
Today I returned to Bogor to be escorted by Mang Asep. Whether this is the best option or not. But now I'm desperate.
I took the initiative to contact Om Heru, to announce my proposal tomorrow.
Then I called Om Heru.
Me : Assalamualaikum Om
About Heru: Nad Waalaikumsalam, why Nad?
I'm : Look Om, I'm sorry to interrupt, tomorrow I'm proposed to Nathan Om, if Om deigns Om tomorrow comes in Bogor at 10:00
Om Heru: Thank goodness if you accept Nathan, Satrio would be happy. Although actually Om wants you to marry Satrio, because only you are compatible with Satrio, well but want how, that child until now does not know where, Om dizzy to look for him. Tomorrow Om will present Nad, Mang Ujang has been there, so it is easy
I'm : I'm sorry, Om, I don't mean to be unfaithful, only now I have no choice Om, anyways this might please Satrio later. Thank you, Om
Om Heru: Yes Nad, but if you do not love Nathan you do not have to maxain Nad, only Om believes Nathan is a good person, so it can definitely make you fall in love. Both Nad, hopefully smooth the show
I'm : I don't know Om, I admire Nathan, but awe doesn't mean love, I hope it's the best
Om Heru: Yeaudah ye must be zealous, Om will support your decision
Me: Yes, Om, I closed the phone first
About Heru: Yes Nad, see you
Then I turned off the phone call.
The rain had stopped, the sky was also starting to clear. Then I sent a message to Satrio's number. This is the last attempt and the last message.
Me: Morning Sat, how are you ? Oh well finally your dream can I realize, tomorrow Nathan will propose to me, hopefully this is the best choice. I'm sure you'll be happy, hopefully. Thank you for everything, I hope you are well wherever you are.
Then the message was just one check.Yes how, I should not tell him. Although futile.
Not to forget also I informed Mimin and Siska through a message, their response was the same, shocked and happy. His name is a friend, will definitely feel happy, if his best friend wants a proposal.
Then I fell asleep in Nathan's car, it felt like I was getting a little dizzy. Better get some sleep first. A long journey.
I fell asleep.
"I where ?" I asked while looking at this strange place
"Nad, hey it's Satrio, you're with me now" he said
"Satrio, I miss you so much, where are you going? you're the same as me." I hugged him
He returned my embrace and did not let go for long.
"Darling with me, I'm not going anywhere, I'm always around you, whenever and wherever you are, as long as you're okay, I'm the same. I'm really happy, you're finally going to be asked by my best friend, Nathan. He's a good man Nad, don't you waste it." he said
"Sat, please take me where you're going, I don't want to be with anyone else, I want to be with you. Even though Nathan is good but can't take your place." I held his hand and cried sobbing
"Hey beautiful, you don't come with me, it's very dangerous for your safety, you have to be happy, even if not with me, congratulations baby, sorry I have to go" she said, letting go of my hand
"Sat... Satrio don't go." I screamed
Then I woke up from my sleep, it was just a dream. Naturally, maybe because I missed too much I had a dream.
"Non Nadia has nothing?" asked Mang Asep
"It's okay, it was just a nightmare, maybe because I'm not feeling well" I said
"Oh so, Mamang shocked, thought Non why shouting Den Satrio name, surely Neng kangen really ya?"tanyanya
"Yeah Mang."My mouth is moody
I just smiled at Mang Asep.
We finally arrived.
At home, I was greeted by the twins and the father. While Mang Asep went straight back to Bandung.
"Thank you Mang, be careful on the road." I said
"Sama-sama Non, tomorrow Mamang here again." said Mang Asep
"Ok Mang, take Bi Asih yaa." I said
"Ready." he said
Then he left my house and I went to my Father and my sisters.
"Assalamualaikum." I said and kissed the hand of the Father
"Waalaikumsalam." said Father and Sisters, then Dina and Dina kissed my hand
We cuddled. Then we sat on the bench outside the house.
"Nad, put the goods here first, you want to talk to you, before your mother comes, Dina Dini Dini there enter first, keep an eye on Mother so you don't get here first" said Father
"Yes, sir." said Dina Dini into the house
"Yes sir, why sir?."you then put the bag on the outside table
"Are you sure Nak wants to marry Nathan? is it too soon to decide? You know you're still very in love with Satrio." said the Father
"Well, sir, I'm pushing to get married, while I promised Mom I'd get married this year. Unfortunately Satrio has no news to this day. So Nadia better nerima Nathan, anyway this is also at the suggestion of Satrio through his letter, maybe this is the best sir" I said
"Hemm, I'm kasian with you, if Satrio there is sure you are not as sad as this, but I agree more with Satrio, because you already know his family. Nathan is good, only if you don't love me neither can you" he said
"Yes, sir, hopefully this is the best for Nadia and for everyone. Besides you should have Nadia married right.Motherwise Mom threatened to match me with Mr. Camat. Yes, obviously it's crazy, I want to run away also can't. Yeah, I better get Nathan who's obviously good and I know him." I said
"But you don't think, koq Nathan wants to be with you? is it because of love? or pity, or even at Satrio's request?." asked the Father
"Either sir, I am also shocked, I still doubt, fearing this because of his pity. I honestly don't feel good about Nathan, afraid he's forced to, but he says he's sure?"I said and then sighed
"Yes, hopefully it's true son he loves you, if not, I'm worried about your marriage later, afraid it will hurt you all" said the Father
Then suddenly Mom shouted.
"Dina Dini, I want to go out to the stall, koq Mother is blocked anyway." shouted Mom
"Yaudah sir, I went in first, I'm afraid you're suspicious" I said
Father just nodded.
Then I went in.
"Assalamualaikum ma'am." I kissed Mom's hand
"Waalaikumsalam son of Mother, koq already nyampe no ngabarin Mother?" said Mother happy
"Yeah I forgot Mom" I said
"Judah there rest first, I want to prepare for tomorrow's proposal. You can't be tired." said Mother
I just nodded and my bag was carried by Dina and Dini. Then we entered the room.