I'm Not an Old Virgin
Season II: Mahligai Love (Chapter 10.8)
"Snack." This was not Almaira's word, but this was the first word that came out of Sasa's mouth, the girl who stopped her reading just to listen to Tiara speak.
"Justa-" Tiara was very happy that Sasa also gave a good reaction but had not had time for him to finish his words, Sasa had already cut or rather he reconnected the words that he had not had time to finish.
"You're a freak, Tiara." Sasa's words made Tiara freeze and Almaira flustered.
"Why am I weird?" Tiara did not expect Sasa to say this.
Sasa let out a long sigh, he shifted his seat so tilted that the three of them could face off.
"That night I also talked to the doctor about Aishi Humaira's condition and I also saw for myself how she was in there. His left wrist," He raised his left wrist to the front of the two of them as a demonstration.
"Pierced an intravenous needle but his face showed no reaction. He really fainted, I didn't lie. Even I was also briefly told by the doctor about his medical record for several years before coming here. And believe it or not in his left wrist there are a lot of infusion needle marks that have started to fade. Tell me what does this mean? Do you think he pretended to faint just to attract the attention of Ustad Vano? Come on Tiara, not everyone has shallow thoughts like you." Sasa explained clearly, making Tiara's face change color in a very short time.
When Sasa had already spoken what came out of his mouth was honestly quite biased, making Tiara the interlocutor for a moment have to regulate his emotions before continuing the conversation.
For Sasa, he had to be careful enough because Sasa was not as easy as Almaira.
Tiara smiled faintly, "So what do you think I said earlier was a lie?"
"True Sa, how could you say that he was lying when that night he clearly saw Aishi just pretending to be." Almaira also did not think with Sasa's mind when it came to saying that Tiara was lying.
Tiara is a good santri. They have been friends since the first year of living in a boarding school and have experienced the joys and sorrows together.
"Oh, so you want to say if what Tiara said was true and what I said was a lie?" Sasa threw the more difficult question, he flipped the question to the two of them.
"No, it's not what you think."
"Then why are you questioning yourself at the same time you don't want to be questioned? Almaira, think straight." Sasa said with a smile that was difficult to say as a smile.
"I'm.." Almaira was somewhat embarrassed of her being subtly insinuated.
"I speak like this as the chief disciplinary officer of the princess dormitory. Please, don't spread any more untrue rumors or make it difficult for an innocent person here at all. If you don't want to listen to me then this matter can only be left to Umi as the manager of the girls dormitory, we will see what steps he will take for this matter. And Almaira, you're a smart girl and not a kid anymore. Be an adult and not just because listening to someone's story makes you instantly taste someone's life is problematic. Love is blinding because that is why we are forbidden to establish love and put that feeling in the right place, if the feeling is not placed properly then this is what happens. You forget your adab as a santri, forget the sciences you have demanded here. Please, don't cross the line. The Ustad Vano that you guys fuss about doesn't actually like this type of girl. Especially if he knows you've dared to complicate the life of a santri here, rest assured he'll never want to talk to you again." Sasa spoke frankly without seeing the position Tiara was a friend and Almaira was Pak Kyai's daughter.
He just said what he should have said. Clean up what needs to be cleaned and illuminate what should be illuminated. Because of love sometimes a person can forget which steps are right and wrong even though they live in a boarding school. Hey, demons will not choose a place to go about their duty of misleading humans. Whether it's inside a mosque, a boarding house, or at home if humans are already negligent then it's a great opportunity for the devil to mislead.
So stand in the way of God. Do not turn anywhere because there is no place to lean most firmly except on Him, there is no place to complain except to Him, and there is nothing more romantic than to Him. Then make God fall in love with himself, make God embrace and remember himself because when God has fallen in love He will never let His beloved be lost in the world or in the hereafter.
Mashaa Allah, how much Allah loves His servants. No one in this world has a love as sincere and tender as Allah SWT,
لَا حَوْلَ وَلَا قُوَّةَ إِلَّا بِاللهِ العَلِيِّ العَظِيْمِ
Haula wa la quwwata illa billahil 'aliyyil azhimi
"There is no power and effort except by the power of Allah, the most exalted."