I'm Not an Old Virgin

I'm Not an Old Virgin
(Chapter 1) Engagement


"Almira Shinaia, will you be my lover and tie a promise with me to a more serious life?" The tall handsome man pledged words of love boldly before everyone.


Instantly the people compactly closed their mouths, waiting with a smile the beautiful woman's answer that now blushed embarrassed before the handsome man.


The beautiful woman named Almira Shinaia, she is a beautiful woman who works as a Muslim model. Meanwhile, the handsome man who was now standing in front was his lover, his name is Deon Dirgantara and has been the CEO of a property company whose name is no stranger at home and abroad.


The two of them are lovers who have been in a lover relationship since 5 years ago in High School and promised to get married.


Tonight they are officially engaged to both families and relatives to pledge that their relationship will soon rise to a more serious stage.


"Dirgantara Deon," Almira's soft voice made the corner of Deon's lips form a sweet smile.


It caught the attention of some people and was greeted with a teasing whistle from them. Almira became increasingly embarrassed, she lowered her head to hide the red hue that was now blooming on both cheeks.


"Airgantara Deon," He repeated again in a softer and sweet voice.


"Hem?" Deon waited patiently. Even his smile was wider than before.


"Deon Aerospace, I want to." Almira finally revealed her heart.


He wants to and he's eager to spend the rest of his life with Deon, his sweetheart.


"What do you want?" Deon was very happy but he pretended not to understand what his lover had said earlier.


Almira was very embarrassed, her two beautiful eyes even glared scowling at Deon who was still smiling widely as if he did not understand the intent of the sharp gaze of his lover's eyes.


"Say clearly what you want because I don't understand?" Deon was still teasing his increasingly sullen lover.


When Almira is angry she looks creepy at all, even she looks funny and adorable when she is angry.


Almira bit her lip feeling very embarrassed. If only he was not stared at by hundreds of pairs of eyes maybe he would immediately pinch both cheeks of his lover to vent his anger. But he could not and had to endure it.


"I want to be your lover and make a promise with you to a more serious life, Deon Dirgantara."


"Cie.."


"Ekhem.there are flowers.."


After Almira said those words the people once again made a fuss. They teased Almira's red face which was no longer possible to hide.


"Thank you, I'm so happy to hear that." Deon pinched Almira's red cheeks.


Almira smiled gently, her two teary eyes showing that she was very happy tonight.


"Well, I'm so happy." Almira whispered amidst cheers of joy from her relatives and family.


Deon then gave Almira a rose with a variety of beautiful and fragrant colors.


"Don't cry baby, you're not allowed to cry on our fiancee's day. Except on the first night"


"Deon!" Almira quickly silenced her lover's mouth while looking left and right to make sure that no one heard what Deon had said earlier.


Uh, this is so vulgar.


Deon laughed, he pulled Almira's hand from his mouth. Then, he took out a ring from inside his white coat. Take a white ring inscribed with a very beautiful white diamond and pin it on the ring finger of Almira.


"I love you. I love you so much, Almira Shinaia." Whisper Deon with a gentle, adoring look.


Almira hugged the bouquet of roses in her right hand before picking up the pair of rings that were still untouched. He carefully pinned the white ring without the diamond throne on Deon's ring finger while repeating the words of love that came from his heart.


"I love you too. I love you so much too, Deon Dirgantara." Almira's scales are very soft.


Deon couldn't stand it. He wanted to kiss her but still not halal. As a result he could only pull Almira into his arms. Hugged Almira tightly to show her how much she loved her.


They were struck by a very sweet feeling and the day was all happy for the two of them. A romantic evening, a romantic atmosphere, and the sweet wishes of everyone also perfect how beautiful tonight is.


Yet..


Amongst all this happy and sweetness was someone who was secretly harboring a feeling of pain. From the beginning of the event to changing the ring the person is always standing in the corner of the room. Standing still while silently paying attention to everyone's happiness.


When everyone was laughing, he just smiled in the corner. When everyone was cheering, he just smiled in the corner. When everyone was engulfed in joy, he again could only smile at the same corner.


She was indeed smiling, her now pale red lips formed a line of smiles, and her two beautiful eyes were also angled due to her wide-lipped smile.


It hurts, but he has to endure it, oh, so ironic.


He had to endure the pain for his feelings of unrequited love for Deon Dirgantara. Right, he likes and loves Deon. But Deon's heart and mind already belonged to Almira, his perfectly born and talented younger sister.


"Rain, let's congratulate your sister. She is now engaged and soon to be married." Mama's happy voice drew Rain from her daydream.


Rain turned to look at her beautiful mother tonight. The wide smile that formed there showed that she was very happy tonight was not much different from the happy couple who were now in the spotlight of everyone.


"Yes, Ma. Rain is gone." He said while taking the black and white paper bag that he had prepared for the lover.


His steps were so light without any hesitation. Under the many pairs of observing eyes he slowly approached his sister and his future sister-in-law.


It hurts so much to just get close to that place.


"Almira, congratulations on your engagement. I hope you and Deon can get on top of the warrant." Oh, my God, it feels so sick.


"Sister Rain!" Almira immediately hugged Rain tightly.


Rain knows his sister tonight must be very happy. And to be honest, Rain was happy with her even though she did not want to be hypocritical if there was a gaping hole that continued to give off the bloodless pain in her heart.


"Thank you, Brother, Almira, I hope that Brother Rain will catch up with us soon." This is a heartfelt prayer from a sister to her brother.


Rain forced a smile, he patted Almira on the back before releasing their embrace.  After that he gave Almira a white paper bag and a black paper bag to Deon.


"Please take good care of my sister." Rain's message to Deon was answered with conviction by Deon.


Rain did not linger there. He immediately retreated backwards as there were still many families or relatives who wanted to congratulate them as well.


"Rain, your face is so pale tonight. Not feeling well anymore, huh?" Rain wants to go back to his room but is immediately intercepted by Lala, she is his friend and Almira from childhood.


They have been playing together since childhood. Both of their parents are also very friendly.


Rain raised his hand to feel the skin of his face. It's a little cold because it's been exposed to AC for too long, maybe.


"Well, maybe. I want to rest in the room." She lies.


His physique was fine but his heart was far from being okay tonight.


Who is not heartbroken to see a loved one has now bonded with another girl. And even more unfortunate that the girl is her own biological sister. Rain could not deny how much heartache he was currently in.


"Eh, don't just go first dong, Rain. If you go then people will be mistaken for you." Lala said strangely.


"What do you think you mean, you?" Rain did not understand.


Maybe because his physical and inner tonight can not be invited to cooperate so that it becomes difficult to focus, he needs time to rest and calm himself.


"Yes, they may think that you are not happy with this engagement so you go straight into the room." This obviously doesn't make sense.


Rain shook his head in denial. How could people think he wouldn't be happy with his sister's engagement?


It's crazy, Rain can't possibly hate this engagement even if he likes Deon.


"You're weird, how can I be unhappy with my sister's happiness?" Ask wonder.


"Here you go, I'll go to the room first to rest. My head is currently very dizzy." Rain waved his hand hurriedly into the room unwilling to hear Lala's strange words again.


As soon as he entered the room he immediately locked the door and threw himself on the bed. Silently, slowly the clear liquid started flowing from the corner of his eyes. Wetting the face without make-up is now wrapped in sadness.


Rain is helpless. He loved Deon many years ago but unfortunately, his love clapped one hand because the lucky person Deon loved was Almira, his sister.


Rain could not convey his objections as he could not force Deon's feelings for her. After all, Deon's choice was right to choose Almira, compared to her own, Almira was a better and perfect girl.


Almira is unlike her who was born in a genetic disorder.


True, because of genetic disorders Rain was forced to grow without having breasts like women in general. She doesn't have the most important thing that women have.


Miris, right?


So, how could Deon like a 'strange' person like himself? That's never gonna happen.