I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 9.1
1 month passed...
I live in a routine as usual, but with a super empty and sad heart.
Since the 1st week of losing Satrio, I have been doing my usual activities to this day, from living in the Pak Nathan Pavilion, meeting Siska and even working again at the Cafe. I need a crowd so my heart doesn't get lonely. In fact, the crowd means nothing, still the heart is always quiet.
Today , before going to the Cafe, I want to see my psychiatric teacher, who else if not Mimin, because only he knows best how to make my heart better. Because no one can give me meaningful input. If my mother was like any other mother, I might have confided in her.
But when he found out Satrio was leaving, he scolded me and sought a replacement for Satrio to marry me. Because I want to get married this year. How much more frustrating I am. Maybe you'll set me back and this time maybe I should just give up.
Then I met Mimin in a regular park. He came alone, because he didn't want to when I vent his focus to be a scum for bringing his son.
I sat there staring at my phone screen and looking at Satrio's photo, which I took in his profile picture on WhatsApp.
"Dar, cieee mandangin Satrio yaa." said Mimin behind my body
"Mimin, I miss." I said and hugged him crying
Then we hugged.
And Mimin sat beside me.
"What else Nad, this month you never contact me, suddenly meet koq even cry" he said
"Sorry Min, this month I'm not focused, my mind is always controlled by Satrio, since Satrio left, my life is like death." I said sigh
"Oh Allah, can you Nad? Satrio tea where is it? don't let me miss a lot of news."just curious
Then I started to tell the chronology of what happened when I was kidnapped until Satrio left and left the letter.
"Once Min, the story."I said shed tears
"O Allah Nad, I am sad to hear your story. If I may argue, I conclude there are 2 possibilities. First, Satrio left because he thought that you loved Nathan and there was no feeling for him, so he did not want to after Meli was imprisoned to wriggle you and Nathan more friendly, so he did not want to, who can feel it, the best way is to go.
The second is the possibility that there is something bad hidden by him. I feel like he's always protecting you. It's possible that he's under threat or something bad, that you don't want to be involved in. You will know from the beginning that he has sacrificed a lot for you, even his life, so it is not surprising that he also sacrificed his feelings." said Mimin
"Yes Min, I'm so stupid yeah, just try me first to hear your opinion to choose Satrio, maybe I'm not left like this, I also feel like there is something Satrio is hiding, Satrio, the evidence that he left when he was sick, is he still sick, Min?" I said slowly
"So he could still be injured, but injured here not only physically, but also his heart, I'll hear your story about Satrio's problem, obviously he must be hit with all the events that exist. Moreover, he had to imprison his own little friend not to mention the killer of his parents until now have not met. Satrio could be afraid of you who are threatened, because people close to him must indeed be his life threatened." said Mimin
"Nad, never mind, now you have to live life as usual, just be sure if Satrio is your match, he will definitely return, only you just need patience to wait. But my advice, if there is no certainty about all this, please continue your life as usual, you should live fine for yourself, your parents, even for Satrio. Surely Satrio does not want to see you as sad as this, just like me as your friend, do not want to see you destroyed Nad." said Mimin while holding my shoulder
"But Min, I can't go on with my life feeling like this, I feel like a very bad person. How can I go on with my life, but I don't know how it is now, I'm afraid. I'm afraid she's sick and hurt." I said still crying
"Nad, trust me, he's a strong man, he'll be fine and take care of himself. Now you have to survive, please Nad, so the old Nadia again, I'm sure there is a time when she will return. How could he leave you forever." said Mimin soothingly
"Yes, what you said is true Min, I have to move on with my life again, like I came here first, to work and make my parents happy. Thanks Min, your words calm me down." I said
"Together Nad, it is my duty as a friend to take care of you and give encouragement to you.Oh yes how is Meli has she been sentenced?"askan curious
"Had Min, he was sentenced to life, yes because his crime was already planned and not once took a toll, Bi Nini's death because of him, yes, salsa's face was damaged because she even Satrio who got a knife or shot it because of her, let it be the consequences." I said
"Thank God then, only Nad you have to be careful with their families, they are not ordinary people, I'm afraid they will take revenge on you, especially now Satrio is not near you. So don't let your guard down." she said
"Yeah I must take care of Min, doain aja I'm not okay." I said to him
"Yes that's for sure, just what about Nathan, after he finds out Melisa's a criminal is she still in love with Melisa?" he asked
"No, Mr. Nathan cut ties before Meli was jailed. Even Mr. Nathan already hates him so much and Mr. Nathan himself testified to Meli's actions while in Bogor" I said
"So now you want to pursue her love again?" asked Mimin curiously
"I ? no Min, I no longer have any special feelings for him, my feelings for Mr. Nathan may only be limited to admiring, I admire his kindness and loyalty. Nothing more than that." I said
"Hemm, it turns out my best friend is already in real love with Satrio, to the extent that the first bustle is eliminated." said Mimin laughed
"Yes right you say, love comes unexpectedly, who knows feelings can change" I said slowly
"Of Nad, now you must be strong and take care of yourself, if there is anything, immediately ask Nathan and me for help. Now you can't keep thinking of Satrio, your life must be taken care of, I'm afraid someday Melisa's father will take revenge on you." said Mimin
"Yeah Min, thank you for always caring." I hugged him and cried
"Yes my best friend, you have to be tough" he said as he patted my back
It was a bright day, but full of tears. But I promise from today I will live everything from the beginning again. I promise !
Then I went to the cafe to work, and Mimin had to go home to look after his son.