I'm Not an Old Virgin
Season II: Mahligai of Love (Chapter 7.11)
"Nobody knows about this other than the three of us, except.." Mega could not continue.
He did not dare to say it but Ai and Asri knew who Mega meant.
This afternoon they met with Ustad Vano and Ustad Azam and their students in front of a relaxing park that usually santriwati use to discuss or study.
There they spoke for a while, explaining to Ustad Vano and Ustad Azam the reason why they were sheltering in that place.
This was only a short conversation, the three of them also did not ask for help from Ustad Vano and Ustad Azam in order to give them a way to contact both parents at home.
"I know you doubt them but think about it no one knows about it and can help us but the two of them." Seeing the silence of his two friends, Asri decided to make a sound.
They really had no idea other than this. Also, they could not deny that the influence of the two Ustad was so good in the boarding school that the 'people' that Ustazah meant were none other than Ustad Vano and Ustad Azam.
"Oh, what if it's them? We just need to thank them for their 'genuine' kindness'." Mega said indifferently.
Whether it was happy or sad, no one knew what he was feeling right now.
Ai gave a small smile, "Bega's right, if there's a chance we'll say thank you to them."
"Of course we should value the good of others.." He felt the atmosphere here was a bit untrue.
Shouldn't they both be happy to get the attention of Ustad Vano and Ustad Azam?. The Asri mind is confused.
Instead of being happy he felt that these two friends had suddenly turned melancholy.
But he only harbored it because he knew that it was Ai and Mega's privacy. For now their friendship is still not appropriate to be able to share personal problems.
Then they don't talk anymore. The room they were heading to was indeed not far away but somehow it felt a bit far away while looking at him.
Mega turned her gaze staring at the tall building far away there. It was a male santri school, a forbidden place for female students. They would never set foot in there for life.
Mega smiled faintly, the shadows of the past as if to knock her heart out so as not to ever soar hope again even though she knew that her heart was still the same for that frozen man.
If he did it, it doesn't mean he did it because he likes me.
Huh..
He, well what he said is true. They no longer have any relationship, rather their relationship used to be just a title but does not involve feelings.
Only Mega the only people who act like they are a very harmonious and loving couple. Though facts?
The fact that the love he had clapped one hand, wasn't that pitiful?
Meanwhile, Ai also does not want to be overshadowed in false hopes that the edges must make him sick.
He smiled slightly, drowning the pain that pierced his heart falling deeply. He must be conscious and he must realize that,
She was with a beautiful girl and liked by everyone. This kindness is just pure because he is a good person, he can help anyone he wants and I shouldn't get caught up in this false feeling..
Ai, stop, really!
Don't torture this heart again and stop being stubborn. Look carefully if he already has another girl in his eyes!
You are just a stranger, you are just a stranger who happens to know him first. But to him, you are a stranger who does not deserve to be part of his memory.
So, Ai stop. Don't make yourself sick again. His mind whispered, making his chest tight and painful.
It's really uncomfortable, loving someone who already has someone else in it is very uncomfortable.
But he can't blame anyone. If there is then the person who deserves the most blame is himself, the one who is too hopeful to have someone who is born perfect.
Hah, ironically he likes someone just because of the short memories from the ludicrous childhood.
"I'd like to carry out a closed life right here." He said he had no other choice.
This way he could forget about Ustad Vano slowly.
"me too. I can't wait to live a closed life." Said Mega beside him.
1 year without seeing it, he sure will soon forget it.
"Oh Allah, I do not want to live a closed life! 1 Year is too long!" Here, the only person who refused was none other than Asri.