I'm Not an Old Virgin
Season II: Mahligai of Love (Chapter 6.3)
I can definitely go through it all!
"It's okay, Ai. This might hurt. It might hurt a lot but this is the price I have to pay to love her. This was the price I had to pay for being too bold to fall in love and this was the price I had to pay to expect a man who already had another girl in his heart. Well, the pain's only temporary." At every step I tried to strengthen my heart that I could get through this despite the pain.
I told my heart that this was the price I had to pay for all the steps that God did not take. It's a punishment for expecting too much of a man who already loves another girl.
This is the end, Ai.
"Don't, you're finally done! Me and Mega were planning on coming for you." Asri's cheerful voice pulled me from my mind.
I smiled faintly, "I'm sorry, did I make you guys wait?"
"No, me and Asri have also just finished." Sitting on the ground, Mega's face looked much more grim than before.
It seems like today he and I were really unlucky.
"Let's go back to the dormitory, it's too hot in here and my body is also sticky." Take Mega to stand.
I also want to leave immediately, fortunately Mega has the same thoughts as me.
"Yes, I also want to clean myself up immediately." I need time to calm down.
"So fast?" Asri's face looked red and unwilling.
"Is your body not stuck in the sun?" Ask wonder.
She smiled shyly,"Em.my body is actually not too sticky.ah, never mind! Let's go back to the hostel and have a clean bath!"
After that the three of us brought baskets each to meet Kak Sasa and the others. When I handed them my vegetable basket, I lowered my head more or turned my face to look at the expanse of rice fields.
Fortunately Kak Tiara and Kak Frida did not bring up the problem again so that my heart was not stricken with pain anymore.
On the way back to the dormitory the three of us were more silent and busy with their respective minds.
"I miss Mom and Dad." I muttered to myself.
But it turns out Mega also heard what I said.
"I miss Mama and Dad too." He said he looked like I thought.
"Hem, I'd like to meet you and Mom too." Asri chimed in.
We all miss our parents. Far from them it felt so helpless and unbearable even if it was just a day.
"I'll call them today." I want to hear Mother's soothing voice.
If I could, I would like to run into her arms and cry as hard as I can. O God, this heart is so longed for Mother.
"Of course, we can go all three after cleaning up at the dorm later." I said I don't mind.
He smiled faintly, "Thank you."
I nodded lightly, looking back at the vast and endless expanse of the sky.
That pain...
I can't say it with words.
...🍁🍁🍁...
"I want to be in the private bathroom." Ai said to the two of them.
Mega doesn't mind, she also stands in a private bathroom right next to Ai.
"I'd rather be closed and alone than crowded."
Asri also had no complaints. She carries her toiletries standing in front of the private bathroom door next to Mega.
Then the three of them went into the bathroom to clean themselves up.
Once inside, Ai put her toiletries first near the bathtub. His head that was a moment ago somewhat calm now began to recall every single word that Frida and Tiara had said.
The information that came so suddenly mixed with the incursion of slicing pain, slowly the warm clear liquid one after another came out from the corner of Ai's eyes. Shedding the pain she had painfully endured in silence without complaining.
"Hiks.it hurts.." His shoulder as he touched his flat chest, flailing his chest hoping that the pain would soon disappear.
It hurts, it hurts so much. Even breathing is difficult. Every time he took a breath, the tightness would pinch him. Piercing him many times mercilessly, Ai even had to hold her breath several times to rest for a while from the next wave of pain.
"Ai's heart hurts.." The pain could not dissipate as strongly as Ai hit her chest.
He gave up, hugging his chest while hoping for his chest to calm down again. But it's all for nothing. The tightness and pain could not dissipate even though he made a lot of effort to eliminate it.
He cried in a sob, his body that was starting to lose energy slowly slumped to the floor. Sitting on the floor to drown the pain in his chest that did not go away.
"Mother.. Hiks' father...Ai misses." His whisper in pain.
Seriate..
Assalamualaikum, everyone. Sorry just got up today. Yesterday my mood was really bad all day so to get out the idea in my head was really very difficult. I really couldn't write yesterday.
Oh yeah, it's 3 chapters first. As promised to Kak Siti Zaida I will be up 4 or 5 chapters, well the rest I will be up later in the afternoon maybe 1 or 2 chapters.
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