When Love Should Determine
Chapter 14

However, the answer that Hamzah gave made Larissa have to swallow disappointment again.

"Just ask your family. Those who like to make trouble, until you become a kayak gini" with rough.

Larissa could only stroke her husband's chest. He got up, went to see his mother at the stall, hoping to get a little loan from her.

Arriving at the stall, Larissa immediately expressed the intention of his arrival. "Mother, may I borrow some money?" he said with doubt.

"What's son for?" ask the mother.

"I'm doing an ultrasound, Mom. Last night....." Larissa also told him everything that happened to him last night until this morning, until finally the midwife told him to do the USG.

"That's how it happened, Mom. But the problem is now that I don't have any money" Larissa said.

"Have you said this to your husband?."

"Already, Mom!."

"Then how did he respond?."

"He's confused too, Mom. He told me to get a loan first." Larissa deliberately covers up the truth about her husband in front of her mother. She did not want her husband's name to get worse in her mother's eyes. She was afraid that her mother would hate Hamzah even more if she found out.

Her name is a mother, no matter how angry she is, she will still not bear to see her child in trouble.

Bu Ani sighed. He took a few hundred thousand pieces from the wallet and handed them to Larissa. "Here, use this money. Ask your husband to take you there. Sorry, mom can't come. I have to keep the stall, it has been opened" he said.

Larissa received the money with a happy face. A smile rose on his lips. "No pa pa, ma'am. This is more than enough for me. I'll ask Hamzah to drive me now!."

Larissa also stepped foot lightly when she left her mother's shop. With the money in hand, Larissa believes Hamzah would want to drive her.

Arriving home, Larissa immediately met Hamzah in the room. "Yank, I've got the money. Mother who gave. I'm asking for help, can you take me there now?" larissa said expectantly.

However, the answer that Hamzah gave made Larissa's heart even more disappointed. Very disappointed. "I'm tired, I want to rest!. You know for yourself, I just went home to sea. I didn't sleep last night!" hamzah said rudely.

"But, Yank...."

"Oh, go there. Ask for help with others. I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep!" while pulling the blanket covered his entire body.

Larissa's heart is broken. She was very disappointed with the attitude her husband showed. "This is your son too, Yank. Why don't you care about me?. What's my fault with you?" lament Larissa in heart.

Larissa could understand, if all the problems that occurred between hamzah and his family did make him angry, but that does not mean he can be indifferent like this to him. What's wrong with this.

With tears breaking, Larissa left her home, went to see her in-laws. I hope his in-laws will deliver him. Right now they are the only hope.

With a gontai move, Larissa entered her in-laws house. It just so happened that Baskoro, the father-in-law was at home. He works as a pedicab. He rested at home for a meal. That's when Larissa came.

Larissa also expressed the purpose of his arrival there. He also talked about his condition.

During this time Baskoro did receive Larissa with open arms. He loved her as a child. While his wife always act cold, although he never showed his dislike for Larissa.

By riding a rickshaw owned by Baskoro, they also departed to the puskesmas located near the sub-district office. Baskoro pedicab is not like a rickshaw in general that must be pedaled using the feet, but using engine power to run it.

The puskesmas they will visit this time are different from the puskesmas that Larissa came the other day. And after traveling for some time, they finally arrived there.

Larissa immediately went inside to pick up the queue number. And after a long wait for me, it was finally his turn.

Larissa came into the USG room. The doctor told her to lie down on the cage, and Larissa did what the doctor told her to do.

The doctor put the gel over Larissa's stomach. Then he plays a device that is directly connected to the monitor screen.

After a while, the doctor finished his examination. Larissa tidied up her clothes and sat down before the doctor.

"What's the state of the fetus in my womb, doc?" ask Larissa.

For a moment the doctor was silent, but not for a long time he began to speak up. "We apologized before. The fetus in your womb is no longer growing. It's gone."

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight when the news was read out. Larissa's body went limp instantly like it was not powered up. His bones are like being cut from his body. Tears are shed. His soul died that very second.

"Mommy must do curettage to remove the fetus in the womb of the mother. If not, it can cause infection in the mother's uterus" said the doctor again.

"Thank you very much, doc. I will tell my husband" Larissa said. "Please excuse me!."

Larissa came out of the room with a hollow heart. Half his soul went with the news.

Without long, they returned home. In the middle of the trip Baskoro stopped his vehicle and invited Larissa to eat first. Because from earlier Larissa looks very lethargic and powerless.

Baskoro ordered a bowl of meatballs for Larissa. It was his favorite food. However, Larissa looks lustless when eating it. His heart was still shrouded in grief at the departure of the child who had not been present on earth.

After eating, they continued their journey. And after some time they finally arrived at Baskoro's house.

Larissa came home on foot to her house. And when he got home, he immediately threw himself beside the husband. His body was very tired, plus the burden of a very tormenting heart. He wanted to rest for a moment his tired soul.

Knowing the arrival of the wife, Hamzah only squinted at a glance. Then he closed his eyes again, continuing the dream that had been cut off.

In the afternoon, Larissa woke up. He cleanses himself and faces the Creator. It's much better now than it was this afternoon.

Hamzah woke up when Larissa after praying. He sipped a cup of coffee that Larissa had prepared before. After sipping a coffee, he asked, "How was your USG?."

Larissa didn't say a word. He just handed the results of the USG to the husband.

Hamzah looked happy when he looked at the USG photo. "Yank, is this a photo of our son-in-law?" ask her with sparkling eyes. He does not know if the fetus in the womb of his wife is no longer alive.