When Love Should Determine
Chapter 118

Today Larissa is relaxing in the bedroom alone with her husband. Something they very rarely do because of their respective busyness, especially they also often fight lately.

"Entik, it's been a long time since we've been alone like this, huh?" larissa opened the chat. At that time she was lying staring at the ceiling of the room, while her husband was lying sideways with one leg resting on Larissa's leg, making her body as a bolster.

"Yes. That's because we are preoccupied with our respective work." answered accordingly because busy kissing the neckline of the wife's.

"I don't think that's all! I feel, lately we so often fight just because of trivial problems. Do you feel the same way about me?" his face looked at the husband.

Hamzah sighed. "You're right! I feel the same way about you."

Larissa changed her sleeping position to face her husband. Hands playing on the chest of the field of the husband who was then bare-chested, one of the body parts of the husband who became his favorite.

"How about we add another baby?. People say, children are the straps of both parents. And who knows by adding the baby of our relationship is getting stronger" he said softly.

Hamzah squinted one eye. "More momongan?."

"Yes, momongan. Besides next month Zahra's seven years old, it's time she had a sister, right?."

Hamzah seems to object to Larissa's proposal. "Do you seriously want to add a baby when our economy is not as stable as it is now?"

"I'm serious! Two rius instead" raised two fingers as a sign of seriousness. "The Quran says, if every child carries his own sustenance. If God alone guarantees someone's sustenance, then why should we worry?."

Hamzah sighed, disagreeing with his wife's opinion. "Not that I don't believe in the Koran, but shouldn't we plan the future as well as we can?"

"Don't worry too much about the future to make you forget the present. Just go through it all, and let it all flow like water."

Hamzah changed his sleeping position to his back. Eyes glared upwards. Chest looks deflated with regular breath. Both hands are folded under the head.

Seeing her husband just silent without refusing or assuring, Larissa could guess if she was currently worried. "Didn't you want to have another baby?" he said with a sad face.

"It's not that, but...."

Larissa changed her position to sit facing her husband. Her hand held her husband's hand. "Have you forgotten that the doctor suggested that I take off contraception and get pregnant again for my health? Do you want me to be sick again like yesterday?."

Hamzah let out a rough sigh, rubbing his huffed face. "I've never forgotten that, Larissa. It's just I don't think it's a good time to think about momongan anymore. How can we meet his needs later if our economy is like this?. "

"Didn't I say, God will guarantee it. Believe me, every child carries his own sustenance."

Hamzah was silent, not asserting or refuting his wife's opinion. While Larissa, seeing the silence of her husband chose to continue her speech. "Let's remember, when Zahra was born, what did we have back then? There isn't one, is there? but look now, we have our own motorcycles and our own homes. Did we ever imagine we would have it back then?."

Hamzah remained silent to his wife's remarks that reminded them of their condition at the time.

"Wasn't our situation back then much more difficult than it is now? Then why should we be afraid of not being able to feed him? Ready to know with we have another child then our economy can return to normal" Larissa added.

"But...." Hamzah looks doubtful, but Larissa continues to convince him. "Come on, Entik, trust me! everything must be fine!" Larissa showed a fatal look of her mainstay to make Hamzah melt. "All right, I agree!."

Seeing his wife steal a kiss from him, Hamzah also teases him. "Then, how about we start the program now?" he said while raising eyebrows and perverted eyes.

"Who's afraid?" challenge Larissa. She also began to tease Hamzah at sensitive points to make her husband burn in a blaze.

Hamzah did not want to lose, also gave soft touches that made his wife's body winding beautifully because of the excitement of romance.

That night they drowned in a sea of romance until they reached the beautiful paradise of the world.

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It's been a few days Larissa is late for the moon. Her gut said there was a possibility that she was pregnant at the moment. She immediately bought a pregnancy test to confirm it.

In the morning when just waking up Larissa holds her urine in a small container and then performs a checking procedure as shown in the packaging.

A minute and two, Larissa waited anxiously. His heart continued to pray that the test kit would show the desired results.

Slowly the test pack shows results. And the result is two red lines.

Larissa pranced herself up in the bathroom as test results showed what she wanted. He is currently.hamil.

A happy smile cannot be separated from the face. Thousands of words of gratitude continue to be said for the grace that is obtained. He gently rubbed his stomach which was still flat. " Grow healthy there, son. I'll always take care of you."

Larissa tidied up the former test and hurried to wake her husband to tell him the good news.

"Entik, wakeup! I have good news for you" she said, shaking her husband's shoulder slowly.

Slowly Hamzah opened his eyes, his mouth was yawning wide because he was still sleepy. "Did you wake me up this early?."

Larissa continued to show her happy smile. "I woke you up to give you good news. You know, I'm pregnant right now. My desire to get pregnant again has come true."

"Oh, thank God!" said Hamzah flat. His facial expression was very far from Larissa's shadow.

Seeing the husband's unhappy reaction to the news of her pregnancy made Larissa's heart disappointed. In her shadow the husband will hug and shower her with a kiss as a form of happiness. But actually.....

"Are you unhappy with my pregnancy?" ask Larissa lirih.

"Who said I wasn't happy? I'm very grateful" replied Hamzah quickly.

Although Hamzah said if he was happy about Larissa's pregnancy but in fact his expression even showed the opposite. Is it wrong if Larissa feels disappointed about this?.

Larissa left her husband because she did not want to dissolve in disappointment. She promised, in her pregnancy this time will really take care of her well, including emotions that will affect the development of the fetus in her womb. She doesn't want what happened to her pregnancy to happen again