I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 25.6
Safira shook her head strongly. Her chest felt a very painful tightness. She hurt her husband. The heart of the man who has sincerely loved her and accepted all her shortcomings.
"Then you must understand" said Mother as she pulled Safira's hand from her chest.
Grip it gently and tighter.
"She must have been very disappointed to hear your request. He may feel like you doubt his feelings. Though his struggle to get you through hard for years so how could he possibly want to bring another woman in your marriage. He just wants you, son. Mother never saw Ali so stubborn except to get you. Even when his chances were very small he still believed that God would grant his prayers."
Again and again, Sapphira seemed to be watered by cold water. Ali has said many times that he only wants Safira, except Sapphira he does not want to.
These stubborn words should have made Safira realize that Ali had never thought of another woman for the rest of her life except Sapphira.
"Safira, as a wife do you want to see your husband love other women? Honestly, Son. Tell me the truth."
"Safira.. Safira won't, Mother! Safira did not want to see Mas Ali close to other women let alone to combine love. It must be very painful." Safira answered honestly. He really didn't want to see Ali close to another woman.
Seeing him smile to Dinda alone it feels very crowded let alone see them until they combine love.
"Then this happened to Ali. Not only did he think about your feelings but he also thought about his feelings. He just wants you and only you."
"Now meet Ali, son. Talk everything out so that there are no more misunderstandings between you." Said Mommy while rubbing Safira's face.
Cleansing the tears that continued to flow on Safira's face with his old hands.
"Safira..shame, Bun." He wanted to, he was very anxious to see Ali but Safira was embarrassed. She was ashamed to have asked her husband to do something that her husband hated so much.
Mother smiled gently, rubbing the top of Sapphira's head affectionately.
"Son, narrated from Anas bin Malik radhiyallaahu ‘anhu from Nabi shallallaahu ‘alaihi wa sallam he said:
أَلاَ أُخْبِرُكُمْ بِنِسَائِكُمْ فِي الْجَنَّةِ؟قُلْنَا بَلَى يَا رَسُوْلَ الله كُلُّ وَدُوْدٍ وَلُوْدٍ، إِذَا غَضِبَتْ أَوْ أُسِيْءَ إِلَيْهَا أَوْ غَضِبَ زَوْجُهَا، قَالَتْ: هَذِهِ يَدِيْ فِي يَدِكَ، لاَ أَكْتَحِلُ بِغَمْضٍ حَتَّى تَرْضَى
“Will I tell you about your wives in heaven?”, They replied: “Of course, O Rasulullaah!” Nabi Shallallaahu ‘alaihi wa sallam replied: “A loving woman is fertile. When she was angry, or mistreated or her husband was angry with her, she said: “This is my hand over yours, my eyes will not be closed until you are glad.” (CHR. Ath Thabani in Al Ausath and Ash Shaghir. See Ash Shahhah hadith no. 3380)
"Safira wants to be a woman of paradise for Ali'kan?" This question may be childish but for both of them this is important.
"Safira wanted it so much, Mother." He answered in a somewhat stinging voice.
Mommy smiled, "Then meet Ali, grab her hand and say sorry. Speak carefully so that the angels and angels of heaven do not call out cruel words to you, son."
Slowly Sapphira nodded her head. After rubbing her face, Mother helped her wake up. Waiting for Safira to clean the face in the bathroom, then Mother helped Sapphira using thin makeup on Safira's face. Choose the best clothes from the wardrobe and spray fragrances in several parts.
"Mashaa Allah, Sis Sapphira is very beautiful. Sifa guarantee deh Mas Ali must immediately melt his heart when he saw Kak Safira." Sifa suddenly went into the room, making Safira harrumphed as well as getting more nervous.