How Will You Say Goodbye?
Wanna return?

Rey slammed the door of her room, frustrated. Rey rattled her own hair. I don't know what's on his mind right now. It's just like he wants to put out all the claustrophobic stuff in his chest.

Mama Rey who from the return of her son continued to pay attention, began to feel worried. The woman climbed the stairs and sure enough, a moment later she heard something from behind her son's bedroom door.

"Arkkkkkhh" Rey's cry echoed in the room, causing the mother to become increasingly concerned.

"Rey.could you come in, son?" The middle-aged woman's voice called out to her son from behind the door accompanied by several knockings.

"Come in, Ma.." Strangled Rey from the room.

Mama Rey entered her son's room after turning the knob.

"What's Rey?" The woman looked worried at the chaotic state of her son. It was only a few hours ago that Rey came home and wanted to keep the deal she had made with her Papa last night. Rey said she was going to meet Kinan today, and he left with a burning spirit. But somehow when he returned home his face looked tangled and held back emotions.

"Rey, what's up, son?" The woman tried asking a second time. He held onto Rey's shoulder, which was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Ma, it looks like I'm going to have to give Kinan a hand, Ma!" Rey looked up at the face of the woman standing in front of her. He stared at the face of the woman who gave birth to him.

"Why Rey? Wouldn't Kinan accept you? he never blamed you all this time, did he?"

"Ma, there's one fact you don't know yet. Kinan is not just depression! But, she had hysteria so the memory in her memory was gone."

The woman looked at the child with a confused look.

"Excessive shock effect. He forgot what had happened in his life, Ma. I don't know where to start admitting all my mistakes to Kinan!" The mother seemed surprised at the explanation of her son. Obviously, he doesn't know this yet. It's fitting that her husband says if Kinan knows everything, Rey must be prepared to lose the girl.

"So, are you willing and just let go, Rey?"

"I'm not willing, Ma!" Rey nodded weakly. His gaze stared at the granite floor he was looking at.

"But I'll let her go if she's unhappy with me!" Just keep Rey on again.

"Don't be pessimistic, son! You guys haven't even started yet. If you really love her there's no harm in you fighting first!"

"Ma, Kinan still has a husband!" Answer Rey in the lowest tone. The speech sounded very heartbreaking and seemed to resuscitate the mother who seemed to forget the situation if the girl who loved her son was a wife of another man.

Mama Rey nodded weakly. "But, didn't you say that Kinan was pregnant with your child? it's the only way you can be together!"

"It's not that easy, Ma. However, that condition was part of my mistake and left a trauma for Kinan. Don't be with him, Ma. Apologizing from her alone would mean a lot to me!"

THE DUAR!!! Like being struck by lightning, the mother immediately realized, that Rey's mistake here was fatal. It's not just being responsible and then all the problems will be solved. This is Rey's wrong way. He did that to Kinan on what basis at the time? ***** or love? Let's say it's**** or unconsciousness due to drunkenness. But for Kinan? For the Kinant it is p*l*advice and p*merk*saan. Can Kinan take Rey's responsibilities for granted and act like nothing has happened, while Rey has ruined her life?

"Kinan, it was married, Ma. I've been investigating it the last few months. But at the time of the incident I was also the first man to take his chastity. Can you imagine how she would hate me? not her first husband*hnya, Ma! but I'm the br*this second! " Rey sobbed in her mom's arms. Unable to imagine the look of Kinan's hatred towards him.

"Acquire all, Son! Not a mama's son a gentleman!" Mama Rey's voice rang out but tried to strengthen at the same time.

"I've got it fixed for that, Ma. I'll accept Kinan hates me, Ma. But I don't know why I wouldn't accept him being with another man, Ma!"

"You mean?"

"I saw Ammar meet Kinan first, picked him up and promised to make him happy. I'm late, Ma!"

Mama Rey gently stroked the head of her son. Again trying to strengthen. He felt Rey's body tremble as she revealed all her faults.

"Ma, I'm sincere if Kinan should hate me. It was a punishment worthy of my sin. But somehow I'm not willing to ma, I-I don't want Ki-kinan to be touched by another man even though it's her own husband!" Rey sobs.

"Rey, break your heart, son!"

Rey shakes. "I can't, Ma. If I have to get married, I just want Kinan, Ma!"

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Kinan stirred the meatballs that Desi brought after work. He seemed unfocused on eating and his eyes looked empty.

"Take Ki, he said from yesterday to eat meatballs!"

Kinan gasped, he hurriedly bribed the meatballs into his mouth. Occasionally sipping on that meatball sauce. He was enthusiastic about the meatballs but also moody, because he thought about the arrival of Ammar this afternoon.

"Mas Ammar knows that now you remember everything?" Desi looked at Kinan seriously.

"Not yet!" Answer Kinan flat.

"Why?"

"What's the matter, Des?"

"Why don't you tell me the truth?"

"Let's be like this. I want to see the truth."

Desi nodded not wanting to argue with her best friend.

"Des, no one knows if I've remembered everything. It's both of us's secrets, okay?"

"alright. But is there another secret I don't know about? Besides the matter of your rattling and your depression?" Desi looked at Kinan who was finished with his meatballs and was now sipping the orange ice he had made.

"Huum, you know everything, Des!"

"Unless who takes my chastity! because I was looking for him and making sure of something." Inner Kinan.

"From your story, I'm sure it must be that the woman named Shirly and Lady Latifa are the masterminds behind all this!" Desi growled at the end of her sentence.

"Hush! don't guess wrong. It could have been all because of my own tinkering and carelessness!"

"You, already in dzolimi, are still prejudiced against them!"

Kinan smiled knot. Trying to get rid of all the bad prejudices, he stroked his stomach which now feels full after being satisfied by eating two servings of meatballs with spicy sauce.

"After all, I'm pregnant! Now I have to accept it and forget all the bad prejudices!" Kinan held onto that stomach for a long time.

"You should be happy, Ki! Remember that!" Desi smiled with her sentence that sounded like a threat to Kinan.

Kinan nodded. "I must be happy and put aside my heartache, Des! The child in my womb cannot have a grudge against anyone. He's innocent, he never asked to attend either." Kinan stroked his stomach again. His smile rose, he looked happy in the eyes of those who saw him. His face was radiant and from his words, it seemed like he was starting to accept reality and what was happening.

"Then, are you going to come back with Mas Ammar and give him a chance?"

Desi awaits Kinan's reply. He was really curious because this afternoon Kinan and Ammar had met. To be honest, Desi wanted Kinan to separate from the man. About Kinan's pregnancy, let it be thought again later. Taking advantage of making it seem that Ammar is the biological father of the child can too. That would clear Kinan's good name and no one would have known that Kinan had ever been vindicated, ' he said, it will also help regarding the necessary state files if the child is later born and schooled Desi's mind is already far-fetched.

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