When Love Should Determine
Chapter 12

The night after the Maghrib prayer, Larissa sat on the edge of the mattress while watching a video from a social network. Hamza is not home. He went to his friend's house to ask if he would go to sea or not.

The situation returned to calm after the incident at noon after the puskesmas, but suddenly Iqbal came and just entered into his room. "Rissa, I brought you some pregnant milk. Drink up! I heard that you were bleeding" she said flatly as she thrust a box of medium-sized pregnant milk at Larissa.

Larisa received the box of milk without saying anything. He was afraid of being insulted again. Iqbal immediately came out of Larissa's room after handing over the milk.

Larissa didn't know she had to have a box of milk. He put it next to the cupboard, waiting for Hamzah to show him.

Hamzah did not come for long. He immediately went into the room to see his wife.

Seeing the arrival of the husband, Larissa also immediately informed about the milk earlier. "Yank, Iqbal gave me this milk" Larissa said, showing the milk.

Hamza looked angry hearing that. "Why did he give you this milk?" tanyakanya.

"I don't know, Yank. Maybe he wants to apologize by giving this milk" Larissa replied.

Hamzah took the milk from Larissa's hand, and threw it out of the room. "Don't you drink! I'm not allowing you to accept it. It's good that he just wanted to apologize, after what he did to you" he shouted furiously. His breath gasped with anger.

Larissa was surprised to see Hamzah's reaction. She didn't think her husband would act like that.

Bu Ani who was relaxing in front of the television was as surprised as Larissa. He squeezed his chest so surprised when he heard Hamzah's scream. Fortunately, Iqbal was not home at the time. Otherwise, I don't know what will happen.

"If you don't let me accept it, it's okay. But please, don't get angry like this" Larissa said gently, rubbing her husband's arm, trying to calm him back down.

Slowly Hamza calmed down. He wiped his head and wife and landed a kiss there. "I'm sorry, Yank. I just don't want you to do anything. I'm worried that he's going to hurt you again" she said slowly.

Larissa smiled at her husband's words. "I understand, Yank. It's already! don't think about it anymore" he said.

Hamzah closed the door and sat himself beside Larissa, accompanying her to watch the video. While Bu Ani immediately took one when Hamzah closed the door of the room earlier.

Hamzah did not rise again for long. "Yank, I'm gonna go out for a second. There was unfinished business. You don't go anywhere, just in the room, wait for me to come home" he said.

Larissa nodded her head. "Yes, yank" he replied.

Hamzah also drove his motorbike out of the yard. Meanwhile Bu Ani immediately entered Larissa's room after making sure Hamzah had really left.

"Take this milk" he said rudely.

"But Ma'am, Hamzah forbade me to accept it" Larissa said, subtly refusing.

"Don't talk much. Yes, you accept it! don't have much behavior. It's good that your brother would buy you this milk."

Larissa was forced to take back the milk.

Larissa nodded her head again. Tears fell when she heard her mother threatening her again.

"Now hurry to make milk and drink before your husband comes. After that keep it well. Don't get caught with your husband".

Without many words Larissa immediately rose to make a glass of milk and drink it. And then he kept it back together. Hiding her to a place her husband would not know. Tears break when she does all the things she doesn't want. "I'm sorry, Yank. I had to violate your request. I just don't want any more noise" Larissa said. His heart again hurt for the second time.disappointed with the attitude of the mother who impressed more defending Iqbal.

Larissa wiped the melted tears on her cheek and chose to re-enter the room. Worried if suddenly the husband came while he was not in his room.

The roar of Hamzah's motorcycle engine sounded, indicating that it had arrived. Larissa pretended to watch the video back.

Hamzah went into the room and sat down beside his wife. "Aren't you there for as long as I've been living?" ask Hamzah to worry. He felt like something was happening to his wife again.

"There's nothing, Yank. I'm fine!" larissa replied while commenting on a thin smile. Smile as sweet as possible in order to cover the pain of his heart from the husband.

"Yes already then" said Hamzah, not continuing his concerns earlier. "Have you eaten yet?."

"Yet" Java Larissa brief.

"Then I'll get you to eat first."

"No, Yank. We eat together. You haven't eaten either, have you?."

Hamzah nodded his head. "Yes already. We eat together" Hamzah said.

They also eat together. And after finishing eating, Larissa decided to go to sleep immediately, while Hamzah sipped a cup of coffee while waiting for the time to go to sea.

"Yank, instead of you not leaving, accompany me to sleep first. I can't sleep without you by my side" Larissa said.

Without saying much Hamzah also complied with the request of the wife. He immediately laid down his body beside his wife. Hands hugged the wife's body, while the wife drowned her face in the chest of the husband's field. After all, the time to go to sea is also still long.

Indeed, since pregnant Larissa became more spoiled for her husband. She would not sleep if she was not accompanied by her husband. Hamza doesn't question that either. He was even happy to do it.

Not long ago came the sound of fine snoring Larissa. Indicates that he is asleep.

Slowly Hamzah got out of bed after making sure that his wife was really asleep.

Hamzah changed his clothes with the clothes he used to go to sea. And after that he prepared provisions for him to carry without inconveniencing the wife. She has been able to do it herself since Larissa became pregnant. He doesn't want his wife to be tired.

After all was ready, Hamzah immediately went to sea. Given the time has shown the agreed time earlier, he did not want to make the owner of the boat wait too long.

Larissa could feel as Hamzah moved from her side. But he didn't protest. He realized that Hamzah had to go to sea. It was impossible to keep him company all night, unless he was not at sea. This is also for their future.