I'm Not an Old Virgin

I'm Not an Old Virgin
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"I'm pregnant, doc?" His face looked surprised to see the results of the blood tests in his hands.


Getting pregnant?


He never imagined there would come a day when this impossible thing would happen to him in this life.


"Yes, you're pregnant. Your gestational age is in the second month." The doctor who was across the table confirmed without the slightest hesitation.


He was surprised, his eyes once again looked at the white paper he had in hand.


"But.. how can it?" He knows how his body is.


"You have a uterus so why can't that happen?" The doctor asked with a reasonable expression.


She does have a uterus but why is her pregnancy only now after years of intercourse. She honestly had a hard time believing this even though she had a womb in her body. He thought the womb was made by God just to be a display during life. He did not expect that this womb would function someday.


"But doc.I am a hermaphrodhit and pregnancy should not happen to me.."


Ah, hermaphrodhit.


This is also true.


He was born a hermaphrodhit. 


The man God created with two different genders. Some people consider this birth a 'disability' while others consider this birth to be a 'greatness' of the Creator.


The doctor on the other side fixed the location of his glasses with a serious expression.


"It is true that there is less chance of pregnancy to a human being born hermaphrodhit but that does not mean it cannot happen. Of the 10 cases of hermaprodhit birth 3 of them successfully conceived and gave birth safely. Rein, you are so lucky to be one of them. This is a gift God gave you and your partner."


Rein was stunned, a few seconds later his surprised face was replaced with a very sweet smile. Although surprised but he was also happy to get this happy news. His life with the lover will not be lonely again in the future because of the presence of their two children.


"Of course, doctor, I'm very lucky to have this child. Then I have to get home now before he nags at me again." Rein wanted to go home soon and tell her lover about this happy news.


She looked forward to what reaction her lover gave after hearing this glad tidings.


"Hahaha, your reaction has quickly changed. Thank goodness Rein, you can accept this advantage." The doctor stood up too.


Giving Rein a smile that a father could never get in this life.


"Doctor joked, this is happy news so why should I refuse it?" Rein said jokingly.


"I'm saying goodbye, good night."


After paying the hospital administration fee Rein immediately got out of the hospital and stopped a taxi. He went to the supermarket before returning home.


Fortunately the supermarket is not too crowded and many discounted foodstuffs are big because soon it will close. This good opportunity Rein took advantage of to buy a lot of groceries to stock one week at home. He also specifically bought food ingredients that the lover liked.


"Tonight I'll give him a surprise, I hope he doesn't come home from work too soon." She hoped to be accompanied by a sweet smile.


Within 30 minutes he almost filled a trolley. If only he wasn't in a hurry then maybe 2 or 3 trolleys he could fill tonight. But since this was a special night Rein didn't want to waste too much time.


After he finished choosing the groceries he brought all his groceries to the cashier. While waiting for the cashier to count his groceries, Rein took the time to think about what cuisine he would make tonight. He also thinks of foods that are suitable for the nutrition of the prospective baby to stay healthy in the womb. Thinking of that her right hand involuntarily stroked her stomach with a gentle and affectionate gesture. This movement did not escape the eyes of the female cashier.


He looked at Rein strangely for making the gentle gesture that a woman should have made. Because in his eyes the movement of Rein's hands seemed to indicate that there was live meat in his flat stomach.


Then his eyes looked at Rein's beautiful face that didn't match the image of an adult male. The specially groomed face looked bright and soft-looking skin color, not much different from that of a woman.


Slowly, the cashier began to conclude and understand Rein's unreasonable behavior for a man. Starting from shopping like a woman, beautiful face and well-groomed skin, and lastly strange movements that steal the attention. The cashier thought that Rein was part of a group of people who aspired to be a woman when in fact they were men.


Are their dreams too ridiculous?


"How can this boy act unreasonable?" The cashier muttered without controlling the volume of his voice.


Rein was startled, he lowered his hand while correcting his expression. He was embarrassed of course, but that didn't mean he could complain. It is already a law of nature in this world that the strange and the different are the minority. They are hard to accept in this vast society.


"The total is 412,000, whether using cash or not?" The cashier has completed all the counts.


Unlike the first, the woman now appeared to be indifferent to Rein.


"Just be it." Rein took out 5 pieces of red paper from inside his wallet.


He gave it to the woman.


While waiting for the change, Rein picked up his bag of groceries that had been filled with various kinds of food.


"This is the change, thank you for coming to visit."


Rein then took the money without saying anything and immediately got out of the supermarket to hail a taxi. As soon as he got into the taxi he immediately leaned his head on the seat.


Today was quite exhausting.


He then turned on his phone screen while checking if there was a reply message from the lover. But apparently there is still no reply at all.


Rein thought that maybe the lover was very busy at the office because for a few days now he rarely went home and did not have time to contact him.


He understood the position of the lover but he also could not deny how lonely he had been all along. He misses the lover who has started to lose time to him for work reasons and so on.


Honestly, Rein wants to spoiled again to the lover.


Sighing deeply, he turned his gaze staring out the window of the taxi. Noticing the bustling atmosphere out there that Rein couldn't enjoy even if he wanted to.


"Sir. stop!" The screams of Rein made the taxi solupir immediately brake suddenly.


Fortunately there were no other vehicles behind them so no one felt harmed.


"Sorry before.but can you back off again?" Rein was embarrassed but he could not help his shock.


He was sure that the person he saw earlier was not the lover but still he wanted to confirm it.


"certain." The taxi driver was not angry despite being a bit upset.


He followed Rein's will, retreating backwards until Rein asked the taxi driver to stop right in front of the famous hotel building in their city.


"Why is Davin with another woman?" Rein asked began to feel uncomfortable.


In front of the hotel he sees Vano walking with a beautiful woman. When viewed from his appearance Rein was sure the woman was a model or the like.


It seems that the two of them will enter the hotel.


Shaking, Rein took his cell phone to call the lover's number. The lover's first call still hasn't picked him up, Rein thinks maybe he didn't bring a cell phone or maybe he didn't hear the sound of his phone.


But Rein insisted on calling again.


The second call of the lover still did not lift but from the window of the car Rein saw the woman hugging Vano's arm while whispering something into his ear.


His actions are intimate like lovers in general. Making Rein subconsciously bite his lips held back the tightness that increasingly filled his heart.


After getting a whisper from the woman, Davin reached into something from his pocket.


"What's wrong?" Vano's lazy voice sounded from Davin's phone.


Rein smiled a little holding tight, apparently his lover did not forget to bring a cell phone or not hear the sound of his call. Maybe he did it intentionally.


"Where are you, baby?" Rein asked trying to hold back the sound.


Davin at the other end seemed to pull the woman into his arms, holding the woman's slender waist in a sensual and intimate gesture.


"I'm in the office again, why?" Even his voice was now more indifferent than before and he even lied.


That's not true, though,


The fact is Davin has been indifferent to him for some time. It's just that Rein just realized it at the wrong time.


"What..can you go home tonight?" There was no warm reminiscing liquid on his face that was now starting to turn pale.


"I can't go home tonight, I'm so busy." He answered very busy but the truth is? Rein saw that he was hugging the beautiful and sexy woman right in front of a famous hotel.


"You're so busy. Can I come to your office?" Rein sincerely hopes Davin immediately replies 'yes' and releases the woman from his arms.


Unfortunately, he was too confident.


"Why did you come to my office? Never mind, don't be childish! You came to the office instead of helping but you made trouble for me. Just stay home and wait for me to come home." His voice seemed disturbed and unhappy.


Rein remained silent for a few seconds. His two wet eyes stared blankly at the mismatched couple still standing in front of the hotel. They did not hesitate to make intimate movements even though there were many people paying attention.


Ah, Rein forgot.


They are normal partners so it is perfectly normal to act normally in front of normal people.


"I'll stay home and wait for you to come home. Honey, please don't get too tired to work and just go home." His scales with both wet eyes were still staring blankly at their intimate movements there.


"Hem."


Davin shut off their connection. Out there she seemed to be peeping her lips short, pulling her inside the hotel unaware that a pair of wet eyes were watching her interaction with the woman. The wet-eye owners have not been making a sound since their connection was severed. He simply stared silently at the back of his lover who had been the strongest shield in his life for the past few years.


Now, that back was reluctant to stand up to protect her because there was already a more beautiful and perfect woman in his arms now.


"You know, son, the men of this world aren't just him." Said the taxi driver while giving Rein some tissue.


"Thank you." Rein accepted it politely and immediately wiped a trace of tears from his face.


He turned out to be very crybaby.


"Forget that guy, kid. He doesn't deserve a man as good as you and you only deserve a man more extraordinary than him." The taxi driver was still advising Rein solemnly.


As a man who already had children he could not bear to see Rein's painful expression. He seemed to see if his daughter was in Rein's position now. Crying silently watching a loved one having an affair with another woman.


God, how painful that is.


"Sir, please continue our journey. I'm not feeling well and I want to get some rest." Pinta Rein after wiping away the trace of her tears.


She did not want to cry but her eyes did not want to follow her wishes. They just kept removing as much warm liquid as Rein blinked and removed it.


The taxi driver said nothing more. Although sympathetic but he could not interfere in the personal matters of others. So he went on another trip but at the rate of the taxi he brought as slow as possible so that Rein in the back could rest.


I had expected this day to happen. You will meet a beautiful woman who is born normal like you. When that happens your love for me begins to evaporate like water, drying up without a trace as if it had never existed before.


Davin... Do I still have hope for you?. Can I take this betrayal of yours as a moment of boredom because you'll keep coming back to me, can I?. Inner Rein was still hoping.


It is possible that after many years with Davin began to feel bored and want to feel new things. Once he's tired of the new thing it's possible that Davin will come back to him.


It's probable.


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Rein hasn't slept all night. He stayed up all night thinking about the difficult and beautiful times he had spent with Davin 3 this year. During that time they both made many sweet memories that were immortalized in the form of pictures or beautiful frames.


Davin was embarrassed not because he was stiff but he was ashamed because Rein was not a normal human being. In the eyes of the public they would appear strange and shameful.


"It turns out it's morning." He saw a warm light enter his room.


"Davin's going home and he's going hungry. I have to cook her favorite food."


Rein put back the photos he had been raking all night and arranged them on top of the drawer as before. His face looked pale and exhausted from staying up all night yet he still dragged his thin body into the kitchen.


Taking some of the groceries he bought overnight to cook into a delicious dish.


An hour later Rein had already finished half the dish. He arranged it on the dining table while waiting for the other dishes to ripen.


"I'm home." Davin's heavy voice entered his hearing.


Rein wanted to come over but both of his legs seemed to be nailed on the spot. He could not move and his breathing began to be unstable.


"Oh..are you hungry?" Rein asked without raising his head.


His hands were busy preparing food for Davin.


"What is this morning you cook this much? Are there any guests coming to the house?" Davin doesn't see anything wrong with Rein.


He immediately sat on the chair but did not touch the food Rein gave him as he normally would.


"There's no show, I'm just bored." Rein is lying.


"Good, then sit down. I have something to talk to you about."


Rein's frozen. Slowly his tired face lifted up staring at the arrogant figure of Davin who was no stranger to him.


"What's that about?"


Rein was still standing in place.


"It's about our relationship." Davin's reply made Rein feel a bad feeling.


Even today Rein doesn't see guilt in Davin's eyes for his betrayal last night. It was still cold and probably colder than before.


He wondered if this betrayal had happened long ago?


So it's gonna be like this eventually. Inner Rein.


Rein silently looked at Davin. Waiting for the cruel words that would come out of that haughty mouth.


"Let's break up, Rein." Justright.


Rein thought he would be very surprised but it turned out he wasn't. He was not surprised as if his brain already knew this would happen and although not surprised but the pain in his chest could not be described with words.


The pain was much more than stifling and the pain was much more than the word peri, in the end the word that only Rein could describe was very sick.


Well, it hurts.


A broken heart is painful.


"Why?" He knew the answer but still asked.


Though the answer that comes out of Davin's mouth will add to his wound even deeper.


"I've found the one I love."


So all this time you never loved me?. Inner wounded.


Rein smiled faintly, "Didn't you love me?"


"Now it's not." Davin answered without hesitation. It was as if the 3 years they had spent meant nothing.


It meant that he had never loved Rein from the very beginning.


Rein held his breath.


"Is it because you want a descendant?" If this is the case then Rein could give Davin a descent.


Since she was currently pregnant with their two children, it had already been two months.


Davin is not evasive.


"Of course."


"What if I can get pregnant?" Rein asked a little hope.


"You pregnant?" His eyes looked at Rein from the bottom up.


Clearly, there was a look of condescension in those eyes. Just looking at him Rein already knew he had no hope anymore.


"Don't dream of Rein, wake up." He said he sent a bucket of cold water over Rein's head.


There is no hope anymore, Davin is no longer his.


"You can't give me offspring and you can't satisfy me in bed either. You know.I'm just like the guys out there, like big, soft chests and sexy, voluptuous buttocks. You can't fulfill it all so there's no point wasting my time with you." He said without mercy.


Rein was completely speechless. He was silent because he knew what Davin was saying was true. He doesn't have what Davin wants except this kid. Even though Rein told me about this kid, Davin never seemed to believe it.


From the beginning, Davin probably never loved her.


Hah, how could a normal man like a human not 'normal' like him. Rein should have known he shouldn't have expected as much sincere love as a normal couple would.


He should not be too immersed in false dreams. Now that he did not know the direction of the return home God suddenly woke him from that forbidden dream.


He was alone in the world from the beginning and to the end will always be alone. He should not expect anything that is impossible for him to get.


But Rein was stubborn, he still could not let go of the person who had been living with him for 3 years.


"Then..how the 3 years we spent together, does not that time mean beautiful to you?"


"Beautiful?" He said with a cold laugh.


"That's wonderful for you but for me the 3 years I spent with you were a nightmare! I'm almost crazy every day listening to my office mates talk about how close we are. They say this relationship is disgusting and embarrassing. I'm sick of hearing those damn words, nor am I willing to let my precious time go to waste with you. Hah. Lately I've started to realize that sleeping with you feels unsatisfactory like it used to be so I have a reason to end this damn relationship. Now do you understand?"


So, their bond so far is only limited to body relations or ***?


Stupidly, Rein once thought that this proud man in front of him loved him sincerely. Heh, very stupid.


"Later in the afternoon I'll come get all my stuff. You don't have to clean it up because I'll take care of it myself. Then this house will be yours. You can sell it or occupy it because it is your right. But for sure after this I hope you don't contact me or interfere with my life again because after this I will start a new life with the woman I love." Davin said as he pulled something out of his wallet.


"And this is the last one" He put two checks worth 1 billion on the dinner table.


"I know you don't have a job so use this money to sustain your life." He said in a haughty tone that was quite familiar to Rein.


Rein remembers, this tone Davin always uses when talking to strangers. It means that now Rein is no different from an outsider to Davin, he has become a stranger in Davin's life.


Then the relationship between the two of them over the years turned out to be nothing for Davin. From the beginning, only Rein always thought that the time they had been through so far was a beautiful moment. Beautiful times that he carved well in the memory of his life.


Smile obliquely,"Take this tip from me for all the services you provide every night."


Dert


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Davin's phone on the table started to shake violently indicating someone's call came in. Davin answered without waiting for a long time. The cold, haughty expression on his face immediately turned into a gentle expression when talking to the caller.


"Wait baby, I'll pick you up soon. Well.. wait for me there and don't flirt with any men." His tone is still soft but full of the threat of jealousy.


"Hahah.so last night doesn't mean anything to you. alright.this is what you want, my words can't be pulled.." He waved his hand at Rein while walking out of the house.


He spoke like that with the other woman without caring how Rei felt when he heard her.


Rein still did not make any sound. He stood silently watching Davin's high back which began to disappear from his sight followed by the sound of the door being closed.


Staring blankly at the departure of the cold and haughty figure Davin, his tired eyes then turned to look at the two checks worth 1 billion that Davin put on the table earlier. It was a huge number but Rein was not at all happy to see it.


He never expected that his sincere love would be rewarded with a nominal figure.


His heart was broken, like thousands of knives slicing through it at the same time. His sense of pain was then followed by a pool of warm fluid from both eyes that were still swollen from crying last night.


She cried feeling crushed but her sobbing voice seemed to be swallowed into the stomach.


"I'm so tired." His whisper stared blankly at the warm dish that was still steaming on the table without Davin ever touching it.


"It's over." His eyes now turned to look at the house he had lived in for years with Davin.


The house that Davin bought from his hard work. Not big and not fancy but very comfortable to live in, but it used to be.


Now everything has changed. This house looks scary and too big to live in on its own. Rein also can not stay in this house anymore because he will always be imagined to be the figure of Davin who is loved.


The only man she loves and the only man who breaks her heart.


"No Davin," Rein brought his shunt steps into the kitchen to turn off the stove.


"This house and everything in it is yours. I can't have what you've worked so hard for, I can't be greedy. Living with you despite having to end up sick is the first and last time I'm being greedy with you. Besides I can't be greedy."


He went into the room he was staying in with Davin. Take the backpack that had accompanied her from since High School and put some clothes in it.


Rein did not take the bracelet and necklace that Davin bought him. Rein instead helps Davin store the expensive items on the side of his clothes so that when Davin comes later he can bring the expensive items along with him.


"As long as we're dating you never give me a ring. At first I thought it was because you were still raising money but now I realize, it's not because you can't afford it but you don't want to give it to me." Rein muttered sadly looking at the boxes of jewelry he had already stacked next to Davin's clothes.


She smiled faintly, wiping the tears on her face, Rein looked at this room for the last time. Both of his hands gently rubbed the still flat stomach surface from behind the thin clothes that he had still not changed from last night.


"Son, we have to get out of this house and start a new life in another city. Mommy's afraid that the presence of both of us could delay your father's happiness here. She. go with her love and Mommy should go with you too. We are now living on different paths, Mommy hope that when you are born into this world you will accept Mommy's differences. And Mommy hope God sent you into this world to be born a normal human being, not like Mommy who was born a hermaphrodhit. Because the first thing that will welcome you is pain." Rein only hoped that his son would be born as a normal human being, like Davin.


Don't be like him who was born not 'normal'. Because Rein himself also does not want if his son gets the treatment he gets in this world.


Smile faintly for the last time, "Goodbye my love."


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I will start writing the story of Mahligai Cinta again on September 2. Break back is okay well, the 2nd I definitely update more inshaa Allah