
Huh..
After that day Mega realized that he had lost and had no hope anymore. His hopes had been lost since Azam had slowly changed. Using religious excuses to keep her distance from him when it was all a lie!
"That's all you do to get away from me." Mega whispers in the silence of the night.
He rubbed his tired face that was still not sleepy, putting away the tears that had been reminiscing in his eyes.
"Stupidly, why did I choose to enter this boarding school? Although I can see you but I will also see the lucky girl who has won your heart. Huh.." Sighing deeply, his heart was currently continuously throbbing pain.
That's very unbearable.
"Sak Sasa was very lucky. She was loved by the man I had loved since childhood. Hem.." He pulled out a blanket to cover half his face.
Recalling the beautiful photo of Sasa that is clearly displayed inside the Azam phone as the main wallpaper, Mega felt crowded.
"I'm so pathetic." Mumbles weakly.
One year later after the engagement was cancelled Mega became more reserved as she was busy thinking about her years of empty hopes. He only realized that since childhood Azam had indeed been cold to him while to other children he was mediocre. In addition, Mega always showed his interest in Azam openly but Azam himself never showed it. Instead of showing Azam even keep his distance from him with various reasons that were immediately tolerated by Mega. And lastly, Azam never returned his affectionate expressions either directly or via mobile phone.
Mega always speaks openly and treats Azam sincerely but he never gets the reply he always hoped for.
In fact, this is just love clapping one hand, a love that he has foolishly cultivated since he did not know the world.
Now after all that has happened he knows nothing to do but torment himself in the loneliness and hope that does not arrive.
This is not the real him but because of the wounds he learned to disguise himself so that people do not realize that his heart is in pain.
"Oh my God, I miss Mama and Papa." Whisper before submerging yourself in the blanket completely.
He forced himself to sleep in preparation for tomorrow in case his heart was sliced again.
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At 3am they were awakened by the sound of knocking on the door from outside. A female dormitory disciplinary officer walks into the room to wake up those still trapped in the dream world.
For those who are not used to waking up at night, they will be very difficult to wake up even angry. But for those who are used to it, they immediately wake up as soon as they hear the sound.
"Good morning, Ai." Sapa Asri after yawning, he was still sleepy but did not dare to sleep for fear of punishment.
A cold night wind rushed through the entrance, greeting those who were still lying on the bed to further tighten the blankets to continue their sleep. Those who had woken up shivered in the cold and slowly began to think clearly.
"Morning. Is your sleep good?" Ai had folded the sleeping blanket and tidied it up on the headboard.
After that he took out a bright red liquid from inside the closet. It looks like a perfume.
"Very good." Then he saw Ai spray the red liquid on the bed.
"You wear perfume, Ai? We're forbidden to bring perfume here."