I'm Not an Old Virgin
Season II: Mahligai of Love (Chapter 13.11)
Since the incident 13 years ago, Mama and Papa Mega began to change into better people. Not only that, they also began to find out the background of the Ai family. Whether it's from the Father or Mother, they look for it in hopes of improving the relationship with the Ai family again.
The impact of Mega also has to learn every information that Papa and Mama get. Naturally he also began to know Ai, Ai's family, and how Ai's family background.
So it's no surprise that he found out about Ai's family today.
Everyone fell silent to digest the word for word Mega said. From Ai's remarkable family background, they knew that religious science must be held in high esteem in it so it was impossible for Ai to run a transgender operation.
After all this is just a rumor and they should not just believe it. Regretfully, they have hurt a kind and gentle figure who has always been warm to them.
"We were wrong and we were"
"I've had surgery before." Ai's soft voice caught the attention of all those inside the room.
Ai who had been silent in pain behind Mega finally ventured to speak.
He walked forward, standing in front of everyone who was now looking at him with a complicated gaze.
"I am a Hermaprodhit, a man born with two distinct genitals." Ai's words shocked everyone.
"Oh God.."
"Astagfirulah.."
Mega was sad to see her best friend cornered like this.
"It's enough, don't say it again." Mega persuade.
But Ai did not listen to him and continued what he wanted to say.
"I have two genitals, one female and one male. I also have a uterus like you but I only have a flat chest." Slowly the clear liquid flowed out from the corner of his eye.
"Truly, I was born different. I'm not like you guys are perfect." Ai did not blame fate, no, she did not blame her destiny.
However, sometimes he feels jealous to see his friends who are born perfect. Appreciated and getting a clear future, whereas he?
He is still wallowing in dreams of what his future will be like. Is there a man who wants to love him sincerely and is willing to accept his shortcomings.
Does anybody?
This question was a mystery that he had not been able to solve.
"Just 13 years ago I had an operation to remove one of my genitals and I chose to remove my male genitalia. The doctor said I had a uterus, I could be fertilized. In addition, the shape of my body is more prominent on the female side even though my chest will not experience any changes. Yes, I used to have surgery but not transgender surgery. The doctor and my family say I'm a woman, I'm just like you."
Everyone close to her said that, she was a woman. God created her as a very special woman, she knew that. It was just that to remain standing within this special 'title' he had gone through many rejections. It feels.it's very painful.
"Will you answer me," Ai looked at her roommates softly.
"Ai, please don't say that again..." Mega hugged Ai, hugged her tightly to share the warmth.
Asri who was no less in shock with the other room friends finally realized. His eyes turned red, there were warm ripples that started to pool within his eyes.
"Don't cry.." She starts crying, hugging Ai and Mega to share the grief.
No, not only them but everyone also felt pain for Ai. With a small sobbing sound and eyes that had started to turn red they hugged Ai.
They cry together, for pain and regret.
"I never asked to be born like this either, I wanted to be like all of you but God has set a destiny for me. So how can I go against the destiny that God has set? Although my heart wants to look perfect like you, God has set a path that I must go through. Hiks...I've been like this why are you pushing me away? It hurts so much, God.it hurts so much.." Isak Ai could not help his sadness.
She was crying in the arms of her roommates. He said what he had been hiding all this time and he said what was weighing on his heart.
He wanted to, he wanted to be like all of them. Born perfect and without doubt his identity. But what can he do when God has set out on which path he must go. What to do when God has decided what destiny to live.
Ai could do nothing but stretch out her chest to receive all the ordinances of God. He tried sincerely and lived it all by being patient with the belief that God had created the most beautiful scenario for him.
"I actually want to take a bath with you guys but because of my condition I'm afraid you're scared and think all kinds of things about me. I really..." He could not continue his words.
His head was dizzy, his eyelids were heavy, his vision was twitching, and he also had difficulty breathing. He has reached his limit. He wanted to sleep, he wanted to rest for a while to be able to calm his heart.
It feels so tired.
Both his body and his heart were tired. He needs time to rest, just for a moment...
For a moment, O Allah, Ai wants to sleep. Ai's head is dizzy, Ai's body is sick, and Ai's heart is very sick, God. Ai is strong, Ai can still bear it but today Ai is tired, O Allah...Ai wants to sleep, can't she? Just sec...Ai promise will not be long, Ai promise O Allah. His inner voice whispered before his eyes began to lose light and his vision darkened.
He finally fainted, resting for a moment to rest all the fatigue that had been eating away at him all these years. Ai really didn't think there would be a day when she dared to speak. He spoke for all the pain he felt, the pain he had been repeatedly pushed away from a friendship.
He's really tired.
"I'm sorry, Ai..." Ratna was the most regretful person here.
As the leader shouldn't he give Ai a cold shoulder without knowing the truth.
"I was wrong.I should've been"
"I fainted!" Shouted Asri in panic.
Seriate..
Any more?