I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 7.2
Then after singing to Satrio I immediately worked again serving guests, while Satrio was still busy chatting with Mr. Nathan, he while waiting for me to work.
At 21:00
Time to get home from work.
"Mas, let's go home, I'm done." I said to Satrio in the framework of the play
"Oh it's done, my dear, let's go home" she told me
"You're getting more romantic, you're getting married" Nathan said
"Lu aja bro, you have been dating for a long time, cepetan is halalin, kayak courtship period pay home installments." said Satrio laughing
"Haha could have been you, I also want a spit but Meli is not ready he said, yaudah there go home, beware Nadia is not in any way." said Mr. Nathan diverted the conversation
"Quiet bro I will take care of my whole heart, even the life of the bet." said Satrio
"So, by the way" said Mr. Nathan
Then I let Nathan go home.
"Sir Nathan, we go first." I smiled at Mr. Nathan
"Yes be careful Nad, Nadia do not want to be modusin the same as him." said Mr. Nathan laughed
"Huh look out for you bro." said Satrio laughing at Nathan
Then we say goodbye to my coworkers, I also still live today at Satrio's house, maybe after from Bogor, I just returned to Mr. Nathan's pavilion.
Then Satrio opened the car door for me, closed the car door and then he entered, as usual he never forgot to attach the seat belt for me.
"Sat, I'm a laper deh, I'm eating ya." I said spoiled for hunger
"Geez you laper? hayoo we're eating! , which restaurant are you going to?"satrio said while starting the car engine and starting to run the car did not forget he sounded the car horn to Pak Satpam Cafe while waving his hand.
"No ah, I want to eat pecel catfish, will ya? please, I miss the pecel lele." I looked at him
"Oh more miss pecel than me?" he asked
"I'm jealous of pecel's time." I laughed
"Judah, we seek the one on the side of the road" he said
Then we stopped at the pecel lele stall on the side of the road. Again he treated me well opened the car door for me.
"Nad, put on this jacket, I bought it for you in the mall, worried you're cold, you're in Nathan's house" she said, wearing it to me
I just smiled and fell silent, but did not reject his kindness.
"Thank you, really, really, yuk ah a message, I'm already super laper." I said manyun
Then we sat in a pecel tent, I also ordered 2 pecel catfish +nasi and warm tea water.
"Sorry Sat, maybe you are not used to eating here, I feel bad" I said slowly
"Why apologize? besides this is even good for me, I am learning to live a simple life like you" he said
"Oh yes Sat, tomorrow you want to come to Bogor? to my parents' house?"much
"Tomorrow? , emm actually there is a meeting anyway, but if you want me to really, ok I can, later I cancel everything for you, pity if you go alone, if you go alone, especially I want to know your family." she looked at me inside
"Well I'm not good, I'm sorry, I just want you to mind, so I take you to my house in the village, but Mr. Nathan said he wanted to come, it's okay?"much
"Oh Nathan would like to come? go ahead, I'm happy, gini ya Nadia, I'll be happy with whatever you like, so don't worry, instead of it being good, you can be closer to Nathan, if you love him, go after Nad, I'm okay, in my life, there's nothing else I need to worry about, I just want everyone I love to be happy, including you." he said sadly
Honestly, I was also sad to hear his words, where there are people who are willing to sacrifice for the sake of others as deep as it is, even this is the first time I feel cared for, whether the feeling of what is in my heart, what is in my heart, poor right? or even true said Mimin, I was in real love.
"Hey Nad, even daydreaming, you why the hell, sad koq?" he asked
"No, I'm surprised, you told me to get Nathan, are you okay?"my words ask
"Absolutely okay, you ever read the quote Fiersa Besari ? which sounds :
"Love is not letting go, but letting go.
Not to force, but to fight.
Not giving up, but giving up.
Not chained, but gave me wings."
So I also don't know what feelings are in my head and heart about you, I'm comfortable really close to you, maybe I love you, you're different and special. You always make me understand that life is not that bad, you make me much better than before. I have until now hesitated to ascertain what this feeling is?
Only my heart knows that you must be happy, whatever makes you happy, I will feel it. Because I don't want to regulate your feelings, for the charade it's your duty to obey me, but for the authenticity of your life, I have no right to interfere, so Nadia from now on must pursue whatever Nadia wants, I'm sincere, from Nadia happy and never sad, just me who feels all the bitterness of life." said Satrio teary
Suddenly we were surprised by the rice and pecel catfish that were ready to eat. Satrio and I started eating. I see Satrio is not ashamed at all even very greedy eating his pecel.
But in my heart, I felt a deep pain, because Satrio's words really made me not be able to say anything, what was the point that he had started to love me? and he told me to go after Nathan? Satrio is a strange man who cannot be guessed and I am a woman who is falling into my own game. It felt like this feeling was growing rapidly as time went on. All of his words and attitude really touched my cold heart. Ah Satrio why should I know you. These are the words spoken in me. Even though I was eating with her, my mind was instead reminded of her words just now.
"Nad, it's real delicious you know, I've only been here for the first time, koq like my tongue fits." he said melting the frozen atmosphere
"It's delicious, you do eat it in a mulu restaurant, once help the roadside traders, their food is good and clean koq, the quality is not less the same restaurant." I said smiling
"Yes, sorry I don't know, no one else never stepped on, fortunately you took me, so I know how good it is to eat on the side of the road let alone the same you" he said laughing
"That's dreadful again." I said
Then we laughed together...