When Love Should Determine
Chapter 80

Larissa continued to refuse the husband's invitation to return home. Until finally a fight ensued. "if you don't want to drive, you can say. But at least don't embarrass me in public like that."

Hamzah. Larissa's words were like a slap to him. He only realized that his attitude had hurt his wife so much. "I'm sorry! I was carried away by emotion. I was so jealous that I unconsciously expressed my emotions to you" he said softly. His words sound so sincere.

Larissa wiped away the tears that drenched her cheeks. "Jealous? to whom?, he asked confused. Really, she really did not understand what had made her husband burn with jealous fire.

"Yes, jealousy! I was angry and jealous of the doctor who examined you earlier" cried Hamzah. His breath was hunting.

"At the doctor? But why?." Larissa is confused. She did not understand what made her husband so angry and jealous of the doctor.

"Because he's already dared to touch you." Explode Hamzah's anger. His breath was increasingly hunting along with the explosion.

"Do you know, when I saw that doctor touch you, I wanted to feel like I threw the chair I was sitting on to the doctor's face. By Allah, I wanted to beat him up at that time."

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Larissa stunned. Understand now the reason behind her husband's anger. It turned out that he was burning with jealous flames when he saw his wife being touched by another man.

Larissa's heart warms. She was touched because her husband still loved her. It was evident he was so angry and jealous to see him being touched by another man.

When taking Larissa to the hospital first, Hamzah did not enter the examination room. So he didn't see when his wife was examined by a doctor. It is natural that he is angry and jealous when he sees it now. But it seems that Hamzah's jealousy is out of place. And Larissa needs to get that straight.

"The doctor touched me just for the examination. And what he touched was only on the part that hurt. It just so happened that the sick were indeed in that area. Try if the sick are not in the area" Larissa said. Trying to explain to her husband. "It's not just the doctors in the room. There's a nurse too, right? You saw it for yourself."

"Stay, I don't like to see him touch you!." Hamzah insisted on his stance.

Larissa breathed a heavy sigh. Presumably giving an explanation to the burning heart of jealous flames was not an easy job. "You know why I refused when you took me to Uwak Sodiq's house yesterday?" he asked.

Because he did not know, Hamzah shook his head. "Why?."

"Because he's been harassing me."

"What?" cried Hamzah. He was shocked half to death to the point that his eyeballs came out. "I. That's impossible."

Larissa smiled wryly hearing her husband not believe her words. "If you don't believe me, whatever. But that's what happened."

Hamzah's heart began to worry, between believing with his wife or not. A loud shout he let out to reduce the burden on the heart. "Well....." His eyes were closed with his hands clenched tightly.

Hamzah then approached his wife. His hands were holding onto his wife's two shoulders. "Tell me, you didn't mean it to you, did you? You're just kidding, right?."

Hearing Hamzah's remarks that seem more trusting of others makes Larissa angry again. Her husband's hand off her shoulder. "Do you think a disgrace deserves to be used as a joke" he shouted. Tears flowed again from the wound that opened.

"You were so angry when you saw the doctor touch me earlier. It was just a short examination. Then what about Uwak Sodiq who harassed me at his house that night? Why don't you get mad at him."

Hamzah breathed a sigh. He rubbed a rough face. "Now tell me, what happened at Uwak Sodiq's house that night!."

Larissa closed her eyes. He gathered all the power he had. Hamzah's question has reopened a dark time he was trying to forget. But inevitably she had to tell it so that her husband realized that he had trusted the wrong person.

Larissa told me everything she had that night. Starting when he was asked to undress, until it ended in the abuse. Everything corresponds to what happens without it adding or subtracting.

Larissa ended her story by wiping away the tears. "I was disgusted by my own body. This body has now been stained."

Hamzah was furious after Larissa recounted the incident at Sodiq's house that night. "Bad! You pervert quack. I'll make a calculation with him.

Larissa was crying. Ignore the anger of husband. "You know, when you just touch me sometimes I feel uncomfortable. You are my own husband. What if someone else touches me? You must understand how sick I feel?."

Hamzah aligns himself with his wife. Enveloped body Larissa that still vibrates due to the overflow of feelings. "I'm sorry! I really didn't know you were having something like this. But why didn't you ever tell me this?."

Larissa withdrew from Hamzah's embrace and took a few steps back. "Why did I tell you? You trust that person more, don't you?."

"I used to believe in Uwak Sodiq, but not anymore."

Hearing Hamzah mention the name of the person who had ruined his life, Larissa cried out in fidelity. "Don't you ever mention that guy's name in front of me again. Hearing it makes me so sick."

"I'm sorry! I promise, from now on I will never mention that person's name again."

"Never make a promise if you can't keep it" replied Larissa cynically.

"Why are you saying that? I really swore I would never mention that person's name again, let alone in front of you."

Although Hamzah has vowed not to mention the name, Larissa still does not believe. Moreover, that person had Hamzah blindly believed for a long time. "You want me to just trust you with your vows?" she said.

"Do you remember, I've repeatedly asked you not to go to that man's house again. I feel like there's something wrong with that guy. Butwhat? You don't care what I say, do you? You trust that guy's words more, right? Then why now should I believe in your oath?."

Hamzah was silent. Unable to answer his wife's words.

"One thing you should know, I felt like I had no meaning in being your wife. You never considered my existence. All my words mean nothing to you. Then why now should I believe in your oath?." Larissa's cry broke until her body was shaken.

Hamzah again grabbed Larissa's body. "I'm sorry! I am a stupid man. I accidentally hurt you so much by what I did." Hamzah also shed tears at how hurt Larissa because of him.

Larissa hit her husband's chest repeatedly. But this time she did not refuse her husband's embrace. "Why do you have so much heart for me? Don't you love me anymore?."