
Something is strange. My lower abdomen suddenly felt sore, but this should not be my schedule come months when viewed from the schedule that the doctor set. Usually I'll come every month every two months but why suddenly tonight my stomach hurts?
"Ai, what's wrong?" I felt Asri twist her body to get closer to me.
I pulled my hand out of my stomach and tried to look fine. I have to eat even though I have no***** to eat even a little because of the pain in my stomach.
"It's okay." I said I didn't dare to look at his face directly.
"If you're sick or uncomfortable just say so we can tell Ustazah later." Mega said at the side, whispering.
I then shook my head. Both of my hands were indeed cold sweaty but I was still able to endure it all.
"I'm fine." I said, hoping God would lift the pain in my stomach.
I don't want to burden anyone and I don't even want to trouble anyone. I have to bear it myself for now because after all, in the dormitory I already have a lot of vitamins to increase my energy.
"Eat time in 5 minutes." The loudspeakers above our dining tent generously reminded.
O Allah, my food will be wasted because nothing can enter my mouth. Whenever there is food coming in I definitely cannot swallow it and**** my meal disappears.
This is the reason why Mother always keeps me at home if the moon comes I have to contact her. But I don't know if my month is coming 1 month ahead of schedule and I don't have any preparation at all.
"You don't seem well. The rice on your plate alone doesn't change much." Said Mega while pulling my plate.
"I'm not currently *****. If I'm hungry, I can eat bread in my room." I honestly want to sleep right now.
"It's a pity to throw away food. Asri, finish off Ai's food before there's a lookout for Ustazah." Mega pushed my plate in front of Asri.
"What the hell am I?" Said protest.
I'm not comfortable giving her my leftovers.
"Aren't you, are you?" Ask Mega.
"Oh my God, please dong. I'm still hungry hehe.." He said while securing the food.
Me and Mega then spent our 5 hours watching Asri finish his meal voraciously. In addition, I also try to adjust my breath so as not to sound as hasty and relaxed as usual.
After getting out of the dining booth we immediately went to the mosque to carry out our punishment. Once there the three of us saw a great crowd gathered in front of the mosque, not least Ustad Vano and his other companions. But Ustad, who is next to Ustad Vano, I know him well enough because they have met several times together.
"Assynogaal?" Mega greeted me without enthusiasm, it seemed.
He was one of the disciplinary officers so it was no wonder he was here. It's just that I feel uncomfortable in a face like this many pairs of eyes.
Did Frida ever tell them anything about me?
"You're here already." I bow my head unwilling to look at him, well.he is Ustad Vano. The man I wanted to avoid.
"Do you know what punishment you're going to take?" Ask Ustad Vano to us.
Ugh, my stomach hurts so much.
I bit my lip to hold the pain."We know, Ustad."
O God, why have You brought this advantage at such an inopportune time?
It hurts, God, my stomach and back hurt.
"It's good if you know. Inside you only need to sweep the second floor and the rest you can do tomorrow on Sunday." Fortunately, we won't be long.
Oh God, please strengthen me.
It's just for a little while until we're done sweeping and cleaning.
"Good, Ustad."
"Now you can go." He said ordered.
I squeezed both my hands to strengthen myself. When I carried my legs, stepping on my knees, I suddenly limp, unable to hold my body weight. I fell to the floor and was immediately helped up by Mega and Asri.
"Are you okay, Ai?" Asking worried.
I smiled, keeping my body from going limp like that again.
"I'm fine, I'm fine." I said to them.
I must be fine.
To be honest it's a shame I fell in front of so many people. Especially here there is Ustad Vano and his colleagues. I don't know what they were all thinking when they saw me fall.