I'm Not an Old Virgin

I'm Not an Old Virgin
Chapters 8.7

"A..anu Neng, Mamang also did not know, just now suddenly Tuan Muda love this letter, immediately went to take a taxi, he said Mamang should not chase him, sorry Mamang yaa Neng."said Mang Ujang


I can't think straight, only I know better now I'm looking for her or I'm gonna lose her forever. I don't want to be late. Then I forced Mang Ujang to drive me to Satrio's house, maybe he hasn't left yet.


"Mang , let's take me to Mas Satrio's house" I begged


"I.iyaa come on Neng" said Mamang looking sad


"Sir, I'm sorry Nadia can't explain all now, because Nadia must immediately find Mas Satrio, Nadia is worried, afraid of anything happening with her, let alone her health has not recovered."I said to my father while kissing his hand


"Yeah son, you don't need to explain anything, go and find him, he's a good man and deserves to accompany you, don't you waste him" said the Father


Then Mang Ujang and I rushed to Satrio's house, this trip may take a long time, especially now that I am in Bogor hospital, meaning I have to get to Bandung quickly.


On the way it turned out to be quite stuck, it was difficult for the car to move. I was really confused and scared of losing Satrio.


Ah it was very frustrating and I did not stop to tear even though there was no sound of this crying.


Suddenly the sky in Bogor clouded and rained.


"Mang, I'm like walking or riding an online motorcycle taxi, it's really jammed." I said resigned


"No, no Neng, outside the heavy rain, it will be so for sure until his 3 hours more if riding the bike when the rain gini, which there will be Neng sick, better Neng be patient ya, Neng, sure we'll meet Young Master." said Mang Ujang calmed me down


"But Mang, I'm afraid, afraid of not seeing Mas Satrio again, I don't want it to happen, I'm worried about him" I said frustrated


"Neng, the Young Master is a very loyal person, Mamang knows he loves Neng Nadia so much, so maybe this is the best now for you guys, the important thing is Neng Nadia must take care of herself Neng well, that's all that the Young Master wants, so if anything happens it will be Young Master who will be sad.Love is indeed so Neng, not always we can hold, there is a time we loose, I once read it in the newspaper." said Mang Ujang


I couldn't say anything more, I could only cry while staring at the car glass that was getting wetter by the raindrops. And my cheeks were no less wet by this cry.


I used to think it was painful to love Mr. Nathan who everyone else already had. But it turns out I was wrong, the painful thing is actually being abandoned by people who apparently care and love me so much. I may be too late to realize.


I need to call Satrio.


Then I called Satrio but the number was off, I tried several times, but I still couldn't.


Suddenly my phone shook."Ah maybe it's Satrio."my heart


It turns out Mr. Nathan


Mr. Nathan: Hello Nad, where are you? Koq didn't come home with me?


I'm : Hello Sir, yes I am now traveling with Mang Ujang, I'm sorry sir I was in a hurry, because I was looking for Mas Satrio, he went Pak from the hospital, we no one knows where he is.


Nathan sir: Huh ? go where? did you call her number or Om Heru number? maybe he picked up Om Heru?


Me : I've called sir, their number is not active, now I want to go to Mas Satrio Pak's house. I'll tell you again, sir.


Me : Yes sir


Then I turned off my phone.


Now the journey has started smoothly, but the rain has not subsided, the more heavy rain and the more my heart hurts.


I remembered her smile, her flutter, her thoughts, the memories of when she was sick and frightened, her face now filled my whole mind.


"Satrio, you are so stupid, you might think I chose Mr. Nathan, when you know, since you came into my life, it's you who's always in my heart, I realized a long time ago, it's just that I'm hiding it."my inner voice screamed


The journey has been 2 hours past 50 minutes, finally soon to Satrio's house.


Along the way I just daydreamed, I really felt empty and empty, too much fear entering my heart.


"Neng Nadia, we have arrived, Neng do not be sad so ah, Mamang so follow sad, believe the same Mamang, Young Master must be all right." said Mamang turned to me


"I.iyaa Mang, thank you for strengthening her." I said while wiping away tears


Then I went down and ran, fortunately in Bandung it was not raining, it was just cloudy, then I entered Satrio's house. I immediately rang the bell.


Ting tong's...


Ting tong's...


The door was opened by Om Heru.


"Om Heru, Satrio where's Om?"just panic


"Nadia, calm down Nad, Satrio must be fine just you don't worry" he said


"But Om, where's Satrio? please tell me, please Om, I have to meet and resolve this misunderstanding." said I pleaded with a weak sigh


"Nad, wakeup. Sorry Om, Om also did not know where Satrio went. He just left a letter and certificates to Mr. Satpam. Earlier, Om was called by Mr. Satpam, so Om hurried to go home, only when Om had reached , Satrio was no longer there. And no one knows where he is." said Om Heru sadly


I couldn't get up, I sat down on the floor.


"Then Om, where should we look? I'm worried, Om?". Ask me to limp


Om Heru then sat down next to me.


"Nad, no, let Satrio go, he needs peace now, with all the problems that happen, he would want to have some time to reflect, we should let him go, one day he will definitely go home, he told Om to keep all the valuable things in his life and that especially you are Nad, so you don't be sad Nad, Satrio will be sad too, if you know you are like now, Om promised, will look for the existence of Satrio." said Om Heru


I could only cry out, the most broken cry of my life, the cry I really hated the most. Suddenly my chest felt increasingly tight, then I fell unconscious and unconscious.