I'm Not an Old Virgin
Season II: Mahligai of Love (Chapter 5.11)
Oh my God, what is Ustad Vano doing here?
Those were the first words that were buzzing inside my head. I would love to see Ustad Vano, if I could I would like to say hello to him. But I don't know where to start, even more so I'm afraid he's giving the same response as we started yesterday.
Honestly, I wanted to ask him directly about the photo of our lost childhood memories and about the letter. I wonder if he's the one who took the photo and who sent the letter. I want to know God, but..
What am I supposed to do?
Right now I am very nervous and have no courage. I didn't have the slightest bit of courage to ask Ustad Vano all this. In addition to this is a boarding school where every little thing that is considered suspicious will be counted taboo.
However, if I do not ask Ustad Vano then my heart will forever be caught in an obscure confusion.
Oh my God, am I not too embarrassing? I love it but I don't have the courage to just say hello.
"Mashaa Allah, Ustad Vano and Ustad Azam want a demo of what brings many handsome santri to the rice fields."
I raised my head again looking towards the side of the road. There Kak Sasa and the others lowered their heads not daring to stare at the group of Ustad Vano. While Ustad Vano was seen greeting them but from a considerable distance and looked cold as usual.
"What are they talking about with the three of them?"
I don't know either, Asri. Just as your joy is deep in my heart I am very curious about what they are talking about.
There was nothing strange about Ustad Vano even though he was dealing with 3 beautiful girls that my friends talked about in the room last night. They are intelligent, beautiful, and known by many so how could they not be envious?
To be honest, I'm not that different from them. I am also envious for their perfection and outstanding achievements.
Huh..
Mega seemed to be looking around this rice field looking for something so I took part in circulating my gaze to look around.
In the rice field where we stand there are 3 kinds of plants planted. The first row is cucumber, the second is spinach, and the third is potatoes. They are all healthy and pamper the eyes.
"Mega, where do you want to go?" Asri's voice suddenly distracted me.
I seemed too cool with my thoughts so I didn't realize that Mega had walked a few steps somewhere.
"I'll dig up potatoes. We'd better get the job done so we can quickly finish this sentence and get back to the dorm." He said it didn't look okay.
A few minutes ago Mega still looks fine but now somehow the aura that comes out of her body seems to give distance to me and Asri.
What was this change in his mood due to the arrival of Ustad Azam?
Because Asri said last night Mega and Ustad Azam had a short talk with a tense atmosphere between them.
After that he went to bring his vegetable basket. I thought he was going to go find the quietest place to calm his mind and heart.
Huh..
I also had to find a quiet place to calm my heart. I needed time to contain this nervous feeling even though I was well aware of not wanting to be away from Ustad Vano.