How Will You Say Goodbye?

How Will You Say Goodbye?
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Today Ammar began to think about investigating Kinan's abuse case, very late indeed. But, the words of the female psychiatrist are true, she must find out to convince herself.


Or, actually Ammar did not need to bother to investigate. He just had to trust Kinan and ignore what had happened. All this time he felt a lack of trust in his wife.


After thinking long enough, Ammar decided to forget the events that befell Kinan so that he could focus on Kinan's recovery first.


He should have believed Kinan from the very beginning when Kinan made his statement at the time, and it was at the same time that Ammar should have found out who was the mastermind who ruined the sanctity of the wife he had not touched at all.


But rice has become porridge. All has happened and even more complicated when Kinan is now experiencing severe depression to forget the identity and people around.


"I have to focus on Kinan. Kinan's health is more important, and the matter of biad*p I have to postpone until Kinan's condition starts to improve." Ammar told himself.


Ammar left the room after cleaning up. He meets Kinan in the back room, Ammar does not want to force Kinan to be with him, because Ammar is aware of his mistake towards Kinan. Plus Kinan's current condition, let them keep their distance first in order to give Kinan some space to think about the remnants of his memory, that's how Ammar thought.


Kinan opened the door of his room when Ammar knocked from the outside several times.


"We're going to therapy today!" Ammar said slowly.


Kinan nodded and followed Ammar's steps which had already been running in front of him.


When they want to get in the car, they cross paths with Shirly who just came and was about to enter the house.


"Ammar? where are you going?" Tegur Shirly's.


"I want to take Kinan for treatment!" Ammar said briefly.


Shirly looked at Ammar confused, who is sick? that's what Shirly thought.


Shirly looked at Kinan who was putting on a nagging look. Empty and like carrying a huge load.


"I'm coming!" Shirly said suddenly.


Ammar cuek and boarded his car after opening the steering wheel side door for Kinan to enter.


Shirly confidently entered and sat in the passenger seat behind. His mind was still wondering, because he had not had time to meet Latifa to ask what happened as long as he did not visit this mansion.


Even Shirly did not expect to meet Ammar at this hour, usually Ammar is still working and has not returned from his office.


"Why is Ammar bothering to take Kinan for treatment? what the hell's he sick?" Inner Shirly wondered.


Along the way the three people who were in one car were silent without a word, they were busy with their respective thoughts.


Arriving at a hospital, Ammar brought Kinan to the Psychiatrist practice room yesterday. Shirly who followed looked even more confused.


After talking for a while with the Psychiatrist, Kinan began to perform stage by stage his therapy.


"He's Crazy?" cetus Shirly when Ammar and Kinan were out of the Psychiatrist room. Shirly was told by Ammar to wait outside the room.


Hearing Shirly's words, Ammar spontaneously looked at Shirly with a sharp gaze.


Shirly closed her mouth.


"Sorry, I mean is he depressed?" Erat Shirly while looking at the plain look on Kinan's face.


Ammar nodded. They walked to the car park.


Just like the journey away, the journey home was silent without sound.


Shirly tried to break the silence.


"Mar, it's not better if you go to a mental hospital!" Shirly said suddenly.


"You mean?" Ammar asked while remaining focused on driving.


"Yes I see he is silent, but we do not know what he thinks, his name is also a depressed person. I'm just afraid your kids will be affected by having to live with people who suffer from mental disorders." Shirly's words excitedly convinced Ammar.


If Ammar can influence him this time, then his plan to get rid of Kinan really works and will make Shirly feel on the clouds.


"He's no harm, Shir!" Ammar said firmly.


"Yes, who knows. Just look at his condition? I'm sure he could hurt himself, too. Especially someone else? and worse if it's your kids! isn't living with a person with a mental disorder also able to make your children will be disturbed growth and development?" Shirly begins to carry out her actions to persuade Ammar to be sure.


Ammar thought that Kinan had brought himself onto the railroad tracks as Rey told him in the hospital yesterday. Ammar also recalled the remark of the Psychiatrist the other day that people who suffer from Hysteria like Kinan experienced can rampage suddenly and express themselves unexpectedly.


"What did Shirly say was true? Is Kinan going to be dangerous to live with the kids?" Ammar's mind began to rage thinking about him.


Ammar wondered if Shirly's plan to include Kinan in a mental hospital would be better than Kinan being close to his loved ones. Ammar began to weigh up his decision and think about Shirly's speech.


Shirly smiled in satisfaction as Ammar no longer denied her words and suggestions.


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