I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 8.6
After a nightmare I fell asleep again.
Morning time...
I got up in a hurry to take a shower, tidy up, pray and rush to the hospital.
"Sir Ma'am, Nadia's permission to go to the hospital, want to see Satrio's condition, Nadia's worried." I said
"Eh you have breakfast first, you will get sick again, sit down quickly." said Mother, tumben attention
Then I sat down for breakfast bread and milk in a hurry.
Then I salim them.
"Hey, why Salim? ? , you are the father of the delivery." said Mr
"Yes there the same father, yaudah mother at home aja yaa, want to help your sisters tidy up at school, hopefully the mother's daughter-in-law quickly healed." said Mother
"Yeah Ma'am, if that's what I'm leaving for, doain yaa Ma'am." said I then Salim
I finally got in my car with Mr. Nathan's car.
Until the hospital. I asked Mang Ujang, Satrio where is Mang now? it's healthy, right? Where's Nathan sir?"ask me
"A..anu Neng, Young Master Alhamdulillah is healthy and has now moved space as well, not in the ER anymore, if Mr. Nathan has gone to the police station to be a witness to the Non Meli case" he said
"Oh thank goodness, where's Satrio's room?."you're impatient
"E.. That's Neng, Young Master has left the hospital, this is Mr. Tipped a letter to Neng" he said
"Get out of the hospital? koq didn't tell me? what the hell is the letter, here Mang."I said I took it and sat down while reading
#Letter from Your Handsome Girlfriend
Dear Nadia Maharani,
Nadia my rainbow that never faded in my eyes, the sunlight that never extinguished in my heart even the sky that always saturate my heart. And you're also the source of the rain in my eyes, which flows profusely every time I remember you, remember that I can't possibly have you let alone be with you.
Nadia, I'm happy to know you, happy to love you, I want you to be happy, never sad even once, because I can't bear it and I can't see it.
Nad, you should know, how happy I was when I first met you, I thought my life would be broken to pieces, I thought my life would be forever quiet and sad. But I was wrong, after I met you, my life was more colorful.
Remember the first time we met at the mall?
When you fight with one of my ex, you throw money in front of me, the first time I meet a woman as brave as you, as tough as you even as arrogant as you.
Nad, you are beautiful, very beautiful.
Actually without me having to open your glasses, I've seen your beauty, the beauty that shines from your heart and from your courage. Because true beauty comes from the soul and the heart and you have it, which not all women have.
Then you remember the time in the barn?
The first time I've ever been honest with a woman about my weaknesses and my scary past, I was confused as to why I was so comfortable with you, that I wasn't ashamed to tell her my secrets, that's what makes me sure that I love you at first sight. That you are the woman I have been looking for in my life, able to calm me down and able to make me comfortable.
That's why I used that time to be your pretend boyfriend, so that I could be close and stay close to you, so that I can get to know you better and maybe make you love me the way I love you. But as time went on, I realized you loved Nathan, so I didn't want you to lie to your heart. I want you to be with Nathan, it'll be better than me. I'm calm if you're with her, she's a nice and sincere person.
But there was a little bit of awareness in my heart, that you actually started to love me as well, I saw it all from your attitude, when you secretly looked at me, secretly kissed me when I was sick, she said, even silently watching. I'm so happy, so happy. It turns out I'm not actually clapping one hand.
But Nad you should know, for me love now is to let my loved ones live comfortably without interruption. I don't want to take you too far in my problems, I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want you to get hurt. There has been quite a lot of loss going on in my life, this time enough, no more, how much I love you sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
Actually today I want to see your face for the last time before I go far away and will not return.Only I am afraid, afraid if I meet you again my intention to leave you I cancel, I'm afraid this love of mine is forcing you to come with me and I'm afraid I won't let you go.
Nad, because I love you, I let you make your choice now and my heart is sure that Nathan is more worthy of looking after you than I am. I'm putting your life at risk. So from today our contract that has not been a month has been terminated, calm for the payment I have transferred, I know you are a good woman and not matre, I know you are a good woman, but let the money be for your family's expenses, no matter how hard you live because of my family. Please apologize to you and your family.
Don't look for me Nad, from now on you won't be able to contact me again, I'll go all the way, my phone number will I throw away, even my abode I will leave it to Om Heru. So don't look for me, I'm fine and I'm healthy.
I'm not doing all this because I don't love you, it's because I love you so much, for your sake and your family I'm sincerely moving away. Thank you for the white love you always give me, from now on I will keep longing for you as deep as my heart. Let me explore my new life. Sorry I'm always so troublesome and troublesome. But I love you Nad. Take good care of yourself.
I love you
From me who loves you ~Satrio ~
Then I clenched the letter and cried, I was helpless.
"Satrio, don't stay with me, I love you Sat." I said softly
"Why are you?" asked the Father
I can only give the letter to my father. Then I forced Mang Ujang to be honest.
"Please tell me, where did the Young Master go?"took me in tears
#Btw this episode the author wrote with tears guys, how do you think? Is Satrio going or not?