How Will You Say Goodbye?
SEASON II - Continue your life

Since the incident the other day, Joana increasingly felt a strange feeling surround her heart. He always blushed if something about Ammar discussed in front of him. Ammar wasn't as bad as he thought, just yet. Whether because he already knew Ammar's faults from both sides or what, Joana could clearly judge if Ammar was not entirely guilty. There was a third party who really wanted to destroy the marriage of Kinan and Ammar at that time.

Now Joana can look at Ammar in terms of his vision and his own judgment, not from other people's stories.

"Jo, do you want to meet my family at home?" ask Ammar on one occasion.

Of course Joana was surprised at Ammar's request but she agreed too.

His arrival to the house of Ammar was warmly welcomed by the children, they were so happy with the presence of Joana.

Joana also introduced Ammar to her mother, Latifa.

Joana, Ammar and the kids play lego together, creating a closeness and laughter that has rarely been heard since they moved into the small house. The sound of the clutch from them all warmed the atmosphere that in recent months felt very stiff.

The warm view did not escape Latifa's view. As a mother, she felt there was something special about Joana until her son invited Joana to visit their home.

"Do you have a special relationship?" latifa asked as she poured the drink into the glass. The question suddenly made Ammar who was drinking coughed, either because of nervousness or even the words of the Mama have a point.

"We're friends, Auntie." replied Joana, unraveling a smile.

"Alright, may your friendship be maintained." Latifa patted softly on the back of Joana's hand. While Ammar looked at Joana with a meaningful smile.

"Ammar never brought a woman home." latifa chirped again and Joana smiled at him.

"That's because I don't have a girlfriend, Ma." Ammar Resist.

"Why are you friends with Doctor Joana now?" Goda Latifa.

Ammar glared at his smile and then he took a deep breath. "Maybe it's because we fit in." replied Ammar's origin. But it was precisely his answer that invited Latifa to tease him again.

"When it's appropriate why not just get married." Latifa.

Now Joana who coughed in surprise, Ammar swiftly gave a tissue to Joana and Joana took it.

"Why are you nervous? If you want to get married, it's okay. Mama won't interfere in your domestic affairs anymore, Mar." Latifa raised both her hands in a sign of giving up, she then put a smile on them. Joana was silent with her thoughts and Ammar looked at her as if they were interacting through the eyes.

The silence was again taken over by Latifa. "If Aunt Joana is the connecting mama for Lesya and Shaka, do you mind?" Latifa throws questions at the kids.

"Mama.." Ammar's voice prevented her from saying any further.

The pair of children looked at Grandma, because Latifa mentioned their names. They stopped playing for a moment.

"Mar, you're both young. The kids are also old enough to understand and they have opinions to ask" Latifa said.

Joana was silent with a thousand words that she was about to utter. He did not dare to enter in the midst of the talk of Latifa and Ammar, he knew enough to cut before being invited.

Ammar's answer even more makes Joana swallow his saliva heavily.

"Honestly, I feel like I fit in with Joana. It all depends on him." Said Ammar throwing in an answer that should make Joana open her voice.

Not to mention Joana speaking, Lesya's voice sounded suddenly.

"We agree that Papa is happy and not what he used to be." Sahut Lesya then tos with Shaka who proves their answer is the same.

"I-i'm.." Joana was suddenly nervous.

"I'm not forcing you, Jo. Answer according to your heart." Ammar.

"Can I think about this first? It's too sudden." Said Joana at last and Ammar nodded.

All the way home Joana could not think clearly. Of course he was surprised by all this. It's the same Ammar asked her to marry him, isn't it? Moreover, the statement as a connecting mother for the two children of Ammar, it means it is true if this is like a proposal submitted by his mother Ammar to him.

Joana enters the Mansion and he ignores the greetings from anyone who crosses paths with her as she heads into the room.

His phone rang and Ammar's name was on it.

"You're home yet?" ask Ammar.

"Just now."

"I'm sorry if I can't drive you."

"It's okay, two bodyguards are enough." Joana said as she chuckled softly.

"On the request of Mama and my children do not burden you too much" said Ammar.

"So it's just a request from Mama and the kids." said Joana.

Joana smiled at her place, although she knew clearly that Ammar would not see her smile.

"I'm going to take a shower and my phone call has to break" Joana replied.

"alright. Thank you for today" said Ammar.

Joana decided to take a bath, soaking hot water in the bathtub, to relax the body and clear his mind. Should he accept Ammar? Is this too soon? Joana knew Ammar even to his darkest side. But Ammar doesn't know him, does he?

Ah, this is too soon.

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"Doctor, that was our last patient" said Sasa, who entered Joana's room. Joana was relieved, finally her work today was finished.

"Alright, Sa. You can go home" Joana told Sasa. Joana also tidied up her appearance. Before actually moving on, he picked up his bag and walked out of his practice room. Two of his waiting guards walked behind Joana. Joana wants to go to the car but the sound of the horn behind her body as if calling her makes her turn her head.

A black car was right behind him.

"Jo, up!" Ammar said he was driving the car. Joana approached him.

"Ammar? You just bought a car?"

"Yes, I think it's necessary and I just got the benefit of my business."

"Huum. congratulations." Joana smiled knot.

"Come in." take Ammar to Joana.

"But my car?"

"One of the two bodyguards can help you."

"okay." Joana hands over the car keys to one of her bodyguards and enters Ammar's new car.

"I think your business gets a fantastic profit until you buy a fancy car." Joana said.

"It's a used car," quipped Ammar while driving his car at medium speed.

"But this car is still expensive even in a second state." joked Joana and Ammar even chuckled at it.

"Where are we going?" ask Joana.

"Have you eaten?"

Joana shakes.

"We'll have dinner and discuss your answer." Ammar said with a smile as bright as the sun.

"Getter.." Joana is nervous if Ammar talks about it. "I think you've misinterpreted our closeness all along" he continued.

"meaning?" Ammar frowned, he stopped his car suddenly on the side of the road.

"I think it's too soon. You don't even know me too deeply" said Joana.

"I don't know what you mean."

"You don't know what I'm like yet, even though I know your life but you don't know me completely."

Ammar shook his head quickly, he smiled wryly. "I want to get to know you more. Is there something wrong with me that you decided on an answer like this? You're afraid I'm repeating mistakes like I did with Kinan?"

Joana fell silent, actually this is contrary to her heart. And that's not what he's afraid of. He was just not ready if Ammar who did not know him would enter his life.

"Not that, I can't open my heart yet." The answer that contradicts his heart that has accepted Ammar.

"You still love that guy?" Ammar guesses that Joana still loves Xander.

"Let's see.you don't know my past life."

"I'll find out, tell me."

"No Ammar. I'm going down here. Continue your journey, continue your life." Joana got out of Ammar's car right then and there.

...Seriate......