When Love Should Determine
Chapter 48

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Slowly, the mother's attitude began to soften. He no longer showed his anger towards Larissa. Because Larissa really knows how to take her mother's heart when she's angry. But when dealing with Hamzah, he still shows his hostility.

Larissa asked her husband to remain patient and not take heart in what his mother did. But he also did not remain silent. He kept trying to get his mother to accept Hamzah's existence again.

Hamzah complied with Larissa's request to remain patient. But he is also an ordinary man who has a limit of patience. And when he was at the peak of his patience, he chose to go to the beach for a while. A moment of calm down there.

Larissa could understand her husband's attitude. He knew, Hamzah must be very depressed because he was constantly in an uncomfortable situation.

But this turns out to create more estrangement in their relationship. Hamzah was getting further away from him, and it was getting harder and harder for him to reach. Relationships that are intertwined also feel bland because of the lack of communication between them.

Sometimes I think lightest

Through your cold heart

Hear the fret

Ever since you lost me

Every time I try to get close

The more heart beat this

In bed is quiet

Me alone.....

They are dead facing

I even admit to haunting

At least give it a chance

I bluntly.....

There are times I think the lightest

Stay with you like old times

But if all this were to be certain

No longer a dream

Pity myself....

I am a woman with tears

Not to ask for sympathy

Just releasing the heart

I expected

Heart window

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Days change, seasons change. And now, the rainy season is starting to come. Characterized by the blowing of the west monsoon wind. Until the sea returns to the sea.

The economy returned difficult due to unfriendly sea conditions. High waves of sea water make it impossible for fishermen to go to sea. Coupled with the presence of strong winds that make the condition even more dangerous when forced to leave.

Some fishermen choose to raise the boat to the mainland to avoid the fierce waves that can come at any time. Until the land was filled with rows of boats of fishermen.

There are also those who choose to keep their boat on the edge. But they have to keep watch on the beach if they do not want their boat to sink because of the terrible waves. Sometimes they even had to sleep there just in case.

Under these circumstances, it suddenly occurred to Hamzah to go 'AMEN' to the island of the Gods of Bali, or rather in the Muncar area.

'AMEN' is the name of going to sea out of the area using a much larger boat, of course with a much larger number of crew members, thirty-five to forty people. The length of time it takes about a month. The equipment used is certainly different from ordinary fishing. The net used to catch fish is different, a type of tiger trawler.

There are various ways to catch fish, with different names. There are nets, gondrong, night, mayang, and so on. For Hamzah himself, the usual way of catching fish is mayang.

Mayang is actually almost the same as amen. It's just that the net used is smaller, called payang. For your own crew, it doesn't need many people either. Three to five people.

Actually going to sea in this way is very risky to be caught by the sea police or AIRUD. Because the net used is still a type of tiger trawler, although in a smaller size. Ordinary people call this type of net with the name 'DEMON PUPPET'. Tiger trawls themselves are strictly prohibited for use because they can damage the sustainability of marine habitats.

Sometimes they have to hide when there is a sea patrol. Not infrequently they are forced to dispose of all equipment to eliminate evidence.

When Susi's mother served as minister of marine and fisheries, she often conducted patrols impromptu. Until they can't squint anymore. And those who are caught using it, they will be thrown in prison, while the boat is confiscated. They also have to pay a fine for the mistakes they make.

Despite knowing the impact, residents still use this type of net. They assume, the results obtained are much more than using a regular net.

Greed and greed have always blinded the eyes of the human heart. Until they ignore the impact caused to the future. Or maybe because of the economic pressure, so they do not care about all that.

I don't know, it all comes back to each other. Because we cannot judge, let alone judge someone. Only you know what we need.

Larissa was very happy when Hamzah expressed his intention. It shows that he is responsible for his family.

"When are you leaving?" ask Larissa.

"Now!" answer Hamzah briefly.

Larissa was stunned to hear her husband's answer. 'Why so fast?" ask him in heart.

Hamzah could see the change in his wife's countenance as he said he was leaving soon. He explained to her, "So I heard the news that the boat I was riding was leaving. I volunteered to participate, and it turned out I was accepted."

"But why so suddenly?."

"I also don't know if it's going this fast. I thought it was a few more days."

Larissa is seen still reluctant to allow Hamzah to leave. She did not want to part with her husband. She was worried about her husband's safety. Moreover, they have to separate for a long time, without any communication tools that can keep them connected to each other.

Hamzah could see the reluctance on his wife's face. He grabbed Larissa's fingers, trying to explain to allow her to leave. "Please, let me go now. You know for yourself, the situation here is not possible to go to sea."

"But I'm so worried about your safety."

"Just pray, may Allah always protect me, and I have a good catch. So that we are not in trouble anymore as we are now."

Inevitably, Larissa was forced to give up her husband's departure. It would be very selfish if she did not allow her husband to leave. Moreover, Hamzah's departure was also for him, for their small family. So that they no longer have financial difficulties.

Larissa and Hamzah hugged each other, a very tight hug. It was as if they did not want to part for even a moment.

They inhale each other's body scents. Remember it in each other's minds if this scent is what they will miss when distance and time separate them.

Hamzah let go of their embrace. Then he landed a warm kiss on Larissa's forehead. As a sign that he is leaving soon. "Take care of yourself and our child. I'm leaving now!" said it. Larissa nodded her head in response.

Tears from Larissa accompanied Hamzah's departure. "Go!. My prayers are always with you."