How Will You Say Goodbye?
Nightmares

Kevin came home from noon. Rey decides to take an afternoon shower after she gets tired of facing her phone screen. But his steps stopped when he found Kinan sitting on the sofa room while muttering to himself.

Rey's feelings began to feel bad and guilty, should not he let Kinan much daydream.

"Kinan, what's wrong with you?" Rey looked at Kinan and sat down beside him. Kinan was unaware of Rey's existence.

"I'm sorry, I never betrayed you!" kinan's muttering voice was still heard by Rey. Every now and then his hand crushes*s the edge of the blouse he wears. Kinan looked pale and like frightened. Rey realizes something is wrong with Kinan.

"Kinan, it's me!" Rey slightly shook Kinan's body to resuscitate him. Rey is confused as to what to do if Kinan is fraternal. It's still nothing, Rey even saw Kinan go berserk while still being treated.

Rey began to panic as Kinan began to speak again with high intonation.

"I know you don't love me Mas, but don't accuse me of betraying you!" Senggak Kinan, he stood up from his position. Kinan seemed unconscious and lost control. Now his pale face began to show anger. Maybe it was pent-up anger.

Rey followed Kinan.

"Kinan, it's me. It's Rey!" Rey framed Kinan's face with both hands, still trying to resuscitate this woman.

Rey is increasingly agitated, guilt envelops her every time she sees Kinan's situation like this. He had no medicine to calm Kinan down. He did not even warn to just be on guard if Kinan's disease recurred. He should make observations or at least search and find out what Kinan needs if at any time he friday like this.

Rey looked into Kinan's eyes, she looked at the bead seriously.

"Kinan, listen to me! It's me Rey. Don't think of anything else, just focus on me!" Rey tries to make Kinan aware by doctrining Kinan's thoughts, as she knows Kinan remembers her with good memories. That's all Rey can do, the rest she doesn't know.

Kinan looked back at those hazel eyes that were also staring at him. The eyes that he has been looking at lately with a deep gaze. Kinan fell silent as if hypnotized by those eyes and heard Rey's soothing voice like a panacea to him. However, it did not make him immediately aware of the situation, he only remained silent for a moment before he finally cried sobbing.

"Hey, don't cry!" Rey grabbed the body of the woman who stood weakly before her. He hugged Kinan, again with an inexplicable feeling. Moreover, Kinan returned his embrace by lowering his head into the chest of Rey's field, as if it was the most comfortable place for him.

Rey stroked Kinan's long hair, slowly patting Kinan's back. Rey was a little unconvinced that she could appease Kinan with this treatment. At first, Rey was afraid that Kinan would be hysterical like a hospital.

"I'm sorry!" Said Rey slowly to Kinan. Kinan wanted to take off the hug because Kinan wanted to look at Rey and ask her why she should apologize to him.

"I'm sorry, because I'm you" Rey's voice sounded very soft as if whispering. But Kinan who was already aware of the circumstances could hear that remark. Slowly he wants to release Rey's embrace that feels tighter.

"Let it be like this!" Rey buried Kinan's head back into the chest of his field. For some reason now the comfort spread to his heart. He hoped that time could stop for a while, in order to linger in this state.

"Mas, until when will this continue?" Kinan's voice broke the silence that had occurred as they hugged each other.

Rey took off their body link, she wiped her cheeks. It looks like he shed tears.

"You okay? Do you remember anything hum?" Rey helps Kinan to sit back on the sofa. His hand held both of Kinan's shoulders.

Kinan shook weakly.

"So I took a nap, I had a dream back!"

"Dreams?" Rey looked in wonder at Kinan.

"Huum, I often have bad dreams!"

"For example?"

"For example, when I was scolded by an old woman or accused by Mas Ammar!"

"Old lady? and being accused of the no-no is what Kinan is like?" Rey begins to figure out what Kinan means by looking at Kinan seriously and demanding his answer. Rey will compile these puzzles and puzzles so that she gets answers. Rey must know how Ammar treated Kinan and why he found Kinan behind the Club that night.

"The old woman, I don't remember who she is. He lives in the same house as Mas Ammar. And the Mas Ammar thing that accuses me of cheating, it happens a lot in my dreams!"

Rey was astonished at Kinan's words, her face pias as if slapped with that explanation. Kinan is not an affair, but Kinan is the woman he broke. That's what Rey thinks. As for Ammar, he thought Kinan was having an affair so all this time his attitude was indifferent to his wife. Slowly Rey began to match events after events with the reality she saw in front of her eyes.

And as for the old woman, it seems that Kinan's unconscious situation behind the Club has something to do with the woman.

"You can't force me to remember all those dreams! just slow down!" Again Rey's voice sounded very soft and soothing.

"I'll help you remember everything!" Just keep Rey on again.

Kinan.

"Why?"

"I prefer my present memories, I only remember those that don't hurt my heart and you!" kinan's face was red. He lowered his face into both of his palms.

Rey smiled at Kinan's behavior. He was scared made by Kinan, now this woman can say such a sentence timidly.

"Kinan, you-" Rey's words came to a halt as Kinan smothered Rey's mouth with his hands.

Kinan looked at Rey seriously.

"Am I wrong if I'm comfortable with you, Mom? And can I stay with you?" Kinan took off his mouthful on Rey, then looked at the ceiling of the room with a sigh, suddenly embarrassed by his overly frontal remarks.

"I guess, I don't know myself, Mom. Obviously my status is still a wife and pregnant. It's fair that Ammar accused me of cheating, maybe I did it before!" Kinan sighed softly, his head he rested on the back of the sofa.

"And you, how could you possibly want to be with a woman like me!" Kinan continued to be pessimistic and impressed with sarcasm.

Rey stood up from her position, then squatted in front of Kinan. He held both of Kinan's hands and held them.

"It's not you who don't know yourself, but I'm the brengs*k!" Rey looked at Kinan who was astonished by his words.

"I brengs*k because I want someone else's wife and want to be with a woman like you!" jemari Rey gently skirts Kinan's upper arm until the fingers end at Kinan's nape. Rey restrains her body with her knees, trying to reach and align the position of her face with Kinan's. Then without warning he landed a kiss on the woman's lips. His hand followed the instinct to press Kinan's nape closer to his face.

The kiss turns into a kiss, Rey starts demanding that Kinan return the favor, but this is Kinan's first kiss. Before, he and Rey had never been this intelligent. Just a brief kiss. Rey realizes Kinan is silent and understands that here he is to lead Kinan. He let go of the kiss for a moment.

"Try to follow me!" Rey said quietly and remained in the same position. Her breathing was warm in front of Kinan's face.

"Open your mouth!" His words were immediately followed by Kinan. Kinan was lulled and followed his instincts. Rey wants Kinan, and vice versa. That hot kiss should end when Kinan jerks Rey's shoulder. They both gasped with irregular breaths.

"I'm having a hard time breathing!" Said Kinan innocently.

Rey smiled obliquely, wiping Kinan's lips wet from his actions. Rey got up from her position. He kissed Kinan's head buds and scrambled Kinan's hair in a fit of anxiety.

Rey realized it was Kinan's first kiss. While in the Apartment that night, Rey kissed Kinan in an unconscious position. Different from now. Suddenly Rey smiled with satisfaction. Meaning Kinan and Ammar never even kissed like that.

Rey stepped over with a smile recalling the incident that just happened.

"I took a shower in the bathroom. You take a shower too, then get ready for dinner!" Said Rey while passing leaving Kinan who was still with a red face like a boiled crab due to his actions with Rey earlier.

Kinan to curse himself who had gone out of control and without resistance even returned Rey's kiss. Rey smiled back at Kinan, remembering what he taught her.

"Basic lo Rey!" Rey muttered to herself as she went down the stairs. Rey decides to go out and take a shower because she is afraid that her activities with Kinan will get her out of control and will repeat her mistakes in the past. Though his initial intention was to go into the upper room because he wanted to take a shower, but Rey ended up bathing in the lower bathroom as well.

Rey held her lips, this was completely different from anything she had ever done before. Unlike the ones who have been with other women who have stopped in his life.

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