I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 27.5
Seeing this her hand spontaneously raised wanted to wipe away Annisa's tears, but unfortunately she could only lift it in half because her hand was so limp.
"Annisa," Call her soft.
Annisa immediately grabbed Umi's hand. He brought Umi's hand to touch her wet face.
"Yes, Umi?"
"10 years ago my heart was so hard on you. I force you to marry a man you don't want and I also doubt your chastity. Son, there is no more painful day than the one that happened 11 years ago. Because that day is the day Umi realizes that Umi was wrong and Umi is not a good mother for you. Umi hurts you, ignores you, and subconsciously pushes you away. And that was my fault. If I am fair to all of you then Saqila will not do evil and neither will you be the victim. Because of my mistake the relationship between the three of you became tenuous, because of my mistake you all hurt and blamed each other. O Allah, forgive my sins. If only I had been fair, if I hadn't been stubborn then all the mistakes in those years would never have happened."
"Umi, enough.." Annisa's whisper wasn't strong.
"Son, do you want to forgive me? Will you forgive all my mistakes that hurt your heart?" He asked in a voice weaker than before.
Sobbing, Annisa repeatedly nodded her head. Kissing Umi's hand many times before saying, "I forgive, Umi. All the mistakes in the past, I've forgiven Umi. Please forgive Annisa too for ever hurting Umi. Annisa's sorry, Umi."
Umi smiled gently. His thumb painstakingly moved to wipe away the tears flowing down Annisa's face.
"Thank you, Son. Thank you for forgiving me." Whisper's relieved.
After that he turned to look at his last daughter, Safira. Her beautiful face that was like a painting had now turned red while looking at him. Not only was his face red, but his eyes were the same. It seemed, Safira wanted to cry but for some reason she tried to hold it in.
"Umi," Sapphira lowered her body sitting on the grass following in Saqila's footsteps. His hand that had continued to hold Umi's hand brought Umi's hand to touch her face.
Safira lowered her head, kissing the back of Umi's hand and palm many times before bringing her to touch her right cheek.
"All the mistakes of the past, I've forgiven him. I know Umi never intended to be evil to me or to us at all unless it was Umi's love for me or for us. I know if Umi doesn't want to see me on my own that's why Umi has no way but to ask Mr. Dimas to marry me. I know that because Umi wants me to live happily like my two brothers. Umi, the mistakes in my time have long forgiven her and I also never counted them in my heart because I knew Umi wanted the best for me. No Umi, don't apologize to me because the one who deserves to apologize is me. Safira has done a lot of wrong to Umi, Safira has a lot of countless mistakes so Safira please please forgive Safira. please forgive all Safira mistakes, Umi. I've done a lot of wrong to Umi, whether it's intentional or not, whether it's conscious or not, Umi please." Pinta Safira tried to strengthen herself so as not to cry.
He even bit his lips firmly so that his eyes do not drop tears even though it will be in vain because in the end the tears still escaped from the nest.
One ball, one,
Two spheres,
Umi momentarily stunned, then a few seconds later she used all her remaining energy to move her fingers rubbing tears on Sapphira's cheeks.
"I forgive you, son. May Allah be pleased with you as I am pleased with you, my son." He said it was weak.
Safira did not immediately become relieved after hearing that. He felt an unusual premonition just as he felt when Abi left this world. For that he fell prostrate to the ground, kissing both feet of Umi long before getting up and hugging Uminya strong.
This action was also followed by Saqila and Annisa. They rushed to kiss both feet Umi before gathering to hug Umi's body which began to feel no longer warm.
"Don't cry my daughters, please don't cry, son." Umi's whispers increasingly made the three of them sobbing to withstand tightness and pain.
"My children, Umi will soon return to meet Abi and meet with Allah. Umi hope Allah will give back to Umi..I hope God forgives Umi..Umi please.." His breathing began to falter.
The three of them were crying. Both of their hands tightly hugged Umi's thin body which started to get cold, without the usual warm temperature.
"Umi, Allah is pleased with you. Allah is very pleased with you. He and the people of the sky must be waiting for your return..Umi.." Saqila tried to calm Uminya down.
Rubbing the pale face of Umi with her right hand which is now shaking violently resisted the fear she had felt when she saw Abi's cold body.
In her pain Umi tried to smile and said, "My children may Allah be pleased with you just as I grieved you.. may we be gathered back in the ranks of the people of the prophet Muhammad.."
The three of them could not say anything. The pain of separation flooded back into their hearts for the second time. They were simply unable to see the great woman who had raised them wholeheartedly now being faced with the Angel of Death.
They were not strong enough to see this great woman in pain from death but on the other hand they wanted to accompany her through this pain.
"Asyhadu.an.laa ilaaha illallaahu," Weak, even very weak and full of struggle this sacred sentence came out from the pale lips of Umi who began to turn blue.
"Wa asyhaduanna.muhammadar rasuulul.lah".
I testify that there is no God but Allah. And I testify that the Prophet Muhammad is the messenger of Allah.
After that, no more noise. Not only that, but Umi had already lost her heartbeat and all of her body was completely cold.