that Sinta gave it to Kinan.

Rey undoes her intention to meet Kinan because the day is getting dark and Sinta also invites Rey to go home.

Rey passed the room where Kinan rested. Rey saw that there was no Ammar there. Rey decided to go home. Let Kinan rest, he thought.

As soon as Rey, Sinta entered the room. Kinan looked curled up as Sinta approached him.

"Kinan's.." Sinta called the name quietly while sitting on the edge of Kinan's bed.

Kinan turned to look at Sinta but he remained silent.

Sinta smiled wryly as she handed over a white rose to Rey's side.

"Make you" he said.

Kinan received the bouquet with a smile and occasionally smelled the fragrant scent of a fragrant flower.

"Thank you, Sinta!"

Sinta nodded.

"So the man left it to me to give it to you!" Obviously Sinta.

"Who?"

"The ones who visit you often. I forgot to ask her name."

A smile rose from Kinan's thin lips, without thinking for a long time he already knew who Sinta meant.

"Where is he now?" Kinan looked at the door, looking for something.

"Home home. He saw your husband here!"

Kinan pouted like a child who failed to buy ice cream.

"But he said he'd be here again tomorrow to see you!" Connect Sinta while stroking the plan of Kinan's shoulder.

"really?" Kinan's mood was now changing, his eyes twinkling expectantly.

"Huum" Sinta nodded.

"What about your husband?" Ask Kinan again.

Sinta saw Kinan back moody with the question he asked. Looks like Kinan's mood is easily fickle now.

"I don't know why he's visiting me now. It was like a forced!" Obviously Kinan on Sinta.

"meaning?"

"Yes, he seemed half-hearted coming to see me. Better not just come! I wondered if we were married because we had to and without feeling for each other." Kinan tapped his index finger on his own chin, as if he was thinking.

"That's possible. Don't think too much. Have you taken your medicine?" Ask Sinta.

"Already"

"All right, now rest. There is tomorrow waiting for you!"

"OK" Kinan began to lay his body on the bed.

Sinta came out of Kinan's room because her work hours had actually run out from earlier, she just wanted to check Kinan's situation and give the man a seat.

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"Kinan, can-can I ask for my right as your husband now?"

Slowly Ammar's face drew closer and suddenly Ammar landed his lips glimpsed on Kinan's thin lips.

"I'm trying to love you!"

"Try to accept and love me too!"

Kinan was aghast from his sleep as pieces of his life story approached through his dreams. Kinan took a deep breath before finally exhaling it slowly. Set the mood of the heart that is racing due to a dream just now. He clearly remembered the Ammar sentences now.

Kinan pulled the glass filled with water that was available on the nightstand. Sip a few times the water until it leaves half in the glass.

"Have we not loved each other?" Kinan continued to think hard about the dream he had. The words of Ammar in his dream were as if they had ever happened.

Suddenly Kinan's head felt very dizzy. He decided to wait for his sleepiness to come and continue to sleep because the atmosphere was still night blind.

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Kinan wriggled his body on the bed, he opened his eyes. Kinan was surprised to realize that someone was already sitting next to his bed, watching his face carefully while smiling knots.

"You-you?" Kinan covered his face in embarrassment, finding Rey already this early in his room.

"Why closed?" Rey said holding the gelak.

"When are you here?"

"About half an hour" said Rey Cuek still menggumm smile looking at Kinan's behavior.

"I just woke up, haven't had a shower. Why did you come so early!" Kinan Protest.

Rey couldn't bear to blow her laughter at Kinan's. Suddenly he was angry with the behavior of the girl in front of him.

"What if you just wake up and haven't taken a shower? I'm off work, it's a weekend so there's no harm in me being here before everyone else!"

"But-" Kinan could not continue because Rey had already shook her head in an unwilling sign to hear Kinan's protest.

"Yes, now you take a shower. That Abis accompanied me to breakfast in the back yard!" Rey showed me the paperbag with the food she was carrying.

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"Rey, aren't you bored with me?" Kinan started the conversation while one hand held a spoon to start breakfast with Rey.

Rey looked at Kinan.

"When doing good is bored?" Rey sipped mineral water from her bottle.

"Okay, for a month it feels like you've been visiting me regularly. I'm just-"

"What's free?"

Kinan shook his head, continuing his words.

"Say!" Pinta Rey's.

"I just don't want to wish you more!" Kinan replied honestly in the end.

Rey kept quiet about what she would say next.

Silent.

They continued the breakfast until it was finished in silence.

Suddenly Rey took Kinan's hand for him to hold.

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Kinan was pounding with Rey's very sweet treatment in his opinion, for some reason.

"You don't be afraid to hope for me! Hope so! even if it's a big and very excessive expectation!"

Rey looked at Kinan's eyes seriously. But he smiled obliquely realizing his call and remark to Kinan had now turned into 'I-You'.

Kinan looked at Rey with an inexplicable look. A drop of her tears fell, for some reason she felt moved by Rey's words. Either because the inn is pregnant, or because Rey's speech contains more meaning for Kinan to interpret.

"Hey...don't cry!" Rey wiped Kinan's tears. He could no longer hold back, finally he grabbed Kinan's body.

Now Kinan was in his arms. Rey stroked Kinan's hair several times. The scent of hair that he longed for and once pulled him to do more that time. The aroma is not derived from shampoo but more because the owner of this hair has its own distinctive fragrant.

Rey did not want to let go of his embrace to Kinan, Kinan gave a little distance so that he could see the man who always gave him this comfort. Kinan looked up at Rey's face, but his hands remained beautifully circular on Rey's waist.

"If I could hope for you more. Can you promise not to go?" Ask Kinan later.

Rey nodded.

"Thank you." Saying Kinan slowly.

"Do you want to get out of here? I think you're healthy enough!" Suddenly Rey is not willing if Kinan has to be in a mental hospital longer. He will use his papa's power alone, if indeed it can get Kinan out of here.

Kinan took off his embrace, he stood up and stepped up. Stop not far in front of Rey who is still sitting.

"Why? You're ashamed to have to keep visiting me here?" Kinan began to pessimize.

Rey got up and approached Kinan. He held the girl's shoulder from behind.

"No, I just don't want you to be here any longer. I want you to be free everywhere."

"Where are you going?" Kinan said not understanding.

Rey rubbed her nape, smilingly looking at Kinan.

"I want to take you for a walk. If we continue here, we hit the streets in this park! Aren't you bored?" Said Rey while pointing to the situation around the park which is not quite beautiful actually.

Kinan smiled, he saw Rey's sincerity now. As sincere as what, Kinan did not understand. He wanted to ask Rey but stopped.

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