I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 9.6
After shopping, we drove her home to Nathan's.
After that we went to the cafe together. Actually I forced to go to the Cafe, but because I called Mom so Mom could go home quickly to Bogor, I finally wanted to go home. Besides, I asked Nathan to keep his promise to come and propose to me. And Nathan agreed and I could only wait for a miracle, how helpless I was. Can only wait for the uncertainty from him.
5 days later...
Day in and day out, it's been the 6th day since the bet with Nathan and Satrio hasn't been heard either. Every morning and night I would stop by his house to see if he was there. But in fact he doesn't exist. Even I have often sent messages to his phone number, but my efforts were in vain, the number has until now been inactive.
This morning I was off work, and then I came to Satrio's house.
"For Mang." I said to Mang Ujang who was sitting on the post
"Eh Neng Nadia, come here again, want to enter Neng? just enter, after all Mr. Heru can also koq, just consider it his own home." he said
"Makasih Mang, oh yes I made chicken porridge for Mamang, hopefully Mamang like." I said then gave it to Mang Ujang
"It's really good Neng, thank you, if it goes in Neng" he said
"Sama-sama Mang, I'm permission to go to the flower garden yaa." I said
"Please Neng, anyway mah for Neng Nadia mah free" he said
Then I smiled and entered the gate into the garden.
I surrounded the garden of Satrio's house while picking 1 more and more white roses here, although Satrio was not there but Mang Ujang diligently took care of him. This is all he might have left for me, but I feel both happy and sad.
While walking and holding flowers, I kept reminiscing about those times, unknowingly tears trickled down these cheeks. My heart hurts so much. Suddenly it rained, strange was the usual weather, there was no sign of rain. Ah not much different from the same feeling, can change at any time.
But I'm not the shelter even fun to enjoy the rain while crying.
Then I sat on that swing, a swing that became a great memory.
Under the rain, I delivered a message verbally to Satrio.
"Sat, I miss you, maybe if you don't come back today, I can't visit this place anymore, because surely Nathan's family will come to propose to me tomorrow. Sat, is this your plan ? I want to marry Nathan. This was my dream, but not now. I don't want to be with anyone but you. But since I'm not a broken man, well I'll marry Nathan, if that's what you want and if that's what makes you satisfied I'll do it !"I said crying and upset
Suddenly someone was holding me from behind.
"Satrio, is that you?."many of me while facing backwards
"Not Nad, it's me Nathan, I came here to pick you up, it's raining, you'll be sick Nad" she said gently
Then Nathan threw the blue umbrella on the ground and he sat beside me.
"Eh koq his umbrella was thrown away? you'll be sick later?" I said in a panic
"Nothing Nad, I also want to take a rain shower like you, I will promise to nemenin you anytime, so let me also here with you" he said
I began to be moved by Nathan's struggle, Nathan was a good and sincere man, not worthy of me being evil with him. After all Satrio wants me to be close to Nathan, so it's better that I accept him from today. I really can't bear to make him sad, because he's so good to me.
"Aren't you dumb? why else Nad?" he said
"No, sorry. I was just thinking, like our bet yesterday that won for sure you, I feel no sign of Satrio back." I said while staring at the rain
"Oh you give up, good, yes you better prepare yourself to go home to Bogor, tomorrow I will take my Mama and Papa there to propose to you. Believe me, I can definitely be happy with you, does not Satrio also agree with it all?" he said
"Yes you're right, I lost. Well tomorrow I wait for you in my house, I am ready to open my heart to you, yes it may be the best, but do you mind if I still do not love you?."
"Oh my God, what a dream, thanks for the chance Nad. I don't mind, I'm sure you'll love me for a long time, because that love doesn't come from habituation. I trust Nad, so you don't have to worry" she said, looking at me
"Jude, let's go home, get ready for tomorrow. Oh yes, your parents know and agree?."tanyaku
"For that matter do not have to worry, my mother agrees, as long as I am happy and for my Papa is also safe, as long as Mama assures, Papa also does not mind. I hope it's good tomorrow" he said
"Judah come on, we have to hurry home and get changed" I said
"All right, come on, Nad" he said
Then I put the white rose on the weave where I sat. As a sign that I gave up waiting for Satrio. Even everyone already really doesn't know where he is, what can I do? I can't stay here forever, waiting for uncertainty, I'm just afraid of hurting my family. Even accepting Nathan actually hurts my heart. Nothing, family is more important. Pity if more gossip in the neighborhood of the house in Bogor.
Then Nathan and I came home from Satrio's palace, I said goodbye to Mang Ujang, and said that today was the last day I came here. Mang Ujang also grieved, but still gave a message so that whenever I want, I can come here.
Then I left the house feeling sad and hurt. I got in Nathan's car and finally got to his house.
Then I hurriedly took a shower and changed clothes, I immediately told Mother, that tomorrow Nathan's family will come, Mother was very happy. Today I am preparing to return to Bogor with Nathan driver. And Nathan prepares to go to Jakarta to pick up his parents.
And tomorrow will happen, the day I realize Satrio's wish to be with Nathan.
"You must be satisfied, right, Mas?" my heart