I'm Not an Old Virgin
Season II: Mahligai of Love (Chapter 14.12)
"I don't have anything that makes Ustad Vano comfortable with me someday. And I too.I'm also difficult, very difficult to give offspring-"
"Dad." Cut Ustad Vano in the end.
Ai speechless. He nibbled his lips nervously waiting for Ustad Vano's response. He purposely said this in order for Ustad Vano to rethink his feelings. If you want to accept it then...Ai will be very happy. But what if not?
Ai sense this is a natural thing because everyone also has biological needs that must be satisfied.
"I love you is the strongest proof that I accept all your shortcomings and advantages. For me you were created by God very special, you are loved by God, O Aishi Humaira. How can I dispute the decree that God has given you? No, Ai. You and I have no right to that. We just have to go through it, through every trial that God gives us by surrendering. After all you are the man God loves Aishi, you are one of the chosen men in this world. If you accept everything with grace, then Allah will not hesitate to give you heaven. Then about being able to have children or not, again it is not our right to judge the future, Ai. When we have tried and lived everything by surrendering, it is enough to let God decide whether we can have it or not. Let God decide whether or not we can carry out that trust, regardless of what the doctor or anyone else says. Remember Ai, if God wills then anything can happen. He has power over everything and we just have to give everything to God. Do you understand?" Ustad Vano with a soft-pitched firm voice tried to convince Ai.
"Ustad Vano doesn't mind?" Ai asked again, holding back the joyful sobs that continued to overflow in her heart.
How happy he is tonight, O God, how happy he is. He never dared to imagine that this day of happiness would come. Meeting with Ustad Vano, talking about the problems of each heart under the dim light of the moon, this is a very important night in Ai's life as well as Ustad Vano.
Because tonight they can express their own feelings, and because tonight all the doubts Ai like a wave that sweeps the beach clean.
"I don't mind Ai, as long as it's you, I'll never mind." Ustad Vano easily answered.
Ai smiled timidly, she idly asked, "So, if that's another woman Ustad Vano will take issue with it?"
Ustad Vano was anxious, nor could he resist the smile of helplessness on his face.
"I will not dispute the decree of God to other women who are fortunate to have the advantages that you have. It's just that she's among all of them, an ordinary born woman or a different one, I'll just choose you, Aishi Humaira. I just want you."
Ustad Vano never took issue with Ai's merits, he did not hesitate at all to say that he had been made to fall by Ai. If not, then why did he continue to wait for Ai's arrival here?
If not, then why did he not falter at all with every woman who came to shake his heart?
If not, then why could his heart and mind only be moved by an Ai?
The answer was definitely because he loved Ai so much. Because of this love he has unconsciously made Ai as his world. The world where his house is located, becomes the only comfortable place to go home, namely Aishi Humaira.
Ai was getting embarrassed, she further lowered her head from Ustad Vano's gaze.
"Did Ustad Vano not know?" He thought all his actions had been too obvious?
Ustad Vano gave a smile, how could he not know?
Just that hearing it directly from Ai's direct mouth was another matter. Indeed, he had previously heard Ai's confession inside the mosque, but for Ustad Vano it was also in a different situation. It was a clandestine confession, and the recognition that Ustad Vano wanted now was blatant and direct.
He wants to get a confession from Ai, his lover.
"I don't know, that's why I'm asking you." He pretended not to know.
Ai was so embarrassed.
"That's it," He was so nervous!
"The man is... Ustad Vano." In the end he said his heart.
However, Ustad Vano was still pretending, this time he was pretending not to listen!
"Who? Can you repeat it again?"
Ai can't believe it! He's so embarrassed now!
Saying it once takes a lot of courage let alone saying it a second time. However, when he recalled the soft voice of Ustad Vano expressing his feelings earlier, Ai suddenly thought that he no longer needed to cover everything up. The one he loved loved also loved him, and in fact God had granted his prayers.
"Ai, love Ustad Vano." Said Ai in a soft voice.
"The man that Ai has long liked is Ustad Vano himself, the man who helped Ai trust the world again. Ustad," He raised his head to look directly at the handsome face of Ustad Vano who was stunned looking at him.
Ai smiled gently, her beautiful face flushed red with both eyes of the wet peach, Ai was indeed very charming. Ustad Vano was even made speechless by him.
"Ai loved Ustad Vano so much." Reveal Ai sincerely from her heart.